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"Five, Ji Fan." When the teacher read Ji Fan's name, Xiao Lan almost jumped up in shock. This name actually made her more sensitive than her own name!
Ji Fan stepped onto the podium and wrote his student number next to Zhu Xiaoling's student number without hesitation. There are only two seats left in the fourth row! Why do two students who went up so like to sit in the fourth row? This made Su Xiaolan's heart tense even more.
"Six, Su Xiaolan." Only after Ji Fan, the teacher read Xiaolan's name. Under the teacher's concerned eyes, she walked up to the podium excitedly and sadly, and wrote her student number next to Ji Fan's student number.
Excited, because her student number can be written together with Ji Fan's again! Also because on this report card, her and Ji Fan's names are next to each other.
She was sad because her grades had dropped, and she was afraid of the teacher's attention. She doesn't have to keep number one, but she is afraid of the consequences if she fails to keep number one.
Returning to her seat, Xiao Lan saw Ji Fan and Zhu Xiaoling happily chatting about something. However, there seemed to be something wrong with her ears suddenly, and she couldn't hear a sound at all.
She silently lay down on the desk, burying her head in her arms. She wanted to cry, but she didn't want Ji Fan to see it. Of course, she didn't want other students to see it either. She was afraid that they would complain and cry if they said she didn't come first in the exam.
Crying at this time will undoubtedly make people think so! She didn't even want Zhu Xiaoling to see the tears that had soaked into her sleeves at this moment. She wanted to be her friend, and she didn't want Zhu Xiaoling to feel that she was resenting her. And I don't want Zhu Xiaoling to feel that she has another purpose in approaching her.
Achievements are always something that can fascinate people. In the student days, how many people had the nightmare of the score on the test paper? But after all, the scores on the test paper are just a reflection of the knowledge acquired during that period of time in the unified topic, and they don't represent anything.
For a person's life, although there is no specific rule to give it a score, many people still pay attention to it!
The road of life is very long, and everyone has their own pursuit. In the end, as long as you can write the answer you want on your answer sheet! As for other people's judgments and visions, they are just words that go through the ears and the heart.
The answer sheet that Xiaolan set for herself is feelings. In her past life, her feelings seemed to be just a blank slate. After being reborn, she must change the answer sheet of her life to the answer she wants. She wants to paint brilliant colors on the emotional answer sheet!
But her physical condition made her feel extremely inferior. Why did God give her such a body when she was given a chance to be reborn?
Perhaps, gaining something is destined to lose something else. It is the real ability to find a satisfactory answer in such a difficult situation! She took these physical problems as questions on the life test paper.
Thinking about it this way, she no longer feels sad. But she still leaned on the table. She doesn't want people around to talk to her because she can't hear at all. She didn't want others to find out about her embarrassment.
However, she would still attract others' attention if she just kept lying on her stomach like this. Seeing Su Xiaolan lying on her stomach, Ji Fan tugged at the sleeves at her elbows and asked, "Are you okay? What's wrong?"
But Xiaolan couldn't hear it! She could only continue to bury her head tightly in her arms without moving, for fear that Ji Fan would accidentally see her red eyes from crying.
Seeing that Xiaolan was not moving, Ji Fan turned his head and whispered to Zhu Xiaoling: "Is she crying? Shouldn't you be comforting her for being the first?" Crying person? Can you stop joking?"
Although Zhu Xiaoling said so, she really thought that Xiaolan was crying because she didn't get the first place in the exam. It's not like there are people who cry when they fail the first exam
Just when Xiaolan buried her head deeper in her arms, a sharp colic burst out of her ears. Subsequently, her hearing was restored.
She heard what Zhu Xiaoling said to Ji Fan, and she guessed what Ji Fan said based on Zhu Xiaoling's words. She always cares so much about Ji Fan's thoughts!
She felt that Ji Fan thought she didn't get the first place and was crying. But she dared not raise her head to explain. Because as soon as he raised his head, red eyes would appear in front of everyone. In that case, the explanation is superfluous!
She just lay on her stomach, wandering in her heart, waiting for get out of class to end, waiting for school to end. For some reason, the teacher didn't seem to notice Xiao Lan who was "sleeping" in class until after school. This allowed her to successfully avoid things she didn't want to face.
Time is always like quicksand between fingers, the more you want to hold it tight, the more you can't hold it. Between the gaps in the quicksand, there are always many feelings that sprout when two grains of sand get close.?, grow.
If the sand flows away, how should those germinated feelings be placed? A diary would be the best choice. It can be a friend in lonely times.
That night, everyone went back to the dormitory to rest, and Xiaolan stayed alone. She opened the crumpled diary and recorded every bit of Ji Fan.
Regardless of whether the chase is fruitful or not, since you have decided to run, how can you stop? She didn't want her rebirth to be meaningless! People who have experienced life and death will always take fame and fortune very lightly. Because only at the end of life, people will find that memory is such a wonderful thing!
If the memory is full of fame and wealth, it will be a boring thing! Xiaolan is glad that when she was going to die, she was carrying hopes instead of memories!
On such a quiet night, Xiao Lan was a little scared. But if not alone, she was just as lonely. She was the first to arrive in the class and the last to leave. Under such circumstances, the keys to the classroom often fall into Xiaolan's hands.
With the classroom key, she will come to the classroom desperately whenever she wants to go to the classroom. Even if everyone is resting, even though she is scared alone!
What she does most is to stare blankly with a book in front of her eyes. Even though there was no one around and she didn't have to put on a show anymore, she still couldn't focus on the book that beckoned to her.
Her mind always falls on Ji Fan's seat. That seat seemed to still have Ji Fan's body temperature. In that seat, it seems that Ji Fan's smiling face can still be seen.
She never took the initiative to talk to Ji Fan. Because she was afraid that Ji Fan would hate her because she couldn't speak. She only silently recorded Ji Fan's every frown and smile in the diary. She felt that as long as she could collect enough memories, that would be fine! However, these memories are only her one-man show after all.
As time went by, the seats of her and Ji Fan kept changing, the only thing that remained constant was her gaze following Ji Fan. During that winter vacation, when she was walking in the lively market, all she could think about was Ji Fan.
Suddenly, something in the street vendor's hand caught her attention and brought her back to reality from the world where only Ji Fan existed. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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