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Ji Fan picked up the pen beside the book and began to write on the back of the paper. Xiaolan watched intently. She wondered why the boy chose to write on a piece of paper instead of telling her directly. She was clearly ready to talk to him!
Since he is already writing, Xiaolan thinks there is nothing wrong with it. The words that have been said can only become fleeting memories after passing through the ears. And the handwriting written on paper, as long as it is carefully preserved, can last for a long time.
Thinking of this, Xiaolan became happy. He and she finally had an intersection. Although it's just a piece of paper. Or maybe it's not a piece of paper.
When Ji Fan returned the paper to Xiao Lan again, she carefully looked at his flamboyant words: "Don't be too pessimistic, just smile more!"
The short eight words really made Xiaolan smile heartily. However, she really didn't know how to show her smile, especially when facing Ji Fan.
She sat blankly on the seat and looked at the poem she wrote: "Looking at the green mountains in the distance, I can't see my home, and I send a few traces of melancholy to the colorful clouds. My parents in Yunpiao's small courtyard visit, but I hate that the return date seems endless."
Perhaps she had been immersed in sadness for too long, but she didn't feel pessimistic from her sentences. But he keenly read her heart. Yes, she shouldn't be pessimistic! She also wanted to smile as much as he said, but how could she do it so easily?
She quietly put away the scrap of paper, and began to pretend to read the book again. Everyone seems to be getting along happily, why is she like a lonely kite, floating high in the air, can only look at the happiness that does not belong to her from a distance?
Perhaps, the kite can also have its own happiness. Because in that world that does not belong to it, there is always that one person holding tightly the thread that connects each other.
So, in a campus with so many people, would she have such a thread? Probably not, she thought. Even if she took her sincere affection for him as such a thread, she didn't know if he would hold it tightly.
Looking at everyone's happiness from afar, she has no choice but to become an outsider. It's time for the physical education class that everyone is happy about. Lively people always look forward to physical education class can not stay at the desk to read dull textbooks.
Xiaolan also likes physical education. But it wasn't because she was able to run and laugh with familiar partners in gym class. She just needs to be able to see the sun and feel the sun.
Possibly because of the icy lake that drowned her diary, her body began to fail. Her joints were constantly against her, and pain haunted her all the time.
When everyone was doing preparatory activities together, Xiaolan always felt awkward. She didn't know if she was doing the right thing or if she looked funny.
Until that day when she heard some classmates laughing behind her back in physical education class, she no longer had the courage to take a real physical education class with everyone.
Since then, Su Xiaolan's physical education class is to report to the teacher after the class bell rings, and then go to enjoy the sunshine on her own, or secretly look at the active people with a book in her arms.
?It is said that it is to see everyone, but Su Xiaolan actually sees Ji Fan the most. That sometimes quiet and sometimes active figure would always appear in front of her when she didn't have to look for it deliberately.
Maybe it was because he could easily attract her attention, so she ignored her deliberate intention. She felt that this must be fate! This is a gift from heaven to her.
As long as she can see Ji Fan, her campus life will not be so difficult. As long as Ji Fan smiles, her heart also smiles. Seeing Ji Fan frowning was the most uncomfortable moment for her.
Perhaps, she was not familiar with Ji Fan, so she did not dare to show concern abruptly. Her eyes seem to be reading a book all the time, but her peripheral vision and heart are all on the frowning Ji Fan.
If he is sad, she is more sad than him. Perhaps it was unnecessarily difficult. But her entanglement really affected her mood.
People are always cautious about things they care about. The more you care, the less you know what to do. The more you care, the more afraid you will lose after doing what you think is right.
In such a situation, if the person cares about someone, he will suddenly feel like a fool. Although she is not stupid, she is starting to look clumsy in everyone's eyes.
She may make a lot of jokes, and then secretly sad in the laughter of others.
She may foolishly imitate others to do things, but finds that it is not suitable for her.
Soon, a month passed. The teacher told everyone to take a monthly exam. Su Xiaolan didn't know how to deal with the sudden exam after being confused for a month.
She has never been so afraid of exams as she is now. She was afraid that her grades would suddenly drop a lot. ??Because she didn't listen to a class well at all.
However, what should come will always come. No matter how scared you are, you still have to take the exam.
The results are out. The teacher said again: "This time, the seats will be selected according to the grades. Next, I will read the grades, and the students who read the grades will come up and choose the seats."
Xiaolan's heart suddenly panicked again. She was afraid that her grades would not be good and she would be pushed into a corner where Ji Fan could not be seen. She knew it was useless to be afraid.
All the students around were discussing where they wanted to sit, but Xiaolan's heart was fluctuating. Zhu Xiaoling turned around and asked Ji Fan, "Where do you want to sit this time? I still want to sit here, so I don't have to worry about moving books." She seemed very confident in her grades and decided that this seat would not be taken away by others.
Ji Fan fiddled with the lock on the desk and said, "I still want to sit here. Although this desk is a bit broken, do they all have feelings?" He suddenly turned around and asked Su Xiaolan, "What about you? Where do you want to sit?"
Su Xiaolan's dull gaze on the book was suddenly disrupted. She raised her head and said at a loss: "Let's stay here!" Although she was worrying about her own affairs, her heart was still quietly listening to the conversation between Ji Fan and Zhu Xiaoling.
Just know that they still have to sit here! I hope that her grades are not too bad, and that no one wants her position!
The teacher began to read the ranking: "First place, Zhu Xiaoling." As the teacher's voice fell, everyone cast envious eyes on Zhu Xiaoling. Everyone's applause sounded in that instant.
Xiao Lan also applauded. She wasn't jealous that Zhu Xiaoling took her first place. But her heart was still sad for no reason. Why is it the same number one, she received strange looking eyes, but Zhu Xiaoling received warm applause?
She began to feel a deep sense of inferiority. The first place is not exclusive to anyone, why does it make everyone react differently?
Zhu Xiaoling went up to choose her current position, and then went up with two or three people, Xiaolan didn't care to listen at all. She just watched motionlessly on the blackboard to see if there was a student number on the seat she was sitting on now. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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