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"Wa Fan, if you like it, you don't have to be together."
"There are many kinds of liking, and I like you very much, but that is the liking of friends and classmates. I really can't give more. I think, in fact, no matter what kind of relationship, in the final analysis, the essence is the same. As long as you treat each other sincerely , that¡¯s it.¡±
Bai Jianjia was as gentle as a gust of wind blowing across her cheeks, although the meaning of the words was rejection, but she tried her best to make her comfortable without harming her.
In Qin Wanfan's heart, a sad drizzle of yellow plums has already slanted down in this gentle wind.
Sad and comfortable. The result that I had foreseen a long time ago, but I insisted on expressing it quickly so as not to block my emotions, my heart was at least a lot more empty.
"Jian Jia, actually, I knew this would happen a long time ago, but I still can't control it. I must tell you, it's like raining every day. If I don't open the gates, the flood will be overwhelming, and I will be drowned!"
For the first time in his life, Qin Wafan made such an apt metaphor. Extreme pain will always force him to show his rare potential as a poet.
"Wafan, I'm really sorry. I can't force myself to hurt you and myself. It's not fair to you, and I'm not responsible to myself. I just want to face my heart honestly and confess to the ground. Feelings for you. What's more, my job is still undecided, I don't know where I will be, and my mind is not emotional, can you understand?"
Still a soft voice.
"Well, I understand, why don't I understand you? We have been on the phone for so long, and this kind of conversation has lasted for more than two years or almost three years. I know what you are like."
"Thank you. I'm so happy if you think so!"
"Jian Jia, will you stop talking to me after you hang up the phone?"
At this moment, Qin Wafan is like a reservoir that has released the flood, and he has completely restored his usual calm, but he is only starting to worry about the follow-up after his confession.
"No. Don't worry, as long as you are not embarrassed, I will not ignore you. We are good friends just like before! Besides, you see, I am busy with my graduation thesis, job hunting, and final subject exams. , how can I remember your embarrassment every day? Right? So, as long as you are calm, I will be fine. It is still the same as before, call when you need to, and chat when you need to meet and chat. "
Bai Jianjia is indeed such a person.
"Jian Jia, how did you handle it so well? Did many people confess their love to you, and you easily handled it like this?"
"Where do I come from, many people confess, but they are just normal in everything. But, Wa Fan, thank you, I understand your heart, thank you, I will cherish it."
She will cherish it, but she cannot accept it. Qin Wanfan's heart was torn apart again.
Perhaps, she is still not the type she likes, maybe, she is also sad, unable to accept a person who loves herself, and regrets why this kind of love is not what she loves to tell her? At this moment, Qin Wafan's heart was suddenly brightly lit, and his heart was like a piece of jade illuminated by the light, extremely clear.
But, for her, where to go, he still can't think about it now. The only relief is that he said what he wanted to say, and the result is not too bad. She said that he and she are still good friends as before. Hope, tomorrow morning When she wakes up, she won't change her mind, and when she sees him again, it will be the same, that's fine.
After hanging up the phone, Qin Wanfan no longer had the anxious feeling that his feet didn't touch the ground before the phone call, but it was like stepping on the back of his cotton bed. Get tripped up.
"Are you done? After you're done, come and help me calculate the shipping list? I'm worried that I made a mistake."
Bai Yu glanced up at him, as if he was still immersed in the long list of names and numbers listed on his A4 paper, and didn't notice Qin Wanfan's precarious footsteps at all.
Qin Wafan glanced back coolly at Bai Yu who had been looking at him, but still ignored him, and went straight to Shang Chu's bed, and as soon as his butt fell, he collapsed on the edge of Shang Chu's bed, relaxed The back is completely against the wall. Shang Chu was also holding a book against the wall and carefully flipping through it.
"Boss!"
"What's wrong?"
Shang Chu glanced at him, and when he saw him approaching early in the morning, he took the initiative to vacate half of the bunk for him.
"Help!"
Qin Wafan called weakly.
"Your life is here, all right, what can be saved?"
Shang Chu patted him on the shoulder sympathetically, with a look in his eyes that I understand, but his words were teasing.
"Yeah. I didn't think I'd survive?It¡¯s tonight, who knows if you¡¯re still alive and well? "
Qin Wanfan felt that he had some strength.
"That's right, why should a hero not have a girlfriend! There are fragrant grasses everywhere in the world, it depends on whether you know how to grow grass."
Shang Chu smiled slightly, Qin Wafan was pacing up and down like ants climbing a tree, then he walked to the door mysteriously with a phone in his hand, and now he was listless and depressed, he guessed it.
"That's what I said, but well, I really made it clear this time."
"Just make it clear. Sooner or later you have to make it clear. It's clear if you don't say it. It depends on how comfortable you are and how you come!"
"Boss!"
When Qin Wafan heard the words "how comfortable you are", he could not wait to shed tears in his eyes. He had said the words to Bai Jianjia countless times, and this time it was finally the turn of others to comfort him, but, what he said The person turned out to be his boss in the dormitory. He was a little regretful, but he was surrounded by warmth.
"Okay, don't get excited, I'm not interested in you, don't get me wrong! But we are brothers, your business is my business, you are in a bad mood, I understand, if you think of a way to be in a good mood, Tell me, and I will help you achieve it!"
"Wow! That's really good, I'm going to"
"Don't tell me that you want Bai Jianjia to be your girlfriend. I can't help you except for this, I can do anything else."
"Oh, well then, let me think about it first!"
Qin Wafan closed his eyes and fell into a state of powerless depression.
"Hey, how is this man? Is he still alive?"
Bai Yu finally came over from his pile of accounts, patted Qin Wafan, and asked Shang Chu.
"Hehe, you can ask him yourself."
Shang Chu smiled.
"I'm dead! You know how to keep accounts every day, and you're going to become the accountant. By the time you finish keeping accounts, your brother and I will stop breathing a long time ago!"
Qin Wanfan's eyes were still closed.
"Oh, if you die, I have to keep accounts better, and all the profits will go to me. Don't die with regret!"
"Is there anyone like you? Murder for money, you!"
"Hey, Boss, this man is really unreasonable. He obviously said to die, but he is on my head again. Is he trying to drag me into the back?"
Bai Yu thumped Qin Wafan's shoulder fiercely.
"Okay, don't live and die like this. It's not easy to live. If you die, you will be sorry for yourself. Just do what you should do!"
Shang Chu smiled sadly, Qin Wafan felt that the boss was very interesting, not only taking care of the study, life, and hygiene of the whole dormitory, but also taking care of thoughts and moods. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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