It should be said that Li Ying's meekness is due to her nature and low self-esteem.
Since she married Wei Qianghua, this husband has been a huge maze to her, making her panic and at a loss. She never knew his real thoughts, she was just obeying him and serving him. He kept arranging all kinds of secret formations, but she never knew where to enter and how to exit.
She used to be very beautiful, otherwise she would not have been taken in by him. Whether it is Yucheng or other places, beautiful women are like the freshest vegetables, they are always taken away by customers first. Back then, Wei Qianghua, like other men in Yucheng, had the first choice for marriage to find a beautiful woman, the prettiest one within sight, to make other men envious and jealous. At that time, he was just the director of a small state-owned factory, and he hadn't thought about the prosperity and love between men and women in the future.
And Li Ying, this honest and dutiful woman, her beauty has stopped since she married him, because she abides by the norms of a good woman and never does any dressing, plus her attitude of being content with an ordinary life makes her feel very sad. Fast eclipsed.
After becoming a mother, her face and hands began to be rough. If she was insane and nagging, she would be Mrs. Xianglin. Fortunately, she is still well-educated and self-controlled, and she is an absolute model as a mother and mother.
However, his son failed to enter the ideal university after graduating from high school, so Wei Qianghua took his son to Australia without saying a word. She once asked: "How much will it cost?" Because her concept of money is her monthly retirement salary of less than two thousand yuan. He wouldn't let her ask. How much money he has and how capable he is, she really has no idea, she has to wait for him to do a lot of things before she opens her mouth again and again in a daze.
She and her son are very good. He is very close, well-behaved, and considerate. He often chats with her in a gentle and polite manner, caring about her feelings. This is emotional compensation and a trace of warmth in marriage and family.
After her son left, her expression began to fade away day by day. And her husband has neglected her and disgusted her over the years, which has accelerated her decline, menopause, hair loss, dry skin How can all these be separated from his indifference?
She also sometimes thinks: "Can't I know about him? Shouldn't I? Am I afraid to ask? Why don't I dare to ask? Is it because I am afraid of him, or I have no worries or thoughts at all? No wonder Zhang Ailing said Women need to have ideas!"
He usually didn't go home until after dinner. After entering the door, without even looking at her, he stepped on his leather shoes, changed into slippers, went into the study, and stayed there the whole time.
"There's a call¡ª" The phone rang with a baby's voice. No one cares. Usually, when the phone rings at home, as long as he is at home, she should not take the initiative to answer it. This is an unwritten rule. But he usually doesn't answer calls from home, he looks at the caller ID, and then calls with his mobile phone in the study. Gradually, the number of calls at home decreased, and they all called his mobile phone.
He installed a small TV in the study.
Before going to bed, she made tremella soup.
She went in with a white fungus soup, and he was watching TV while making a phone call. A familiar female voice was scolding him intermittently. Not only was he not annoyed, but he was so tender, he said some comforting words to the other party, and even kissed the phone a few times. There was a "squeak" sound at the delivery place, and she couldn't help laughing. He raised his head, first embarrassed, then annoyed, he reached out and was about to knock over the tray in her hand, but she reacted quickly and dodged it.
He chased him out and asked, "What are you doing?" She looked cheerful and smiled, "Looking at the way you call, you're quite childish."
He was puzzled, he didn't know if she was acting, or if she was really so kind and simple. After a short pause, he said seriously: "Listen well, I hate your evasive appearance! I have to announce a new discipline to you: you must knock on the door first when entering the study!"
"I'm sorry," she said, "but the door wasn't closed."
"Didn't it close?" He was still puzzled, "Didn't I close the door? How could I"
He is going to sleep in the study again.
Before going to bed, he came out of the study, paced around, puffed out smoke rings, and stood in the living room for a while before speaking: "The superior arranged for me to study abroad for two months."
She didn't move a muscle.
He was a little annoyed: "I'm talking to you, didn't you hear me?"
"Oh," she said.
He said more slowly and gently: "During this time, don't hold back at home, go on a trip, I will pay the bill, the money is ready. You go on a trip first, or go to Australia to see your son , Come back and go to my hometown to visit relatives."
"Why do you want me to travel?" She really didn't understand, isn't traveling a waste of money?
 ?Clearly. She was even more surprised - that woman turned out to be her! Wearing a long black trench coat, holding a black sheepskin bag, and a beige sun hat. Really yourself? Is it what my son often said, that Freud divided people into three "Is"? Which "I" of herself does she see?
No matter which "I" it is, she is extremely excited and full of joy.
Ever since she climbed the watchtower in the sky, she has felt light, her body has become lighter, her life, everything has become lighter, this feeling of lightness is so good, it is almost close to flying
Flying turned out to be the wish she had buried in her heart since she was a child!
She was able to stand in a distant high place and look at her other self, which is usually difficult to do. Normally, she couldn't see her back, and she could only see her silhouette in front of the big full-length mirror. Now she can see clearly, from head to toe. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com