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Ji Fan has always wished Su Xiaolan well, and of course he also wanted her to study hard. He said with some displeasure: "Did you slip out of experience?"
Su Xiaolan felt a little wronged, but she really wanted to leave school, so she said coquettishly: "I just want to go home!" In fact, after leaving school, she really didn't know where she could go. go home? That's unlikely. Then there are only Internet cafes!
When Ji Fan heard Su Xiaolan's willful answer, he said angrily and sarcastically: "That's right, I'm not by your side, and I can't hold you back! I won't care about you from now on!"
Hearing Ji Fan's angry tone, Su Xiaolan felt sad again. She also said angrily: "If you don't care, don't care!" After she finished speaking, she fell silent, and Ji Fan on the other side of the phone didn't make a sound for a long time.
After about five or six seconds, Su Xiaolan cautiously asked in a soft voice: "Do you really not care about it?" Ji Fan paused and said quickly, "It depends on the situation!" He still can't do it.
In Su Xiaolan's opinion, Ji Fan's tone was a bit mischievous. This gave her the illusion that Ji Fan and Ji Fan were lovers for a moment. She seemed to feel that their phone call was like caring and acting like a spoiled child between lovers.
After finishing her self-study, practice makes perfect, she sneaked out of the school again. She originally wanted to go to the Internet cafe, because there she could have a chance to see Ji Fan. But Ji Fan's words rang again and again in her mind. She really doesn't want to be so willful! What she was even more afraid of was that Ji Fan really didn't care about her anymore!
So, when she got out of school, she changed direction and walked to grandma. When I got to grandma, grandma was angry again because of Su Xiaolan's refusal. Amidst grandma's constant scolding, grandpa said to her warmly: "It's not safe to come back alone so late, don't do this in the future!"
Her tears flowed out immediately. She slipped out of school alone, not without fear. Just at night when she sneaked out a few days ago, someone called her "beauty" in a strange voice when she passed by. After she ran away in fear, they were still pretending to chase her!
But her heart could no longer bear the oppressive atmosphere in the school. She hurts! She suffers! who knows? No one knew, didn't care, thought she wasn't strong!
When some students asked for leave to go home because they were homesick, there were only half of the usual number of students in the classroom. She was in terrible pain, but she still gritted her teeth and persisted. She knew that if she asked for leave, she would only be despised by the teacher! The teacher will not understand her pain! Even her parents who love her will not understand!
She deeply knows that her pain is tormenting her every moment, but she can't talk about it all the time. Talking too much will annoy everyone, including herself. Not to mention, others think she has nothing to do, but she is not strong!
? Seeing a classmate who feels sorry for someone who is taken care of when she catches a cold again and again, she has no place to express her inner loneliness and suffering. She can only read books, and read her own books alone.
Grandpa may understand her! Because most of the books in grandpa's bookcase are those she likes to read. In addition to the books in grandpa's bookcase, she also saves money to buy books to read, or go to the bookstore.
Staying alone in the attic, she suddenly remembered a sentence she saw somewhere: "If you like me, send me a text message, if you like me, call me, if you love me, keep it Silence!"
She thought this sentence was very funny, and wanted to know what Ji Fan would do when he received such a text message. Who made him keep silent when receiving her text messages! Let him try text messages that he doesn't know how to reply! See how he doesn't like her!
Involuntarily, she sent this text message. She even thought of the reason why she "sent the wrong message"! She anxiously waited for Ji Fan's reply, and was even ready to be scolded by Ji Fan.
However, not long after, the phone rang. It must be Ji Fan. Not a phone call, and no silence, but a text message. Does this mean that Ji Fan likes her? Certainly not! Ji Fan must have said something to educate her in it!
In fact, what she wanted in this text message was Ji Fan's silence. She hoped that Ji Fan loved her! But she felt that she would definitely not be able to make Ji Fan love her. He loves her, maybe he can only think about it in a dream.
Feeling apprehensive, she clicked on Ji Fan's text message. "I keep silent" The short words caught Xiao Lan's eyes in an instant.
Is he saying he loves her? No! She must be thinking too much! He must be saying he doesn't want to answer the question! Or it was because he also thought this sentence was funny, so he replied to her with a funny sentence.
She doesn't want to guess again and again! Such speculation really made her tired! She still told Ji Fan the reason she had thought up beforehand: "I sent the message by mistake." But immediately she regretted it again. She texted Ji Fan and said: "What do you mean by 'silent' in your text message?" This time, Ji Fan was truly silent.
Without a clear reply, she could only repeat her speculation and anxiety day by day. Her physical condition was getting worse day by day, she had a headache so badly that she didn't want this head, all the meridians in her body were in severe pain, and she was often dizzy and overwhelmed She clearly felt the traces of life passing by.
