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Chapter 8

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    The sharpening of the soul

    Sometimes the human mind is extremely ugly, selfish, in order to satisfy the desire of the dark mind, to deal with the relationship between people, in order to satisfy the vanity, will do despicable and shameless behavior.

    I also had impulsiveness in my adolescence, and I used to do absurd emotional things, so please don't use any swear words to tarnish pure emotions.

    Human beings, as advanced animals, have emotions inherent in human beings. Boys and girls in adolescence will always be instigated by absurd thoughts and do some outrageous things.  It's more about responsibility, which makes everything in life that she once had in the past disappear with her mother.

    One day, I read the story of an entrepreneur who chose the right goal, worked hard, and was about to go through the most difficult and difficult stage. Unfortunately, the wife saw her husband working hard and persevering.  The wife was disappointed when she tried hard but had no results. She was unwilling to wait for her husband's promise, and was forced by the predicament of life. She chose to commit suicide by taking pesticides.

    The entrepreneur's man turned grief into strength, and did not give up the entrepreneurial road he had always insisted on. In the end, he succeeded in starting a business and got rich returns.  This story tells me that you must persevere in everything you do. This is the truth of life. Success often results in the most difficult time?  Some people are strong and unyielding, while others are so fragile and overwhelmed.

    I put down my reading material, glanced at my watch, it was almost time to get off work, and the sky was gradually getting darker. I looked at the endless stream of cars on the street and a long line of cars, and suddenly I felt a tenderness to go home  , I want to go home to enjoy the warmth and happiness of the harbor, write down the day's affairs at my desk after dinner, or do nothing, and let the time pass quietly and sweetly.

    In ordinary days, the years are ruthlessly passing by, and what brings me is the gradual aging of life. Although it is not too obvious, the years are not forgiving. Many confusions in life have not been figured out. They are already scarred and unable to  Let go of the depression in my heart, I still can't find the reason, but I have to force myself to smile in life. Although others can't see the heaviness in my heart, I feel that there is a mountain pressing on my heart, which makes me very tired. I haven't thought about it carefully  What is the cause of this?

    I concentrate on doing what I like to do. I don¡¯t know why I always feel physically and mentally exhausted. Could it be that my mind is too heavy, why can¡¯t I find happiness?  My emotions were affected by bad emotions, and one day I wondered if my mind was not open enough, I was thinking too much about selfishness, and I couldn¡¯t let go of my burden.

    Oh, one day, I finally understood that it was me who was competitive, wanted things that I couldn¡¯t get at all, and wanted to live at a height beyond my ability.  I have added weight to my life, so there is such deep pain and depression in my heart.

    Although I know it, I still can't let it go. Seeing those people who have made a little achievement, a proud, arrogant and happy attitude, people who feel proud and proud in front of everyone, are not humble at all, and behave in a low-key manner.  I feel uncomfortable.

    After all, there are not many people who are successful in all living beings. These people are also very happy in life, but the way and feeling of happiness are different. For example, some people can be happy watching a football game, and they can also get a happy mood after working.  .

    I temporarily fell into the predicament of life, sinking, no good mood, no happiness, and even no interest in sex, completely swayed by the negative emotions of life.  Later, I saw in my life that some people living in the same situation are still so optimistic, and gradually solved this confusion in my heart, and my mood suddenly became brighter.

    In fact, everyone will have their own troubles, but I regret that I missed the troubles of the best study period in the golden age of studying and studying. I regret that life cannot be repeated. People in one age group should be in one age group  Why do you have to torture yourself with yourself now, it is no longer the age of struggle.

    People must learn to live with the situation and adapt to the environment to survive. When they reach a certain age and know the destiny, they must live a step-by-step life.

    Modern people are very particular about self-cultivation, looking for a way to maintain a long life, first of all, let the body and mind be happy, happy, and a good mentality is the guarantee of a healthy life, followed by daily diet, smoking cessation and alcohol restriction, such a life is not happy  Why, why bother yourself.  People must have a sense of contentment and satisfaction, and when they are satisfied, unnecessary troubles will be reduced. People should find happiness on their own, instead of doing things passively.

    Some people like to go to the streets to meet friends, some people like to pursue material comforts, and some people like to pursue fun.  ?In real life, I have seen with my own eyes that the retired teacher looks happy when he plays chess. He doesn¡¯t care about winning or losing at all, and he doesn¡¯t care if others say that he plays chess. He doesn¡¯t care what others say, and he still enjoys it.  People like me are very moved. The world composed of people in capital letters and the optimistic behavior of this retired teacher made me realize that life should be lived happily.

    So I also want to go out of the house and see the outside world in my spare time, and I can't devote all my spare time to the so-called literary hobbies.  We should spend more time in contact with the society. Whenever we go out for a walk, we can always see groups of retirees coming out together. These neighbors used to be in different industries and jobs.  I have lived the history of struggle in my life, but now I don¡¯t think about anything, just let life continue to survive, this is the greatest joy in life.

    It's really interesting to see the fighting spirit between them. The words that amuse each other are in dialect, and the ridicule with a southern accent, no one is convinced, and provocative language games from time to time. Of course, this is not insulting, it is a kind of gentle  Ridiculous games with irritating language will not make people angry, it is a kind of peace of mind.

    The young people are hiding in the dark room, one by one playing the game of the new era gambling machine, the room is full of smog, the air is so dirty that they don¡¯t care about environmental pollution at all, because they are young and have capital, they are looking for stimulating,  The excitement of the extremely happy game, and how to obtain the psychological joy of the winner with a small bet.

    And I didn't do anything, just sat in front of the table like a fool and thought deeply. Of course, this was meaningless meditation, because my brain didn't become flexible, and didn't produce wisdom and ability.  Just putting on a show for others to see.  No wonder some people said that I was wasting my time and life. If it were someone else, I might have already graduated with a Ph.D. and got the highest degree recognized by the society.

    However, I fell into the so-called self-enclosed state of pursuing literature and art, tied myself in the sea of ????suffering soul, and wasted energy and good time. Is it worth it for me to do so?  Sometimes I think that I am simply a lunatic, an unreasonable person who has a problem with his head.

    It's just that the flame of hope burning in my heart has never been extinguished. At this age, there should be no fanaticism and stubbornness of young people, but why am I still so fanatical?  If you don't understand what you're doing and what's the use of it, you're really a foolish person.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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