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Su Xiaolan's tears slipped out again silently. Why are her tears so naughty? Parents must be ignoring her, right? She hung up the phone and still crouched there. She is really cold! Chilled to the bone marrow. She really hurts! It broke our hearts.
She thought of Ji Fan again. But she didn't want to bother him. After several struggles, she finally couldn't help but call him. Of course she didn't want to make Ji Fan worry, so she tried her best to hold back her tears.
However, as soon as the phone call was made, she couldn't hold back her tears. She thought that if she just shed tears, she should be able to hide it well. She just needs to hear Ji Fan's voice! However, Ji Fan could hear her crying after two sentences.
Ji Fan asked her: "What's the matter with you?" She pretended to be nonchalant and said: "It's okay!" But her voice, even she could hear a strong nasal sound. She knew that she could no longer hang up the phone at this time, otherwise it would make people more worried. So, she told Ji Fan the truth.
Ji Fan asked her to call her father, and she answered right away. But she doesn't actually do that. She is like a kitten in front of her parents, she will not dare to approach her for a while if she is injured.
Ji Fan was also keenly aware that Su Xiaolan would not obediently call her father, and said with certainty: "I don't believe it! You swear!" She didn't expect Ji Fan to say such "childish" words, she shed tears, but sincerely Laughed.
She won't swear, because in her impression, she has never done such a "childish" thing. But Ji Fan was still insisting, so she had no choice but to categorically say to Ji Fan: "I will definitely call!" Before Xiaolan said this, Ji Fan even asked Xiaolan to tell him her mother's phone number, and he helped her. beat.
How dare she ask Ji Fan to fight? If the mother heard the boy's voice, maybe how many troubles would be caused! Under such a pincer attack, she had no choice but to use her "certainty" to guarantee it.
When she realized that she had taken up too much of Ji Fan's time, her tears were still flowing. With a choked voice, she said to Ji Fan: "Thank you! Thank you for listening to me talking so much nonsense! I can't find another person to listen to me talking so much nonsense!" Such Ji Fan accompanied her like this!
Ji Fan was moved by Su Xiaolan's thank you, and following Su Xiaolan's words, he said: "You are the only one who tells me the truth!" Su Xiaolan's heart was warmed. Although she also knew that Ji Fan's words were false, she was still moved.
In the evening, Ji Fan asked Su Xiaolan what happened. Xiaolan didn't want anyone to worry about the problem but committed it again. Although she couldn't fall asleep because of the pain, she still said to Ji Fan, "It's much better!"
Not long after, Ji Fan sent her a text message saying: "I like a girl in our class, and that girl also likes me. I really want to grasp this happiness, but I have too many worries"
Who does he like again? Was it someone who had mentioned to her before? What is he worried about? Could it be that she was afraid that she would intervene and disturb their happiness? He should be worried about more than this, right? But what she wants to say is that if you have happiness, you must grasp it!
She replied to Ji Fan and said: "If you have happiness, take good care of it! I sincerely wish you happiness!" When she said this, her heart ached. But she won't let Ji Fan know, she doesn't want him to apologize!
Originally, she had a headache, but after receiving such a text message, she was so painful that she couldn't sleep
Su Xiaolan wanted to ignore Ji Fan in a fit of anger, but she still couldn't do it! She felt itchy again and wanted to send a text message to Ji Fan. Just because she really wanted to know what happened to Ji Fan and that girl.
Her head was still protesting violently, but she couldn't match the dull suffocation coming from her chest. She asked Ji Fan: "Have you told the girl you like that you like her?" Ji Fan said: "I just told her that I like her very much."
Because she remembered that Ji Fan said that there was a girl who ignored him because he said he liked her. Although they reconciled later, Su Xiaolan still said to Ji Fan with lingering fear: "It would be better to be more tactful." She really hoped that he would be happy!
Seeing that Su Xiaolan cared so much about this matter, Ji Fan said to her: "That girl has been ill these few days. She is very sick. She always tells me that she is much better, but it is difficult for her to speak. I am very worried and don't want to Tell her that now."
When Su Xiaolan saw someone was sick, her first reaction was to feel sorry for the sick person. Because she is sick every day, she knows how hard it is to be sick! What happened to the sick girl? Why is it so difficult to even speak? She thought, it must be a cold sore throat! At least, she hoped that the girl would just catch a cold for a while.
After worrying about that girl, Su Xiaolan noticed that Ji Fan said that he was "worried". Her heart suddenly ached again. He actually said he was worried! She is sick too! She was also seriously ill, why didn't he worry about her? Su Xiao?That¡¯s what worries me!
Perhaps it was because she was not by Ji Fan's side, and she always told Ji Fan that she was much better, so Ji Fan felt that she was not as seriously ill as the girl he was worried about? That's why Ji Fan would say that the girl he likes is sick when she is so painful that she can hardly breathe, right?
