On the revolving observation hall of the Pearl Tower, Li Ying saw herself walking on the street in Yucheng through the high-power astronomical telescope, walking on the side of the road in front of her house. She is very satisfied. Her slender figure is still tall and straight, which makes her proud.
She feels great.
Why haven't you been proud of yourself in the past? What a slim, graceful woman she was. The reason is that she has been looking at herself through his eyes, except for her in his eyes, she cannot see herself. She has been looking at herself with his eyes, eyes that are disgusting, critical, indifferent, and may even have more vicious thoughts hidden deep inside. Those eyes make her Li Ying smaller and smaller, more and more trivial.
Look, her footsteps in half-heels are so light and flexible, without any dragging or skewing; the calves under the straight skirt are strong and beautiful, the waist is moderate, and the shoulders are just right She is fascinated by this self: beautiful, reserved, A woman walking in the sunshine after the rain, she is mature, still young, with a charming temperament, carrying a soft handbag, which contains her wallet, keys, lip balm, tissues, and possibly her favorite vitamin lozenges.
Look, this is her, her steps are not too fast or slow, her head is neither bent nor raised, she is neither too shy nor arrogant. That's how she should be, and she wishes she could stay that way. I hope this road is infinite, so she can always look at herself and appreciate herself. She is resting, on the Pearl Tower, in the mid-air of Yucheng, from the distant walking self, she feels the vitality of life, and regains her love and confidence in herself, how pleasant it is! It seems that life has left oneself, leaving the soul in a high place, while life continues to walk alone in the world. Yes, life still exists, but the soul enters dreams on high. Relying on the power of dreams, the beauty and wishes of life can be eternal
"Auntie, auntie, it's time, you're overtime!"
The young man tugged on her sleeve hastily, waking her up. She was trembling all over, and her arms could barely support the heavy telescope. But she persisted, for fear that the image in the lens would become a phantom, fleeting.
She asked: "What's the matter?"
"Or, you buy another ticket."
She turned around: "Can you buy it for me?"
"I," the young man pretended to be embarrassed: "I have to go to the bottom entrance to buy it. If I leave, my bonus will be deducted."
"I see, hold it for me." She handed the binoculars to him to support, took out the wallet from the black sheepskin handbag, and took out a hundred-dollar bill to him: "Is it enough?"
"Enough is enough!" The young man happily took the money and ran away.
Now, in the camera, she saw herself stepping up the small steps lightly, taking the keys from her handbag, and walking towards her door
She was a little tired, sat down and sighed.
The empty cosmic revolving observation hall of the Pearl Tower is just like the corridor of time. Because the location is too high, the sun cannot slant in for a while, but you can still see the dust flying, as if there is a hissing sound.
She is alone, lost in illusion: "I" has disappeared, people have disappeared, the hall slowly rotates. Just now she was able to move at the same speed and capture the image in front of her house, but now she is weightless and unable to move herself.
The sound of time passing is echoing in my ears, what is singing softly? Everything disappears, everything, including "I" She sees history, her own history, her own past. She saw her ordinary and warm childhood, a well-behaved and pale youth.
She saw her wedding, in the courtyard of the small factory, table after table was set up in the open air, peanut candies, soup dishes and cups, laughter and noisy, the guests were inexplicably excited. There are human heads everywhere, red happy characters and little red flowers everywhere, and the strange guests are all invited by him. She didn't know how he had so many relatives and friends. They didn't care who the bride was, they only cared about whether they got all the men around him drunk.
There were too many people at the wedding, because she was tired and shy, she couldn't speak all the time, she followed him closely, and smiled at the guests reluctantly. And he is completely different from her, he is full of red, and he is as good as
She saw that her office in the T brand clothing factory was full of old newspapers. The tabloid reporter in a fashionable mini skirt came and sat motionless in a chair. She poured tea for the female reporter, but the female reporter didn't even touch it. Obviously, she looked down on such a rough cup of weak tea. Although the female reporter was smiling, she actually ignored people at all. She was snobbish and arrogant, and she only paid attention to the movement outside. As soon as someone said: "The factory director is here!" The female reporter rushed out immediately
Thinking about it, this woman has been in their life for many years, like a leech. During the spring planting season, what farmers are most afraid of is being sucked blood by leeches. According to the townshipbsp; The bell seemed to ring more urgently.
Nervously, she picked up the microphone.
"Woo¡ª¡ª" A woman's cry came from inside, as if she was pretending, "Ah Qiang," Xiao Yezi's voice was much softer, embellished with crying, "Please forgive my attitude just now, I am indeed too I'm sad, I think about it, I've been with you for so many years, as soon as that little goblin appeared, you it's so unfair to me Ah Qiang, talk to me. Also, you said But that suite was bought for me, why did someone see her living in it? Whose name is written on the real estate certificate? I¡¯m going to have a look, and you ordered the security to stop me, it¡¯s too much!"
Xiao Yezi's voice on the phone gradually became high-pitched, and became angry again: "Don't think that if you don't talk, answer my call, or respond, I will bear it. That's impossible! Ah Qiang? You talk! Ah Qiang? Ah? Hello? Hello? Bad man! Bad man!"
Li Ying calmed down.
With limited experience, at this juncture, she quickly cleared her mind and was ready to speak.
Yes, she is going to talk. They have always regarded her as a shadow, a decoration, and they can only live according to the discipline he promulgated and the rules of their game, and become a puppet. She quit!
She took a deep breath, put one hand on her beating heart, and said, "Ye Xiuzi!"
"Huh?" Ye Xiuzi must have jumped. There was a sound of something falling heavily on the phone, and immediately, Ye Xiuzi's voice was harsh and even a bit fierce: "Who are you? Li Ying? I know you are Li Ying! You were the one who answered the phone just now? Why didn't you speak? Are you playing dirty with me? I won't tell you, you give Wei Qianghua the phone, I want to talk to him!"
Li Ying's voice became stronger: "He's not here, now I want to talk to you!"
Ye Xiuzi hung up the phone with a snap. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com