With such a free time, she would have more time to do other things. Moreover, she had clearly felt that if she insisted on fighting in the palace to compete for the emperor's grandpa's illusory favor, she would fall into the inferior position. Falling into the inferior category is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that if she really wants to fight the Xian Concubine, it is not because she looks down on herself, but she will definitely lose in the end. She didn't know anything about this woman, and there was a huge gap in strength, experience, and connections between the two. She, a rookie, could beat Xian Fei, a woman with hundreds of experiences. Unless the sun rises from the west, she has no confidence at all.
Furthermore, she felt that there was another benefit to going to Prince Chun¡¯s Mansion. That means you can stay away from some emperors. If she really entered the palace and lived in the palace, not only would her life be in danger in the long run, but it would also not do her any good. Instead, it would be better to follow the previous pattern of getting along with the emperor. There was a certain distance, so that the emperor would often talk about her and think about her well-being.
But, how to break out of such a bad situation now.
Wenwan¡¯s head hurts so much, cough, she really can¡¯t fight! Thinking of this, his eyes lit up. Yes, since she was in such a bad environment and tried so many methods, none of them worked. And there is no chance of winning the fight. Since you know that you can't fight without fighting, then do the opposite and don't fight without fighting. But this kind of non-fighting was not what she had thought before. She could only show her kindness and kindness in front of the emperor, not fight with the concubine and others, and just be her good baby while protecting herself. Helped Uncle Zheng at the critical moment. But now this kind of non-fighting can only be superficial. She had to fight back whenever she got the chance. She and her uncle couldn't live in a passive environment forever. As long as they take action, their power must be weakened. And this weakening force. It was not only the power of Concubine Xian that was weakened, but also the power of King Zhao, and the latter was the key. The fighting tricks played by women in the harem are actually child's play. The real place of competition for the heir apparent is not in the harem, but in the court. Although she said that the fights in the imperial court were not very serious, she felt that they were similar to the cliques fighting for power in the group. The only difference is that it is more cruel and bloody than that one. But essentially, it should be the same. So, she was somewhat sure about that. At least it's much better than letting her fight with Concubine Xian.
Thinking of this, Wen Wan frowned again. If this happens. A problem arises. What problem? If you want to deal with King Zhao, you must join forces with your uncle. But joining forces with her uncle meant that she was clearly involved in the struggle for the right to inherit the throne. Although everyone knows that she is from Uncle Zheng's group. But that was just because he looked like Uncle Zheng, so he was passively involved, rather than actively participating on his own. For others, there is no difference. But this is for the emperor's grandfather. There is a big difference here!
Since it is passive, the emperor will not have any taboos about this. She didn't quite understand it before. But she had been thinking about Zhuangzi for so long, vaguely wondering why the emperor's grandfather loved Siyue so much at first, and then still loved Siyue after two things happened. But this kind of love is only superficial. She could feel it a little bit. And she could also feel the emperor's love for her, 90% of which was sincere.
But if she takes the initiative to participate in it, she won¡¯t be able to stay with the emperor¡¯s grandfather after the training, let alone the treatment she receives now. Everyone else knew why the emperor doted on her so much now, and she understood it just as clearly now. One is because she is simple-minded. There are not so many twists and turns; secondly, because her care and love for the emperor's grandfather is sincere, without a trace of pretense to please; the last and most important reason is that she did not get involved in the dispute between King Zhao and King Zheng. Go ahead with the matter of storage.
She didn¡¯t pay much attention to this before and didn¡¯t notice it. Today she paid special attention to the emperor's grandfather's expression. She was so scared and panicked today when Siyue wanted to touch her. But her grandfather just told her calmly and told her not to be afraid. It was just an accident that day. And when she was trembling with fear and turning blue, the emperor's grandfather frowned even more. She could feel that there was doubt and a little bit of anger there. In other words, the emperor's grandfather was actually very likely, no, it should be said that he already suspected that she was faking. That's why the emperor's grandfather acted so indifferently. She asked herself that her performance was extremely natural, because it was 70% true and 20% false. Seven points, she was really scared. She was afraid that a ten-year-old child could kill someone. The thought of such a person touching her made her feel chilled. The two-minute break was her action. All she had to do at that time was take a few steps back to avoid Siyue's touch. But something went wrong at the time, and she did just that. She reacted immediately, knowing that this was too deliberate, but her performance was very real. But the emperor's grandfather showed no sign of anything. This was the first time that she had played tricks in front of the emperor's grandfather. Maybe even though the emperor's grandfather had some doubts in his heart, he would laugh it off. But if this method is used once, it must not be used a second time. This is her only bargaining chip. She couldn't take any risks.
