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The metal fork clattered onto the cold marble dining table.
Shen Yishu glanced at it, stood up and was about to take another handful, but was stopped by Zheng Zeyun: "What are you talking about?" She saw the color drain from his face, and she didn't know whether it was because of shock or anger.
"Huh?" Shen Yishu tilted his head in confusion, "Didn't I speak Korean?"
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Staring at Shen Yishu's face without daring to blink, Zheng Zeyun wanted her to laugh out loud in the next second and say things like "Brother is so easy to lie" and "You believe whatever I say", which made her laugh. He knew she was just teasing him. Please, just say it like this and tell me what you said up to this point was just a joke.
"Then let me say it again in concise language." Shen Yishu sat down again, straightened his back, and said in a gentle but cold tone, "Let's break up, decently and happily."
"Why?" Zheng Zeyun asked subconsciously. They were obviously doing the most intimate and happy things last night, so why are they about to break up now?
"Didn't I tell you that my current state is not suitable for an intimate relationship." Shen Yishu raised his head and drank the remaining half glass of wine in one gulp, explaining as easily as she drank, "Brother is also with You are the same person as me, with my twisted and perverted character. If one day, I mean maybe, I finally suffer the consequences, have you ever thought about how you should deal with yourself at that time? Make this public. If you have a relationship, criticism will haunt you; if it is not made public, you are not even qualified to support my soul. I don't want you to be dragged into the quagmire by me, do you understand?"
Zheng Zeyun really couldn¡¯t agree: ¡°Why do you always think of the worst case scenario? As you said, weren¡¯t you able to stabilize your emotions before Jonghyun-senpai¡¯s accident?¡±
"That's because I am such a person -" Shen Yishu suddenly raised his voice, like a Buddha statue breaking, finally revealing his frustrated core, "I have grown up with a pessimistic background in the past ten years. I have no plan. b can¡¯t move forward, this is who I am and I won¡¯t change until I die.¡±
"This is just the beginning. You may find a worse side of me in the future, and I may do more extreme actions to make you sad. A normal relationship makes both parties become better people. Since it cannot bring If you are happy and happy, then there is no need to continue.¡±
Shen Yishu's increasingly calm and indifferent tone made Zheng Zeyun feel like he was falling into an ice cave. Biting cold water poured over his head, and his chest was throbbing with pain: "After all, you still refuse to believe me. You think I I can¡¯t accept the bad words you say.¡±
"Yes." Shen Yishu responded with some difficulty, "Actually, my brother and I both know that we are both too cautious about this relationship, which leads us to always face it with a hidden mentality of worry. Each other is afraid of causing trouble to the other party. The train and the track that are misaligned from the beginning will not be able to reach the terminal smoothly."
"But now that the crux of the problem has been revealed, it can be corrected, right?" Zheng Zeyun stood up excitedly, holding back the bitterness in his heart, still trying to change Shen Yishu's mind, "Actually, it's just a lack of communication, there are many problems It can be solved by talking openly. From now on, can't you and I put down our burdens and learn to be frank?"
The only person who answered him was her silence, as if she had made a statement with silence: Do you think it is possible?
He slumped into his chair: "Shen Yishu, I didn't meet you just to get my heart broken."
"" Shen Yishu wanted to say something, but the violent pacing of her heart at this moment made her whole chest hurt. As soon as she opened her mouth, she would let out an unbearable little animal whimper.
"Would it be okay with you even if I step out of this door today and never look back?"
"Even if I forget about you smiling at someone else in the future, do you think it's okay?"
Silence spread throughout the space.
Zheng Zeyun looked at Shen Yishu's beautiful and solemn face. Before today, her coldness and alienation had never been towards him. Now he finally realized that he would be excluded by her like others, and he would not even be able to return to the level of a friend. The hand that was clenched into a fist lacked strength and he loosened it. The dead silence in the room turned into a knife, opening a big hole in his chest. The heart inside had been numbed by excessive pain, and it would not react even if it was taken out now.
"I understand, I won't be ignorant." Zheng Zeyun stood up with a wry smile, "I'll come back to pack things in a few days, leave caesar to me, since you haven't raised it much anyway."
"good."
¡°Eat on time, go to bed at a certain time, and don¡¯t hurt yourself again.¡±
"good.""For me, I also understand that continuing like this is not the answer. I am really determined to see a doctor after my return, and I am even prepared to stop activities to recuperate. I have obviously planned it well"
The voices became quieter and quieter, replaced by more and more obvious sounds of crying. Words had lost their power in the face of extreme grief, and Pei Zhuxuan could only hold Shen Yishu tightly, transferring heat and strength to her in this way. When she thought that what she could feel now was far less than one ten thousandth of what she could truly bear, Pei Zhuxuan became even more majestic and fearful. What if, what ifshe didn't even dare to touch those two words in her mind.
As if tired from crying, Shen Yishu raised his face full of tears, his eyes were out of focus, and he didn't know whether he was asking or talking to himself:
"Sister, tell me, why can't I be a normal person?"
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To be honest, it¡¯s not just the two of them who were abused after the breakup, but also myself. I would kill one thousand enemies and damage myself nine hundred and five qaq
"However, people always have to go through something to grow. It is unrealistic for the twenty-generation love in the entertainment industry to achieve success without any twists and turns, but this article will help, so don't worry.
The words in the last chapter were obviously a joke. It is absolutely impossible for Shen Shu to say such things, and the word breakup was mentioned in the comment area. Although in the last chapter, I did feel like I was writing to make up for the word count, But it looks quite awkward to me. I know that the Internet has digested sex, and everyone refers to sex by default, but it was originally a brothel slang in the late Qing Dynasty and the early Republic of China, so I have always found it very vulgar. Even if the historical meaning has been eliminated, I still feel that It's frivolous to use it to refer to sex, and it's crazy to say she's sick and abnormal, but Shen Shu is not someone who can sleep with someone without feelings.
It may seem pretentious to say this specifically in my speech, but I still hope you can tolerate my linguistic mysophobia. Thank you! (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com