"Li Jingshen, I wish you a safe and sound life, with the warm sun in winter and the cool breeze in summer, a bright future, no disease or disaster, and a lifetime of gray hair when you meet a lover From then on you and I will never see each other, and you will be safe every year "
Not all wrong things deserve to be forgiven, and of course not everything needs to be grudged.
A good life is gone, and I am safe every year.
When Shen Zhichu said to let go, she really let go. In the end, she didn't hate him, but cursed him.
When meeting a lover, he will eventually grow old, and his lover will not want him anymore Does he still have time to grow old?
The wind at night is getting colder and colder, it hurts like needles when it blows on the body, penetrates into the body through the pores, as if the internal organs are frozen, Li Jingshen knelt on the ground, watching the figure that gradually disappeared in front of him.
Curled up on the ground like a wounded beast, licking its own wounds alone.
I don't know how long it took, Li Jingshen took a deep breath slowly, he propped himself up in embarrassment, his feet knelt on the ground for too long, they became stiff, and the numbness from his lower legs took over instantly. With two legs, he walked and crawled back to the rocking chair that Shen Zhichu sat on before.
The fireworks in the sky were still going off, and they let go for half an hour. Besides the fireworks, he also prepared a pyrotechnic stick, which he found out and lit, like a blooming dandelion.
Li Jingshen took it in his hand, looked up at the sky without a single star, the fireworks were burnt out, leaving only darkness.
¡ª¡ªMaybe this life is the next life you prayed for in your previous life.
The person you have not been able to cherish at the top of your heart, the person you have been tormenting, the person you once disliked, may be the person you asked for in your previous life but could not silently beg God in your heart to get it in this life.
So don't say what you can meet in the next life, if you can cherish it in this life, cherish it.
Shen Zhichu was able to come back again, after all, he was greedy, he still wanted to use various means to keep her by his side, he wanted to hang fish with a hook, lock a bird with a cage, and connect a kite with a string.
When Shen Zhichu died, he went crazy for a while, always feeling that she was still by his side, living in front of his eyes.
But nowhe really felt that Shen Zhichu had disappeared, disappeared from his life.
The moment of losing the person you love the most will not be heartbreaking, on the contrary, it will be very calm. After the calm, one night, you will find that you can¡¯t sleep no matter what. You stay up until six o¡¯clock in the morning, and the breeze blows through the window sill.
When I thought of having no future with that person, a huge sense of emptiness surrounded me instantly, my heart suddenly ached, and tears flooded my cheeks unknowingly.
Li Jingshen sat on the rocking chair all night, with countless burnt fireworks sticks on the ground, watching the sun rise above the horizon, Li Jingshen closed his eyes and tears rolled out wantonly, he cried louder and louder, as if he had lost important things for the first time. child of things.
Li Jingshen cried with tears streaming down his face, he coughed up blood with his mouth open, and there was a burning pain in his throat.
Not only a sore throat, but also a pain in the chest, trembling hands, and even the cold ache in the scalp. Obviously, the whole body hurts to the point of unconsciousness, but he still feels the pain, especially the part on the left chest, which seems to be stabbed to pieces. It was the same, leaving a hole for the cold wind to blow in, freezing his internal organs, he bowed his waist, besides the fireworks stick in his hand, he also had the "wish list" in his arms
More than 20 wishes were ticked off, the paper was crumpled, and he clenched it into a ball. It was obvious that it was over and there was no regret, but he still felt empty in his heart.
He bowed his waist, took out his mobile phone tremblingly from his pocket and made a call.
Five seconds after the phone rang, the other party picked it up silently.
Li Jingshen paused, his voice hoarse: "Zhao Qian, I finally understand what you said, you don't have to be together when you love someone I waited for her back and missed her. She married me for four years, and we waited for her." I have been with her for six years, it seems that I just want to reconnect the staggered tracks, and see her happily with others." After he finished speaking, he sighed, and his mouth became more and more bitter.
There was still no sound in the phone, but Li Jingshen knew that Zhao Qian was listening inside.
For him now, only Zhao Qian is willing to be that listener, listening to him patiently over and over again.
"Zhao Qian, come back, you don't need to do those things anymore"
Zhao Qian, who had been silent all this time, finally reacted after hearing this sentence, he said: "Okay."
The accident at the playground was caused by him asking someone to move the hand, and he paid someone to loosen the brakes. He was the one who sent text messages to Shen Zhichu, telling her that Li Jingshen was also the one who had advanced lung cancer, and he was also the one who "threatened".
Zhao Qian has been with Li Jingshen for too long, except that Li Jingshen is his boss, the two are more like friends."Dear ones, the person who has been with Li Jingshen for the longest time these years, after all, it's not Xia Mingyue, nor Shen Zhichu, but him.
Li Jingshen did a lot of stupid and bad things, but if he hadn't been on the sidelines and deceived him for his own benefit, maybe this result would not have happened.
Li Jingshen was about to die, and he took him to the hospital when he was diagnosed with lung cancer. From the middle stage to the late stage of lung cancer, Li Jingshen gave up the treatment and lived on medicine all day long.
Zhao Qian wants him to live, but "living" is not just a matter of thinking about it. The illness is serious, and death is only a matter of time.
At least Let him be happy during this time, what Zhao Qian thinks is that he can't do it, only Shen Zhichu can do it.
But it is impossible for Shen Zhichu to return to Li Jingshen's side.
The only remaining solution is to wait for Li Jingshen to figure it out by himself.
It's a pity that Li Jingshen fell into a dead end and couldn't get out. He couldn't figure out that he could let Shen Zhichu go.
On that day, Zhao Qian and Li Jingshen had a dispute. Li Jingshen said that he wanted to drive him away, but he did leave, and he thought about leaving. After working for so many years, it would be easier for him to find someone else after leaving Li Jingshen. Take up the job.
But when he thought that Li Jingshen could not let go until his death, and died depressed, he still decided to help him.
Therefore, he devised a series of incidents without thinking of killing anyone, but just wanted to scare Shen Zhichu.
Having been with Li Jingshen for so many years, he not only knows Li Jingshen but also Shen Zhichu.
It is impossible for Shen Zhichu to come back voluntarily by using soft methods. Even if she kneels in front of her until she dies, she may not take a second look. She can only use the old methods, threats and intimidation as in the past.
Things were exactly as he thought, and proceeded step by step according to the plan, until Shen Zhichu went to Li Jingshen's side, Zhao Qian did not let go, and continued to ask detectives to inquire about the situation at any time at a high price.
Li Jingshen always knew that Zhao Qian was responsible for this, he didn't say anything, let alone explain, allowing Shen Zhichu to misunderstand.
He knew that everything Zhao Qian did was for his own good.
Let him understand that if he keeps Shen Zhichu by his side, he will never be able to achieve what he imagined, and Shen Zhichu will only hate him more.
He also understood that letting her go was the best choice.
Finally, I understand what Zhao Qian once said.
To love someone, you don't have to be together.
?Compared to him, the Bai family is a better choice, at least they have no interest and gave up on Shen Zhichu. When Bai's mother used all the property of the Bai family to replace someone, from that moment on, Li Jingshen knew that he had lost the bet. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com