Fortunately, Wen Wan breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, she had no intention of fighting before, and she had always been sincere to the emperor's grandfather. As a result, her previous behavior of not fighting or grabbing, having a good temperament, being kind-hearted, and being kind to others has now become her biggest advantage. Think about it, even the eunuchs and palace maids can be bullied to the end. In the eyes of others, she is synonymous with incompetence and idiot. But for the emperor's grandfather who loved her, he would be angry with her for not living up to expectations and angry with her for not being able to protect him, but he felt more pity in his heart. Looking back now, although it was indeed cowardly for her to always want to escape before, the fact couldn't be more true. Fortunately, fortunately, today I was really afraid of being stained with the blood of so many people, and I was afraid of having nightmares, so I didn't dare to kill him. Otherwise, the outcome would be hard to say. You can imagine that you have always been a timid and fearful person, and suddenly you can stop frowning. Is this true? Maybe, but it doesn't make sense. And she had always done it mostly based on her mood, and only a small part of it was based on consideration. But it was done extremely well. At least it has created a very good situation for now.
The past few months staying with the emperor¡¯s grandfather were not in vain. She knew that although the emperor's grandfather was the master of the world, he was very lonely and alone. This loneliness. Loneliness, she had experienced it firsthand. It feels like you are the only one in the world, so she feels the same way. Therefore, although the emperor's grandfather was helpless towards her temperament, he still liked her very much. People are so strange. Those with complicated minds like those with simple minds, and those with powerful minds like those who do not love power. She's weak, incompetent, and an idiot, and that's okay. As long as your mind is simple and pure, that's fine. In this way, he will try his best to be nice to her.
Just like when she was in the Wen family, her aunt and her second aunt were competing for favor in front of her grandma, but her eldest aunt never fought, but she was always polite to her grandma. On the contrary, it was the favorite of grandma. The eldest aunt never asked grandma for anything, but grandma gave her the best. She couldn't remember who said it. Old people are actually just old children, you have to coax them and follow them. Let her feel the sincerity towards her, even if you don't say anything, you don't want it. She will also think about it for you and prepare everything for you. Wenwan thinks that the mentality of the elderly should be the same, and grandma is like this. Even though the emperor's grandfather is the lord of the world, his nature should be good. And from today's point of view, they are indeed similar. The example is obvious. The emperor's grandfather arrested all those dozen people and handed them over to her. The purpose is to train her.
So, now she has to face a choice, whether it is more important to join forces with her uncle to deal with King Zhao, or whether the emperor's grandfather's love is more important. Wen Wan shook her head as she thought about it. She knew this choice without even thinking about it. Naturally, it was the latter one. It's not that she doesn't think dealing with King Zhao is important. But she believed in her uncle's ability and that she could handle King Zhao.
Thinking of this, Wen Wan really got a headache. She wanted to help, and she could use her strength. But here's the thing. In order not to lose the emperor's grandfather's love for her, she could not join forces with her uncle King Zheng to deal with King Zhao. It doesn¡¯t work if you don¡¯t explain it, even if it¡¯s dark. She asked herself that she could not escape the eyes of the emperor's grandfather. She knew that the Concubine Xian was very powerful, but she knew even more that the most powerful one was not the Concubine Xian, but the Emperor's grandfather. Although she has never seen what the emperor's grandfather was like.
