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Chapter 7

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    A sweet bitter memory

    Years have passed, and many years have passed in the blink of an eye.  It was a sunny day, my hands were busy with making a living, and such a situation flashed in my mind, my hands and feet gradually slowed down, and I fell into bitterness, with some sweet memories.

    At that time, I couldn't help acting as a love interest. When I reached out to touch the back of the woman's delicate hand, I didn't feel any strange feeling. It was very normal, but of course I also felt strange. How could there be no feeling? Suddenly, I remembered something.  description in this book.

    Stendhal's "Red and Black" tells the story of a young man, full of ambition and desire, who falls in love with a woman. The young man wants to achieve his life goals through his own hard work and become a member of the upper class society.  In real life, the talents of young people are limited.  Wanting to get ahead and prosper under the protection of a woman, you can completely achieve your goal and get all the life you want, but the hope you put on is shattered. The reality does not allow this young man to realize his ideal dream. For the sake of faith  And sacrificed his precious life.

    The writer portrayed himself as an ambitious and wise young man, and his language talent made him a family language teacher who taught Latin.  Invited by the mayor to serve as a tutor at home, the young man is full of talent and has won the favor of the hostess. With her acquiescence, the young man took her with a little frivolity.

    The adultery between the young man and the hostess was exposed. The husband of the hostess regarded the young man as a beast in clothes and hanged the young man according to the law at that time. The author described the emotional entanglement.  It is not another way to say that loving her from the heart, the young man can be saved, and even be spared from punishment.

    Through the description of such emotional entanglements, it shows the cruelty and ruthlessness of reality. Those who succeed through their own efforts in the world are very difficult and not so easy. There are other ways to success, but there are many people in real life.  Young people don't want to eat soft food, which shows the positive value of young people.

    When I was young, I also had such an impulse that everyone has. I didn¡¯t want to mislead her. It was just a kind of psychological curiosity and impulse, and I touched her hand. Maybe this is an outbreak of curiosity, maybe it¡¯s just  It's just a fun human nature.

    She was stunned at the time, and didn't know how to withdraw her hand for a while, but let me touch it, God knows what I did, she didn't mind it too much, maybe there was nothing wrong with it, or she didn't feel it  It's a disrespect to her, and vice versa is a kind of consolation.

    But the development has reached this point, it has come to an end, and I can't continue, because I have reached that age, how to get through the empty and lonely game of life, I have to shake hands and talk happily.

    Maybe it was my melancholy eyes or some features of my face that made her feel something. In her mind, a boy worthy of sympathy often fell into deep thought.  She felt the sympathy of the hurt child, so she didn't say anything, and she didn't care that someone else was there at the time.

    She is not stupid at all, has no hasty emotions, does not express objection, but does not take it to heart, mature in mind, she understands what is going on, especially in my eyes, she is a person with knowledge and culture  People, a kind girl with a lot of connotations and compassion, so she didn't speak nonsense about my behavior, kept the silence she deserved, and was eager to gain something.

    The days went by like that, I kept silent and didn't say anything, the continued lukewarm attitude made me seem to no longer have fantasies about it, and her expression was calm as if nothing had happened, as usual  When she smiled at me in the same way, there was tenderness in her eyes, as if she could still belong to me, but she never experienced that kind of tenderness again.

    Whenever I think about it, I feel ashamed, that kind of promise is worthless.  A man¡¯s good or bad cannot be distinguished by his sexual behavior. There is no man in the world who is not a prisoner of sexual desire. Men¡¯s hormones are the chief culprit of sexual desire. When they cannot be controlled, they will do things against their wishes.

    No matter what, the impulse of love is the instigation of sex, always impulsive and regretful, and I will feel guilty again in my heart.

    Undoubtedly, this is a test of the human heart, and men who have experienced it will still be swayed by their feelings.  Met her tenderness, and was captured again, she is as delicate as a character in the Dream of the Red Chamber, she can appreciate the inner pain of a man, this is her advantage.

    After the collision of the soul, there is naturally a desire to have a certain idea of ??her in my heart. In fact, this is wrong, and I should not have such an idea. Maybe this is a special emotional need. Of course, people need to adjust their emotions.  Yes, a single life will make people feel bored, so I will try to live.All kinds of things, she doesn't complain about this, because she has extremely elegant feelings.

    Gradually, I really liked her a little bit, and I was also a little tempted, but I didn't continue because of various reasons.

    Things have changed, and I recall the past years. At that time, maybe I just imitated to experience the characters in the book, ignoring the reality and ignoring the major events in my life.  Gradually I understand that no matter what a person does in life, he must have a sense of responsibility, and he should be serious and responsible for the occurrence of things, instead of purely emotional.

    You need to think twice about doing things, otherwise you will cause pain in life to yourself or others.  Fortunately, the impulse at that time has become a sweet memory of my life, and I will have another emotional mood when I am old and drowsy.

    Later, when I think about my behavior at the beginning, it may be very stupid and funny, but it is also a game of life, an impulse to forget myself, but it is wrong, and it is not a coincidence of life worth mentioning.

    People's emotions are subtle, and sometimes I don't understand why I am like this or like that, and it is just an experience.  Everything has passed, has disappeared, and only the good memories of life are left in the depths of my heart.  She, who was so beautiful back then, is already old. As time goes by, everything has drifted away with the wind, and there are only countless memories in my mind.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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