Without staying any longer, he walked forward along the only accessible road.
Most places in the base have been covered by falling rocks. As he walked forward, he saw many corpses that had been turned into bones after being hit by falling rocks.
These bones were still wearing their white coats. Judging from their posture, they all wanted to escape, but without exception, they all died here.
Fengyuan Qingji didn¡¯t know how the people sent by the organization came to that conclusion, but it didn¡¯t stop him from finding what he wanted in his own way.
He crawled through the gaps between large and small rockfalls, removed the blocked obstacles, and came to the area where the boy in his memory once lived.
This area is not large. Many people used to live there, but then only one person lived here.
He pushed open a somewhat twisted door and entered the room at the back.
Because no one visited, the things in the house were well preserved.
Fengyuan Qingji saw a lot of books. Various books were placed on the bookshelves. From children's books to literary classics, they covered the entire growth process of a teenager.
He slowly stroked the book covers, his black gloves already covered in dust.
In the end, his finger rested on a book by Yuhei Sanno.
The first time he saw him was at the memorial service of Yuhei Sanno.
He has read this book, which tells the story of a father struggling to treat his seriously ill son.
He took the book down from the bookshelf and started flipping through it by the light of his flashlight.
This book has obviously been well taken care of, and even though it has been read frequently, it has not been damaged in any way.
He turned the page slowly and stopped at the blank space of the last page.
There are many words written on this page. Judging from the handwriting and ink marks, they were all written in different time periods.
¡°Probably because life is extremely insecure, he can only write about strong and complex emotions in places that are difficult for people to notice.
¡¾I always thought he was my biological father, until that day, I escaped, he took me from the police and sent me back. ¡¿
"It doesn't matter, if there is no love, there will be no hate. ¡¿
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¡¾He died suddenly. ¡¿
¡¾The person who told me the news gave me a Rubik's Cube necklace, which was the gift I wanted for my tenth birthday. ¡¿
¡¾I can¡¯t tell what kind of feeling I feel in my heart. I am not very sad about his death. ¡¿
"It's just that my world seems to be completely separated, and there is no longer any connection"
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¡¾No one is lovable, so I can only hate. In this way, I have the support to survive]
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¡¾It¡¯s about to end. ¡¿
¡¾I have never seen fireworks, but before I died, I prepared a fireworks for myself. ¡¿
¡¾This will be an unprecedented grand fireworks, and I will be destroyed in the brilliance together with this cage. ¡¿
¡¾Finally, I wish myself a happy birthday. ¡¿
This last paragraph has been written for so long that the ink in front of it has begun to turn gray.
Fengyuan Qingji¡¯s eyes stayed on the last line of words, and he was speechless for a long time.
He felt an inexplicable sour emotion in his heart. This emotion had not appeared for decades.
He put the book in his pocket and continued to read it in the room.
But it is a pity that apart from this book, there are no other books or papers that have recorded things.
After looking through the entire room, he walked to the door and looked at the room silently.
In a trance, he seemed to see a young man sitting in this closed room without windows, alone, silent, and immersed in the world of books.
After a long time, he turned around and closed the already twisted door.
There are still many things he is looking for, and he cannot spend too much time staying here.
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The moonlight is bright and the evening breeze is gentle.
Tokyo at night has fallen into sleep, with only the street lights on the roads glowing.
Gong Yu Qingchen was sitting on the rooftop wrapped in her coat, waiting for the fireworks that would bloom at 12 o'clock.
This morning¡¯s failure made him feel very unstable and he needed something to relieve his mood.
He chose to watch the fireworks.
He likes fireworks very much. The reason why he showed up at Kanagawa Amusement Park was because he wanted to?Fireworks at night.
He couldn¡¯t explain why he liked fireworks. He probably had never seen them before and wanted to make up for past regrets
The evening breeze blew gently, ruffling his hair.
He held his head and stared at the distant sky in a daze, and his thoughts couldn't help but go back to three years ago.
He was supposed to have died three years ago, in an explosion carefully planned by him.
But I don¡¯t know if it was God¡¯s favor, but he, a man who wanted to die, managed to avoid all the explosions unscathed.
Like a magical drama, he stood on the edge of the explosion, but all the explosions avoided him.
He watched the group of researchers who were conducting various experiments on him scream and roar during the explosion, scrambling for their lives.
He felt happy, but also felt an indescribable emptiness.
He was waiting for death to come, but the God of Death seemed to be joking with him, deliberately bypassing him and throwing the sickle at the people who were running madly.
Explosions continued to occur, and there had never been so many cries in the base.
He looked at everything indifferently, as if he were watching an unrelated movie.
Until the explosion stopped and the entire base became quiet, he was neither hit by falling rocks nor injured by the explosion, and was still safe and sound.
He couldn¡¯t describe the feeling. It was like being favored by God, allowing him to regain a little connection with the world, and feeling that his existence might have some meaning.
¡°Probably because Lady Luck¡¯s gaze fell on him, he found a ventilation duct that was not completely covered by the falling rocks and climbed out of it.
When I saw the sun, the heavy dark clouds covering my heart seemed to be easily dispersed.
It was then that he suddenly understood what he wanted.
He wanted to leave that cold base and bask in the sun freely.
There was a loud noise from the distant sky, and a grand firework exploded in the dark night.
Immediately, more and more fireworks bloomed in the sky, filling the entire sky with colorful streams of light.
He watched quietly, his heart calm again.
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The early morning sunshine slanted down from the branches to the ground, and Fengyuan Qingji climbed out of the hole.
The suit he was wearing when he arrived was now covered in dust and somewhat tattered.
He squinted his eyes and looked at the rising sun for a while, then helped the cat, which had fallen asleep and was about to fall off his shoulders.
The car slowly drove away, and this deep mountain forest that almost no one visited returned to tranquility again.
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