Wen Wan can understand the thought that if she participates in the fight for the heir, the emperor's grandfather will no longer love her. As long as the two sons fight without hurting their roots, the emperor's grandfather might still be happy watching it. For a moment, because he could see from the battle between the two their own abilities and their ability to control their subordinates. But if she goes to deal with King Zhao. It's not that the emperor's grandfather will definitely kill her, but at least he won't really love her anymore and will definitely push her far away. The reason is simple. No one likes an outsider who deliberately deals with his son (Wen Wan is self-aware, and compared to King Zhao, she is an outsider). No matter what, the son is his, and the granddaughter belongs to someone else. Therefore, she cannot touch this bottom line.
Based on this, she has to find a balance point, and this balance point is very difficult to find. She can neither join forces with Uncle King Zheng to deal with King Zhao, nor let the emperor's grandfather see that she wants to deal with King Zhao. And when the time comes, she will have to implement measures to deal with King Zhao. This is not an ordinary difficulty! To put it more depressingly, it¡¯s all a bit fanciful. Wen Wan thought about it for a long time, but she didn't expect where the balance point was.
¡°Forget it, in the end Wen Wan didn¡¯t want to think about it anymore. No matter what, the current situation is much better than she initially imagined. Uncle King Zheng promised her to receive training from King Chun, and he would definitely not break his promise. Thinking of this, Wen Wan wondered whether we should set a training time, at least a year!
Wen Wan thought about it carefully and realized that if she had this year, she could use this time to stand outside of the fight and fully understand the weaknesses and disadvantages of King Zhao and Concubine Xian, as well as their strengths.? Distribution, only if you understand it thoroughly, can you make good use of it. Thinking of this, Wen Wan finally smiled. She knew she had found a way. She only needs to understand the weaknesses of Concubine Xian and King Zhao. The key is that she must fully understand the weaknesses of their right-hand men. She couldn't deal with King Zhao openly because she was worried about the emperor's grandfather, and she didn't have the ability to deal with Xian Fei. But for their confidants, as long as the conditions and opportunities arise in the future, she will seize the opportunity to uproot them. It is much easier to deal with the forces around them than to deal with the two of them directly. Even if they are unlucky in the end, the emperor's grandfather will not be too angry if he knows it. At most, he will only blame. Of course, such opportunities are rare. But opportunities always come to those who are adequately prepared. Since it is a subject of interests, there must be loopholes and there must be opportunities to find them.
However, going out for training is not just training. You have to go out to get the news, and the women here are not allowed to go out casually. In this society, the requirements for women are too harsh. There are many laws. Even if you go to Prince Chun's palace, you will still be a lady who has no legs and no legs. What can be learned. If she wanted to truly understand this diverse society, how powerful King Zhao was and how wide his influence was, she would not be able to fully understand it as a woman. She wanted to see, hear and experience it with her own eyes. Not through other people's mouths. Only by fully understanding and having a psychological foundation can she not panic when the time comes.
So, she has to pretend to be a man to get the information she needs, but a man? Unexpectedly, it got stuck again at the last critical moment.
???????????????????????? Wen Wan sighed heavily when she thought of this, she thought it was a wonderful thought! But can grandpa agree? This idea is very shocking. Will old antiques like the Emperor's grandfather and Uncle Zheng agree? It is estimated to be very difficult. But if you just go to the training as a woman, what can you learn? The final result will definitely be to learn nothing. How can a woman who is locked in a concierge embroidering every day learn anything? Wen Wan was very worried when she thought of this. If so, then she would train a ghost. Then all her plans would come to nothing. No, the emperor¡¯s grandfather must be allowed to agree, and Uncle Zheng must be allowed. But what's the best idea?
Wen Wan is thinking hard. Wen Wan thought about it for a long time, but she couldn't think of a good argument that could persuade the emperor's grandfather and uncle Zheng. This is really not an ordinary difficulty, it is extremely difficult! Well, why did there always be such resistance and difficulties when trying to do something in ancient times?
In the end, she thought softly and dejectedly, and if it really didn¡¯t work out, she would agree to it first. I'll pretend to be a man when the time comes. As for what happens after that, we'll talk about it later. (To be continued)