"Mom." Shen Zhichu looked at the gentle woman smiling in the photo, sniffled his nose, and said in a strong nasal voice, "I really want to see you, I thought I could see you when I die , I didn¡¯t expect that I would live my whole life again, why did I come back to life, but you didn¡¯t?¡±
Why was she the only one who came back to life?
Did they not want her even after death?
Shen Zhichu stretched out his hand and carefully wiped off the photo on the tombstone. In the photo, the woman showed a gentle smile with a picturesque smile.
She reached out and hugged the tombstone, curled up, and put her head on the photo, like a child warming in her mother's arms and acting like a baby.
"Mom, if only you could hug me" Shen Zhichu opened his mouth, his throat seemed to be stuck with a blade, and he made a sound involving the flesh and blood wound, tearing and hurting.
Shen Zhichu's nose was red, she bit her lip tightly, crying helplessly.
She misses her mother so much, from childhood to adulthood, wants her mother's hug, wants her mother's kiss, wants her mother to sing to lull her to sleep, and wants to hear such a sentence when she is most helpless and desperate.
¡ª¡ª"Don't be afraid at the beginning, there is a mother."
Shen Zhichu couldn't even cry anymore, his eyes were sore and dry, the tears in the depths of his eyes had already dried up, his eyes were red as if they were about to bleed.
"Dad, Mom, I will not let others bully me again. I will not repeat the same mistakes. I have the ability to protect myself, and I will not throw away my pride and self-esteem again."
As she spoke, Shen Zhichu sobbed, with bitterness in the corner of her mouth, she put down her hand, turned to another tombstone, kowtowed deeply to the tombstone, her forehead hit the concrete floor, and a red mark appeared.
But she didn't seem to feel any pain, she worked harder every time, and she didn't stop until she knocked her head six times.
"Dad, you must take good care of your mother down here."
She wants to be her daughter in the next life, but if being her daughter is the price of one life for another, then she would rather she never show up forever.
The weather in Rongcheng is very strange, the sun is out and it is raining, the sun shines through the dark clouds, and the edges of the clouds are golden, but no matter how big the sun is, it can't warm up this cold place.
The cemetery was very quiet, except for the sound of raindrops and the singing of birds, Shen Zhichu raised his head, the cold and biting rain became softer, and it wouldn't hurt his eyes when it fell.
In the drizzle, Shen Zhichu sat by the tomb for an hour. Her body was already soaked. Her body was very similar to her previous life. She was afraid of the cold and weak. Shen Zhichu stood up staggeringly, shaking in the wind.
Shen Zhichu went back to the store to get an umbrella. The boss saw that she was covered in water, and said worriedly: "I thought you forgot to take the umbrella away? Look at the water on your body, wipe it off with a towel."
"Thank you, but no need." She reached out and touched the wet clothes on her body. It was soaked from the inside out, so she might as well not wear them.
Fortunately, Bai Qiujing bought her some change of clothes.
"Boss, can I borrow your bathroom?"
"Okay, go in and turn left to the first room."
Shen Zhichu went in with the bag, changed the wet clothes, thanked the boss and left the shop with the bag under the umbrella.
As soon as she got out of the shop, Shen Zhichu saw a car approaching at the turning, the headlights flickered, and the high beams fell on her.
Shen Zhichu squinted his eyes, leaned forward with his umbrella to block the lights of the car, and also blocked her sight. The sound of the engine got closer and closer, and finally stopped not far from her.
The sound of rain falling on the umbrella covered the sound of footsteps.
Shen Zhichu was holding the umbrella, and the umbrella was tilted back, she looked up at the black Hummer four meters away from her, the door opened, and Li Jingshen's pale face without blood came into view.
He stepped down in a dark shirt and trousers, staring at Shen Zhichu with obsidian eyes.
Shen Zhichu's face darkened a bit, how could Li Jingshen have the face to come here!
?Thinking of all the past, Shen Zhichu clenched her fists tightly, her nails dug into her palms but she didn't feel it, the resentment was full of emotions, it was hard to control, she could only purse her lips and draw a stiff arc, pretending that she didn't care about anything.
Li Jingshen didn't open an umbrella, got out of the car and went directly into the rain curtain, his black pupils were deeply filled with obsession, nostalgia, the surprise of lost and found, and the fantasy of reconciliation as before.
He approached Shen Zhichu, and took off the tiny hair tie from his finger: "Shen Zhichu, look, I found it. I found the hair rope you threw into the river."
Shen Zhichu stood still, watching Li Jingshen approach her step by step, and finally stood in front of her.
She still looks up when she looks at him, but this man has lost his aloofnessQualifications.
Shen Zhichu looked at him quietly for two seconds, finally met his eyes, and moved his lips slightly: "So?"
"Didn't you say you would forgive me as long as I found this hair rope?"
"Are you serious?" Shen Zhichu sneered, his eyes full of sarcasm.
Li Jingshen's face became stiff and sluggish at the speed of the naked eye, his pupils slowly contracted into pinholes, he stubbornly believed that Shen Zhichu would not lie to him, and repeated it again, as if to confirm the facts.
"You said, as long as I jump into the river and find the hair rope you threw in, I can come to see you, and you will forgive medon't you?"
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