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The time interval between Wei Wei¡¯s diary writing is getting longer and longer. It¡¯s already April 2008 from the next one. I read the content roughly and it¡¯s about what happened after she arrived in Shanghai from their city. Why is Wei Wei writing in Didn't write a diary in 2007?
Under the dim light, I rubbed my tired eyes and saw from Wei Wei's diary that she seemed to be suffering from a disease that made her despair, but she didn't say what it was.
April 18, 2008
It has been nearly a year since I came to Shanghai, and I spent all of this year in the hospital. During those days, I only saw white, the white hospital, the white walls, the white bed, and the white hospital clothes. I used to think that white was the color of angels, but now I know that white can also represent despair.
I was discharged from the hospital today. The doctor said that it was basically the same as last time, that is, I can live like a normal person without major stimulation. But if there is another attack, there may be no way to recover.
May 12, 2008
Apart from grades, life in the new school is basically good, because this is a key school, everyone is studying hard on weekdays, and few people talk nonsense. People's names are all different.
Fortunately, there is no Wang Li's cheap smile here, nor can I see Pan Daming's hypocritical face. I hate them, and I will never forgive them in this life.
May 18, 2008
The teacher criticized me today, saying that I am not serious about studying and not working hard. This is what I've been hoping for all this time, that someone finally cares about my existence. In the past, no matter how well I learned, all the teachers would not care about me, because they knew that I was sick and I was not a normal person. But here, no one knows my past, and I can feel the treatment of a normal person here, all of which are things I never dared to imagine.
May 23, 2008
My mother said that she would help me find a tutor. Now that I have started a normal life, I cannot give up on studying.
May 24, 2008
Today the tutor came, he was an old man, so thin that he would collapse if blown by the wind. But it seems to be some kind of key senior teacher in the city.
He didn't seem to have anything to do with me in class, so he just talked about himself there by himself. I waved my hands back and forth to the end, and didn't care whether I understood or not. After two hours, I felt the same as if I didn't hear it.
June 25, 2008
I have already changed four tutors, and I can't take it anymore. What's wrong with the current teachers, all of them are outrageous. It is said that my dad had to ask a tutor to try it the day after tomorrow, saying that he would guarantee my satisfaction. I always feel that my father's words are very awkward.
June 27, 2008
?I thought he was such an awesome character, but I didn't expect that he was just a reckless college boy who casually entered other girls' rooms.
June 28, 2008
It's the first time I met such a teacher, but it's okay. No need to listen to those annoying trig functions all day long. This guy's name is Ye Xiao. I don't know if I can eat when I'm hungry at night.
Today I actually chatted with him, and we talked a lot, but there were also some meaningless words. This is also the most I chatted with boys.
June 29, 2008
Today Ye Xiao came again, and the seemingly full bag was full of white paper, all of which were used for appearance. I always feel a bit like joining forces with outsiders to deceive my parents. Although it would make me feel evil, Ye Xiao always brings me some funny experiences in my college or middle school when I make up lessons. Every time, I can laugh out my tears.
July 1, 2008
Today I always feel that something is wrong, but I can't tell where it is, and I always feel that something is missing.
Thinking back carefully, I have eaten all three meals today. The omelette in the morning was a bit burnt, the braised pork at noon was a bit salty, and the fishbone stuck in my throat at night. But what's wrongworried.
July 2, 2008
Three days later, Ye Xiao came again, and I felt strangely better than the previous few days.
That stupid donkey always looks dumb with a grin on his face, and it doesn't look like a good thing at first sight. In my impression, Ye Xiao will never be serious. I suspect that he must have given the principal a red envelope to enter the university, and he is still working as a tutor to mislead his children. The world is so dark.
Today he said that there will be a school celebration in his university on July 12th, and he asked me if I would go. For me, who have never seen what the legendary university is like, it is naturally full of temptations. Since I came to Shanghai, my mother began to restrict me from going out. Ye Xiao looked confidentSeeing this diary, you can understand me; if he didn't come to me, then it just proves that maybe I don't exist in his heart, and this diary will lose its meaning, let it be sealed in the bottom of the box forever As an end to it. This is like a coin, whether it comes or not, there is only one ending, and whether the coin is head or tail, its value can only be one coin.
Ye Xiao, goodbye.
"Wow - wow -"
At 3:58:27 in the morning, I heard the sound of sobbing. The rain wet my eyes and my vision gradually blurred. Lying on the window sill, the rain hit my hair, then slowly flowed down my face to my chin, and then slowly dripped down
I didn't know whether it was rain or tears dripping from my chin, and I didn't know where the crying sound came from. All I can know is,
It's raining in Shanghai. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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