She didn't know how much life she had left to consume. She thought, maybe because this is rebirth, fate is urging her to make a decision with her short life. She thought, it would be great if she could really fall in love once in her lifetime!
She was surprised how she could have such selfish thoughts instead of wanting to study hard. She really wants someone to love her! But where did the person who loved her go? Even from her parents, she often can't find love
One day at the end of March, her mood was still not as bright as a spring flower. She had only seen Zhu Xiaoling in the morning, and in the afternoon she heard that Zhu Xiaoling had repeated a grade.
She was surprised! But her first reaction was not to be surprised, but to send a text message to Ji Fan immediately. What she only heard about one second, she told Ji Fan the next. She didn't care that she was in class, and she didn't care that the teacher was standing in front of her at the moment.
She just wanted to tell Ji Fan everything she knew about Zhu Xiaoling! However, she only knew that Zhu Xiaoling was repeated. Moreover, this is just hearsay and has not been confirmed. Ji Fan asked her how this happened, and how could she know?
She didn't deliberately approach or alienate Zhu Xiaoling, so she didn't know much, and she didn't know nothing at all. She didn't understand why everyone knew about it, but she told Ji Fan so nosyly that she couldn't answer it at all!
The teacher saw Su Xiaolan lowered her head and moved closer. Xiaolan's heart tightened and she hid her phone in a drawer.
The teacher returned to the podium after approaching for a second or two, seemingly unintentionally, and seemed to be warning Su Xiaolan.
However, Su Xiaolan took out her mobile phone again after the teacher returned to the podium. In this short period of time, Ji Fan actually sent another text message. Xiaolan opened the text message, but there was only a short word and an exclamation point in it.
"Quick!" Such a concise word is enough to show Ji Fan's impatience. Su Xiaolan's heart is broken! Why did she send text messages to Ji Fan? Why did she tell him? If she didn't tell Ji Fan about this, how could the word "quick" suddenly appear in front of her eyes? How could it hurt her eyes and her heart?
She simply brought it upon herself! She was angry, but she didn't show it to Ji Fan. She calmly replied to Ji Fan that she didn't know. As long as he is happy! Nothing else matters. However, would he be happy if she told him such news?
After hearing the news that Zhu Xiaoling was going to repeat the grade, what she was most worried about was that Ji Fan would also repeat the grade. She asked Ji Fan: "Will you repeat the grade?" Ji Fan saw through Su Xiaolan's mind immediately, and replied: "It's hard to say, but I try not to repeat the grade. Even if I repeat the grade, it's not because of Zhu Xiaoling."
Yeah? He really thinks so? Su Xiaolan's heart relaxed a little. She will not repeat a grade. Even if she failed the college entrance examination, she would not repeat it. She doesn't want her parents to work harder! I don't want to see my parents fight anymore.
On April Fool's Day, she was debating whether to send Ji Fan a text message again. Every time she took the initiative to contact Ji Fan, she was so tired of taking the initiative. She also doesn't want to look so spineless and undignified.
In the end, she still called Ji Fan. She asked him: "Have you been on vacation?" Ji Fan said without hesitation: "I have, but I won't come back." She said: "I came to see you, believe it or not?" She just wanted to say on April Fool's Day Speak out your own voice.
But Ji Fan resolutely said: "I don't believe it!" Ji Fan said in a low voice: "I don't want to believe it." Why don't I want to believe it? Is he caring about her? But she really missed him!
It's a holiday after April Fool's Day. Even though she knew that Ji Fan was on vacation, she really wanted to find him, but her head hurt again. This time the headache was so fierce that she was tortured to the point of going crazy! She called her mother at her grandma's house and said, "Mom, I have a headache"
Before she finished her sentence, her mother kept scolding: "I'm so annoying to you! Don't you want to read it" It happens every time! Since she didn't want to hear her finish her words so much, she didn't want to say any more! She hung up the phone and walked out of grandma's house calmly. She didn't let her tears draw pictures on her face until she reached an abandoned auditorium.
Can her helplessness and fragility really be borne by herself alone? What on earth should she do? The sky has gradually been stained with ink. She squatted in a dark corner, but she was not sheltered from the wind at all.
Although it was already spring, the frenzied evening wind was still a bit cool to her. And her tears dripped even colder on her hands, making her shiver uncontrollably.
The phone rang, and it was Dad. She stopped her tears and picked it up, and her father asked, "Are you sick again?" Although she could hear the sternness in her father's tone, she still said uncompromisingly, "Yes!" Dad's voice lowered a little, but still Said angrily: "Don't pretend!" (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)?I couldn't help shivering.
The phone rang, and it was Dad. She stopped her tears and picked it up, and her father asked, "Are you sick again?" Although she could hear the sternness in her father's tone, she still said uncompromisingly, "Yes!" Dad's voice lowered a little, but still Said angrily: "Don't pretend!" (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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