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Chapter 55
The north wind that had been raging all night ended in the early morning, but the temperature seemed to be lower, and the air was cold and dry. When Chen Wan put on her clothes and got up, Qin Hao turned slightly sideways. In a hurry, I stuffed a pillow into her and was immediately wrapped in his arms. She couldn't help but feel a little amused. She pursed her lips and looked at his peaceful sleeping face for a long time, and suddenly felt that the satisfaction that had just slipped through her heart after the dust had settled was completely meaningless.
She quietly walked into the kitchen. The double-door refrigerator that used to be occupied by beer was filled with ingredients and snacks. She ran her fingers through them one by one, imagining his expression and mood when he went to buy these things alone.
For a long time, her mind has been filled with nightmare-like memories, her heart is filled with resentment and resentment, and her eyes are full of unwillingness and determination. She has forgotten the feeling of seeing the world with joyful eyes. It was not that she was not touched, but she avoided that kind of pull, deliberately ignored his efforts and kindness, and allowed herself to indulge in hatred, tossing and turning.
Maybe she and him are not as beautiful as a poem and a dream as described in the movie and novel, or they may be in pain while walking, and eventually walk all the way to the abyss, but the inexplicable fire in the chest has been ignited, burning quietly, as if the next It will start a prairie fire in seconds.
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????: The orange light, the warm fire, the fragrant rice porridge bubbles with milky white foam. She holds the warm milk, and once again a strange satisfaction and shallow happiness rises in her heart.
When Qin Hao came in, she was shredding the blanched and steamed kelp. They stopped the knife and their eyes met, almost drowning in each other's eyes. He turned his head away and looked at the tumbling porridge. He wanted to ask what was going on but finally held it back. He walked over and knelt down to roll up her trousers. He observed her carefully for a while and said, "It seems to be infected. Why didn't you wake me up if you wanted to buy something?" ?He¡¯s been running around, when will he feel better?¡±
She still had the same tone that she could not disobey in the past. She looked at his eyes seriously for the first time, and there was a deep concern that could not be hidden after the reproach. The sudden confrontation in the past was no longer there. Chen Wan whispered: "I didn't go out to buy anything, so I dug some kelp and dried whitebait in the refrigerator. Can I eat it cold with porridge?"
He opened his mouth slightly, a little stunned. He stood up slowly and asked, "You ask me?"
Chen Wan was funny, "Who else can I ask?"
"I thought" Qin Hao muttered, "I thought you were sent to the hospital."
"I'll do that when I go back to my uncle's house." Chen Wan bit her lower lip and said hesitantly, "I, I was negligent about what happened the past few days and didn't take your feelings into consideration."
Her implicit apology short-circuited Qin Hao's mind for a moment, and he said after a while: "I'm fine, really. I'm just too worried. Fang Laoer is your friend, isn't he? You always show your heart to your friends. It's your lungs. What I mean is that you just do it. I'll take it to you when it's done. Don't run up and down. The injury hasn't healed yet."
Chen Wan stared at him silently for a moment, pursed her lips and smiled, "The porridge is ready. I want to cook it. You go out first. I will leave after breakfast. I have classes in the morning."
The flower-like smile reflected the morning light, and he was dazzled by it for a moment. He could not hide his joy until he reached the east gate.
"Can you please stop smiling like you have an IQ of 80?" Chen Wan was annoyed as he kept looking at her.
"Cat," he put away his smile and held her hand tentatively. Confession, apology, repentance He opened and closed his mouth.
She was shrouded in his profound gaze, unable to discern the deep meaning and unable to escape. Her heartstrings trembled slightly and she held his hand back, "I have something to ask you. Do you have time tonight?"
He nodded solemnly, and then suddenly said jokingly: "Didn't you ask enough questions last night? Do you have any more questions?"
Chen Wan was stunned and a little uneasy, "Are you pretending to be drunk?"
"No matter how drunk I am, I still have an impression." Seeing her complicated expression, he did not dare to joke anymore, "But I promise that every word is true. I, Qin Xiaowu, don't even bother to lie to others, let alone you."
Chen Wan was still wandering between trust and denial, hesitating, but she heard him ask in a low voice: "Can I give you a hug?" Before she could refuse, he carefully pulled her into his arms, "Thank you for coming back yesterday, Cat." Son, thank you."
His warm breath warmed her heart. He Xinmei couldn't stand her lazy and contented look, "Can you be more upbeat? For someone like that" Before she could finish her words, Ning Xiaoya snatched her away, "He Xinmei, please hurry up and fall in love before you finish talking about me. He's holding on to Chen Wan again. If you don't fall in love, you'll become an old girl."
He Xin¡¯s eyebrows were filled with anger, ¡°What do you want to say? That I¡¯m a psychopath?¡±
Chen Wan smiled as she listened to the two of them arguing like sparrows in early spring. She understood what He Xinmei meant. But whether the separation and separation in the world is a tragedy or a comedy, who knows the future if you don¡¯t try?
At night, he insisted on applying ointment to her, doing so gently and carefully. feetSitting on his lap, watching him blowing air on the wound, Chen Wan shrank her feet slightly in embarrassment.
"It hurts?"
She shook her head, looking away from him, thoughtfully.
"Didn't you say you had something to ask me? I've been preparing for it all day." He smiled pretending to be relaxed.
There are many questions lingering in my mind, but it is difficult to say them.
"Don't regret it if you give up your rights. I have questions to ask."
Chen Wan was slightly startled.
"I always thought I was doing pretty well, but I never seriously thought about what you need." He looked at her steadily, "Cat, tell me how to make you happy?"
Chen Wan tightened her trembling mouth, wanting to speak, and then heard him add anxiously: "Except leaving me." She couldn't help but laugh. After thinking for a moment, he said: "I haven't told you about my parents, nor my uncle and aunt. My mother and aunt are not educated people. In your eyes, they are even at the bottom, but they are kind and understanding. Their men tolerate all their problems. They are not as good as other people, and only their advantages are in their eyes. Their relationship is the simplest kind in the world. When you are tired from walking, you can sit down comfortably, and when you are hungry, you can have a bowl of hot rice bowl, and it is just natural. They are The other party's chair and meal." She said with longing, "Ever since I was a child, my uncles and aunts have praised me for my good looks and good grades, saying that I will definitely be able to make a difference. But I really have no ambition. All I want is a chair. Just a bowl of rice. You ask me, how do you make me happy? What you give me is never what I want."
Qin Hao didn't say a word, thinking about it carefully. After a long time, he laughed silently, and then fell silent again. In the past twenty years, he has been unbridled and unrestrained, trying his best not to bear anything. But the weight in her heart became too heavy, but the heavy place was incredibly soft, unable to let go and unable to resist.
"Cat, let me try. I'm not sure if I can make your chair. Give me a chance and let me try."
She turned her head and thought, wondering whether she was examining him or her own heart. "Okay, let's try." (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com