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Chapter 68
"Using you?" Chen Wan repeated. His mother had just scolded her for taking advantage of her sweetheart in the afternoon, and he didn't expect to hear these two words again at night. It's ridiculous and inexplicable, but it's also very sad. Chen Wan, Chen Wan, what you wanted to rely on was a big tree, but sadly you caught a floating weed. "I haven't talked to you about my father, so I'm just taking advantage of you?"
A flash of panic flashed across his eyes, unsure if he had done something wrong.
"My father - you want to hear me tell you." After a pause, she sat down on the chair behind her, almost paralyzed. After swallowing the sobs, he said, "I didn't say it before because the relationship hadn't reached that point. Later my father's suicide was very ugly and embarrassing. When I was a teenager, I started to look at people with contempt. Even my relatives laughed and said that my father was beautiful. I didn't help them at that time, so I deserved to die. Only my uncle took me in, but sometimes my aunt looked down on me when she talked to the neighbors. Corruption and bribery are despised by ordinary people. I am unwilling to accept it, but there is nothing I can do about it. . I can only avoid these topics in front of others. In front of you, in front of He Xinmei and others, it is the same. I found out the truth by accidentally discovering my father¡¯s suicide note on November 1. He didn¡¯t come home often for a while, and I was a child at that time. , I don¡¯t understand, I thought he was busy. He was actually in love with a female colleague in the unit¡ª¡ª"
She breathed desperately again, holding back her heartache and continued: "That woman has a husband, a family and children. At that time, Shanghai Road was being renovated, and there was a big difference between the demolition fee and the actual amount paid, and all the money in between went in-"
"Hengyu Real Estate."
Chen Wan nodded, knowing that he was listening but not wanting to look at him at all, "A series of documents were signed by my father. Whose instructions were they given? Who were they threatened by?" She suppressed the hot and moist sneer in her eyes, "Hong Jian studied management and construction, Jiang Lei It's easy to make money like scooping water from your own house. After the incident, the cash found in my dad's office was his favor fee. My dad has been hesitant to hand it over but didn't dare. His whole body was affected by the news. Ever since he secretly sent the report letter and there was no response, he knew a series of people above him. But he was afraid, but others were not afraid, and they had evidence. During the anti-corruption campaign, he was immediately traced, and everything was found. On him. Only then did I know that there was a deposit certificate worth one million at home, and they even kept records of bank transfers. What if he didn't jump off the building? It's okay to say that he stayed in there for decades, but he always felt for my mother in his heart. How can I live with the guilt and the injustice of being charged in vain?¡±
Her gaze stopped at the corner of the carpet, sinking into a world beyond his reach. Qin Hao felt regretful, squatted down and reached out to hold hers. But she suddenly raised her head, "I used you? What did I use you for? Did I ask you to help me? Did I ask you to use your father's and your family's power to help me?"
Her tone was calm, but her eyes were sharp. Qin Hao's heart was stabbed to pieces by her, and he asked in a sluggish voice: "Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?"
"What are you talking about? I know your family's attitude towards me. If I tell you, it means telling your parents that not only do I have a bad family background, but my family background is also stained. Will you help me when my father is wronged? If you help me, I added another layer of guilt." As she spoke, she laughed, hiding tears in her laughter, her shoulders twitched, and said: "Your family already looks down on me, and I want to give me a kick to trample on you? Or do you want your help? Help me, give me a chance to take advantage of it? Your mother said that I am smart and can use and manipulate you. I finally found a step to climb up. If I don't climb, don't I feel sorry for her evaluation? "
"Cat, I never thoughtit was" He couldn't argue. All added together, pressure, troubles, doubts, and uncertainty, he stayed in the dark all night, but forgot his promise to always stand by her side.
She became more and more excited, and her tone was extremely sarcastic, "I believe you will treat me well. I didn't count on your family for my father's affairs. I only hope that you will be my shoulder to lean on when I feel bad. I am Stupid, how can I believe you? How can I believe that a bastard like you is sincere? I stupidly told your mother that all I saw in my eyes was you. I was blind and didn¡¯t see your wolf-like heart and dog-like lungs!"
"Cat¡ª¡ª"
"Shut up, I'm not the beast you raised. You are the beast, and I gave my heart to you, the beast!" As soon as she finished speaking, she stood up, picked up her bag and crossed over to him. He was caught off guard, came to his senses, caught up with her, and hugged her. "sorry Sorry sorry."
When she was so injured that she could no longer breathe, her whole body exploded with infinite strength. She struggled to break away and rushed to the door, "Qin Hao, you can die."
"Don't go, just listen to what I have to say." He rushed over again, tightening his grip and letting her struggle no matter how hard she struggled. "sorry."
"How many times have you said I'm sorry?" She looked up with tears streaming down her face.Her eyes were dull, but she forced a smile and said, "Don't cry all over the place. Isn't this okay?"
He Xinmei wiped her face and said with a nasal voice: "It's okay, everyone is okay." Then she glanced at Chen Wan, who was stunned, and asked quietly: "Isn't that too cruel?"
Chen Wan raised her head with a cry, her eyes confused, then she understood what He Xinmei said, and whispered softly: "Xinmei, do you know? Once you are injured, your heart will hurt once, and after the pain is over, your heart will become harder. This way Little by little, the heart will become harder and harder, and eventually it will become stone-hearted. So some people say that if you don¡¯t want to be cruel to others, you can only be cruel to yourself; if you don¡¯t want to be cruel to yourself, you must be willing to be cruel to others. . But I think being cruel to others is the same as being cruel to yourself."
After she finished speaking, she stared blankly at the place where he left, and Xiaoya's howling could be faintly heard in her ears.
The heart that has hardened time and time again can no longer be softened. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com