That night, Qin Wanfan really considered his long-established small emotional goal as if he was facing a difficult task.
The more he thought about it, the more urgent he became. He almost wanted to pick up the microphone and express his long-awaited thoughts to Bai Jianjia, but the more urgent he became, the more afraid he became. What if he and Bai Jianjia couldn't even be friends?
Confused about whether to talk or not to talk, Qin Wanfan has always been cutting and judging and still messing up. When he was sitting or lying down, he would be tossing and turning in his mind. But this time, the entanglement seemed to be rolling in the oil pan, and the rolling donkey kicked all four hooves, which made him so upset that his head was about to explode.
It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and he rushed from the inner balcony of the dormitory to the outer corridor of the dormitory, looking at the dormitory of the girl Lou Bai Jianjia opposite, but he couldn't see her. Probably because he hasn't returned after going out, he seems to have loosened a thread of space in his heart - she didn't return, so he can have more time to think about it.
I don't know how many times he went back and forth like this, his heart was completely inflated like a balloon, full of boredom, making him uncomfortable.
"Hey, can you sit down and have a rest? You have come and gone so many times, I have miscalculated the shipments, okay?"
Bai Yu knew that Qin Wafan's back and forth was nothing more than for Bai Jianjia, but this was not the only time he was in such a situation, and he didn't know that this time Qin Wafan had pushed himself to the bone.
Qin Wanfan turned a deaf ear to Bai Yu's words, and he was submerged in anxiety.
Say it, it has to be said, if he doesn't say it, he doesn't know if he can survive tonight.
"Hello, hello! Who are you looking for?"
Qin Wafan listened to the familiar voice of inquiry coming from the microphone. He has heard everyone's voice in their dormitory, and he has also memorized the phone number back and forth. As long as his finger touches the phone, he will dial her dormitory phone number as a conditioned reflex.
"Oh, hello, I'm looking for Jian Jia."
"Hold on."
The other party did not hear the strangeness in Qin Wanfan's voice, even though his hand was shaking so much that he was holding the microphone and seemed to be hitting the white wall next to him.
"Jianjia! Jianjia!"
"Hey! I'm washing my face! What's the matter?"
"Looking for your phone number!"
"Who is it?"
"I didn't ask, it's another boy, come and pick me up!"
"Okay, right now!"
Qin Wanfan could clearly hear the loud conversation between the roommate who received the call and Bai Jianjia. He suddenly hoped that they could say a few more words in a loud voice, so that his eardrums would benefit and he would feel more relaxed.
"Hi, hello, who is it?"
After a while of footsteps, Qin Wafan heard the most anticipated voice.
"Jian Jia, it's me. Hehe."
"Oh, Wa Fan, what do you need from me?"
Bai Jianjia's opening words have been like this recently, probably because she is busy, she has something to talk about, and if she has nothing to do, don't delay her work. It is also understandable that some of their classmates have already settled down in their senior year, and they will sign the contract after graduation. She naturally has to step up her pace.
"Well, hi, it's all right."
"Oh, I just want to talk, don't you? Hee hee."
Bai Jianjia's laughter came through the telephone line, and at the same time, there were some deep and shallow footsteps. It was after nine o'clock in the evening. Those who went to the classroom to review, those who read in the library, and those who went out for activities, almost all returned to the dormitory one after another.
Around Qin Wafan, there were also such chaotic footsteps passing by. Holding the phone in his hand, he stood at the door and looked out. He could clearly see Bai Jianjia wearing a bluish-white long-sleeved knitted sweater, holding the microphone in his slender arms, sitting sideways, facing the phone. With a slightly sloping neck, a curvaceous body, and soft fluorescent lights shining down, he can even imagine that her fair and delicate face is covered with a layer of tiny water droplets, making her whole face more moist and shiny . In the past three years, he has watched this kind of scene no less than a thousand times, and he has never gotten tired of it once. It is so beautiful.
There is no such thing as beauty. His heart, pounding, beat even more violently. Suddenly he didn't know where the courage came from, he finally opened his mouth wide, controlled his panting and said:
"Jian Jia, I actually have something to tell you. It's very important."
"Oh? What's the matter? Tell me?"
"Well, it's important, but it's not that important."
He was a bit backed off.
"It's okay, didn't you say that we are very familiar with each other? It doesn't matter whether it's important or not, just tell me, I'm listening."
Bai Jianjia's crisp voice, sparkling like a breeze, made people feel comfortable.
"Well, Jian Jia, I actuallyuh, I've actually wanted to talk about this for a long time, and I'm worried that you won't be able to accept it"
Qin Wafan's speech is incoherent, Bai Jianjia should be able to figure out from his words that he is tongue-tied.
"Wa Fan, what is it that I can't accept?"
Bai Jianjia still spoke softly.
"Well, Jian Jia, I want to say, I can't control it anymore, if I don't say it, I will jump off the fifth floor tonight!"
When Qin Wanfan said this, the expansion of his heart almost burst his chest cavity. Yes, if he didn't talk about it, even if he didn't jump down, he would die of a chest rupture, so let's just say it, and that's the end of the matter.
"Wa Fan, don't worry, what is it that makes you feel so uncomfortable, just say it, I'm listening."
"Jian Jia, if I tell you, will you never talk to me again?"
"Won't!"
"Oh, if I don't, I'd better stop talking!"
Although Bai Jianjia answered so affirmatively, even though Qin Wafan's heart almost jumped out of his chest at that moment, he still lost his courage because he was afraid of losing her completely.
"Wa Fan, it's okay, just tell me what you have, I won't ignore you if there is anything, we have been friends for such a long time, how could we break up because of something we said on the phone What about love? It's impossible."
"But, I don't know what to say!"
"It's okay, you can say whatever you think. I won't blame you for anything. You can rest assured."
Bai Jianjia's voice seemed to have a healing effect, and Qin Wafan gradually regained his composure.
"Then, if not, I'd better not say it. That's it, it's good as it is now."
"You'd better say it. You said it so seriously just now. If you don't say it, you will definitely feel sad when you hang up the phone."
"Okay, then I'll say it!"
Qin Wafan, who was about to back down, finally spoke out with Bai Jianjia's gentle encouragement:
"Jian Jia, I like you, I have always liked you, do you know? If I don't tell you what I think in my heart today, I will really jump off the fifth floor."
Qin Wanfan confessed his confession almost in tears.
"I know."
Bai Jianjia replied softly and crisply.
"Then, can we?"
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