Perhaps Ji Fan didn't know that she had such deep feelings for him and had always expected his care, so he told her that he was worried about that girl after she hadn't slept all night in pain?
But she didn't want to argue with Ji Fan, she just wanted to know the girl's name. Although she might not know who it was even if Ji Fan told her, she still wanted to know. In the end Ji Fan told Su Xiaolan that the girl was called Qin Rui.
That Qin Rui must be a very good girl, right? Ji Fan actually wanted to spend the rest of his life with her! Su Xiaolan's jealousy hit her violently, but she still sincerely wished Ji Fan happiness.
When Su Xiaolan falls in love with someone, she definitely doesn't just want to be with him in this life, but life after life! Even if he is ugly or desolate, even if she is not happy with him. But as long as he is happy, she is satisfied.
She thought, I wish them happiness! She lets go. In fact, she had let go from the very beginning. She just wants to be a little sister silently! please be happy!
She still sent text messages to Ji Fan as always, always unable to control her hands and heart! But Ji Fan's indifference hurt her again.
She completely realized that Ji Fan didn't love her! No matter how painful it is, we can only bear it silently. She hates him! No, you shouldn't hate him! He didn't promise her anything. Everything is her fault! It's all her fault! She hates herself! Why hate yourself for being passionate, why hate yourself for asking for harm!
She deleted the text messages sent by Ji Fan one by one, as if pulling away a pillar little by little. She deleted the text messages sent to Ji Fan one by one, as if shattering the glimmer of hope little by little. Finally, she mustered up the courage to delete Ji Fan's number from the phone's address book, as if the whole world had been deleted.
She decided not to focus on Ji Fan any more, and those deceitful brothers and sisters will do whoever they like! She doesn't want to make Ji Fan sad anymore! After all, she still loves him. Why couldn't she delete him from her memory?
She couldn't help eating a lot, because there was a place in her heart that was suddenly very empty, and she wanted to fill it. She kept eating until her stomach hurt and she felt like vomiting!
She didn't know how or when she would find herself. Perhaps, she no longer has herself! She only knows that no one will love a person who has no self.
?Love too deeply, lose yourself, but in the end you only get three light words: "I'm sorry"!
She never cried. Perhaps a window that can be released cannot be found. Perhaps as long as there is a slight touch, her tears will be surging and unstoppable.
She can't let him know this! Because that would just lead to more "sorry". She doesn't need "sorry", "sorry" will only hurt her more!
However, she still couldn't control her hand! Having said that she would not send text messages to Ji Fan anymore, she was dissatisfied and itchy all day long, and she sent text messages to Ji Fan. Ji Fan didn't reply! Forget it, it's all her own itchy hands!
Although Ji Fan's number was deleted the day before, Ji Fan's number is still deeply etched in his mind. Without her even thinking about it, her fingers would press the eleven numbers on the keyboard.
Ji Fan didn't reply to text messages, her most emotion was not loss, but worry. She dialed Ji Fan's number after waiting all day. She heard a long beep. As long as she heard this voice, she would be relieved!
Ji Fan called immediately afterwards, but she had no desire to talk to Ji Fan. What should she say? Ji Fan is free to reply to the text message or not. If she tells him the truth, it may disturb Ji Fan. She hung up after the phone rang for two or three seconds.
She knew that Ji Fan would not call again, because he had never been so attached to her.
Although Ji Fan occasionally does not reply to text messages, Su Xiaolan's persistence makes Ji Fan reply even if he rarely replies. Su Xiaolan's text messages sometimes make him feel warm, but sometimes they are annoying. On the night when Su Xiaolan texted him again, he asked: "You and I have met a few times, don't you think my performance is poor?"
To be honest, Su Xiaolan didn't think so at all. As long as she can see Ji Fan, she is happy. Even, as long as she can think about Ji Fan, she is happy. She truthfully told Ji Fan that she didn't think so. But Ji Fan said: "I want you to see my inferior side."
She didn't understand why Ji Fan said that, so she immediately asked why. But Ji Fan was silent. If he didn't say it, how would she know what he meant?
Doesn't a boy who likes a girl always want that girl to see his good side? So does Ji Fan say that he wants her to see his ugly side, does it mean that he doesn't like her and wants her to give up?
However, she has given up! Why did he go to such lengths? Does Ji Fan not want her to send him text messages every day? Although she understands, she can't do it.
She felt more and more that she couldn't afford the happiness Ji Fan wanted. Fortunately, Ji Fan doesn't like her! Fortunately, she was not able to be with Ji Fan! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)??Does that girl see her good side? So does Ji Fan say that he wants her to see his ugly side, does it mean that he doesn't like her and wants her to give up?
However, she has given up! Why did he go to such lengths? Does Ji Fan not want her to send him text messages every day? Although she understands, she can't do it.
She felt more and more that she couldn't afford the happiness Ji Fan wanted. Fortunately, Ji Fan doesn't like her! Fortunately, she was not able to be with Ji Fan! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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