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At night, after two o'clock in the morning, I still had no sleep.
Standing on the balcony, blowing the night breeze, lighting a cigarette, and if I add a glass of wine, I would probably feel particularly lonely and confused now.
Taking a deep breath of cigarette and exhaling a long puff of smoke, I leaned against the guardrail of the balcony and looked up to the sky.
The weather is not good tonight. The moon is not visible, the stars are hidden behind the clouds, and the whole sky is pitch black.
As I looked at it, my eyes became profound.
Although I have been dealing with trivial matters these past few days, I have actually been thinking about a question.
Brother Bao, what do you think of me?
How is he going to use me?
In Dayuan, what role am I now?
What role will I play in the future?
¡°In fact, I have thought about these questions a long time ago and have already answered them.
But this answer is given by myself.
It¡¯s like a couple. Although they are sweet together, when it comes time to propose, the proposing party will still be uneasy and can¡¯t help but think about what if he (she) refuses?
I am like a person preparing to propose marriage.
I obviously already have the answer in my heart. Brother Bao accepted me and cultivated me just to let me sit in his position.
"But Brother Bao didn't say this for a day, and he didn't confirm this matter. So I couldn't figure out what Brother Bao was thinking and how he would arrange for me.
¡°And this matter cannot be asked openly, forcefully, or forcefully.
????????? Can the person proposing a proposal force the person being proposed to?
¡°Obviously, if you do this, the road will become narrower.
How do you say something?
Confession is just a charge to attack, not a declaration of victory.
It is precisely because of this that I was almost at the door of Brother Bao¡¯s house that day, but I turned back.
Because I don¡¯t know if I will win or lose once I ¡®confess¡¯.
¡°Brother Fei, aren¡¯t you asleep yet?¡±
Just when I was looking at the dark night in a daze, a voice suddenly came from beside me.
¡°I know it¡¯s Xiaorou without even looking.
In the entire penthouse suite, the original study room was converted into a separate room, and Xiao Rou lived there. On this level, it¡¯s just the two of us.
"You can't sleep either?"
I took a puff of cigarette and said something.
"Well, I know you will have random thoughts, so I'm a little worried."
I looked at Xiaorou and smiled helplessly.
"How do you know that I have random thoughts?"
Tang Rou said: "Sister Xue said that you are not a smoker. If you smoke frequently, it means there is something on your mind. Yesterday and today, you smoked a lot."
It turns out that's the case. I don't even know this myself, but it's true that I'm not a smoker. At least I'm not a regular smoker who smokes a pack a day or a few packs a day. I won't follow you until I go to the gambling table. When people drink and socialize, half a pack of cigarettes a day is the most.
I flicked the cigarette ashes downstairs and was about to continue smoking, but I found that the cigarette had been smoked to the end and it was slightly hot to the touch between my two fingers. He threw away the cigarette butt and then lit another one.
¡°It¡¯s been so long and I don¡¯t know how you are doing in the casino. Can you pick a few things to talk about?¡±
The night is very long, and I will solve my problems myself. Besides, I am not the kind of person who can talk to others, unless that person is Xiaoxue.
"It's like taking revenge on Lao Liu. When I tell others, or when others tell me, I basically don't have any desire to speak. I can only make a few perfunctory and casual remarks. Only when I talked about this with Xiaoxue, did I have the desire to pour out everything that was on my mind. I am willing to say everything to her, and I have the desire to say it.
"Actually, there is nothing to say"
Tang Rou looked at me, said something and looked away.
I:"¡¡"
It is said that good news does not bring bad news, but in Xiaorou's case, there is not even good news.
No, it¡¯s not that there¡¯s nothing. You¡¯re probably afraid that I¡¯ll ask about the story behind the happy event, right?
¡°It¡¯s like if I said I opened a casino in the South Country, Xiaoxue or Xiaorou would definitely ask, how did this casino be opened? Do I want to say that I went through a life of almost death and many obstacles before I opened the casino? These words obviously cannot be said.
Actually, I can imagine how could two women not be bitter in a casino?
I have experienced so much in the South, how can they live a good life?
But, just as I don¡¯t want to tell them my suffering, they won¡¯t tell me theirs.
"Xiaorou, you said this is the path I took, right?"
After a long silence, I suddenly asked such a sentence. I didn¡¯t react until the question was finished, but the sentence had already been spoken.
"worth!"
Tang Rou looked at me firmly.
"There is no right or wrong, only whether it is worth it or not. Sister Xue said it was worth it, and Sister Xue thinks you are worth it. I think so too, and I will definitely follow you on this road!"
worth!
There is no right or wrong.
I suddenly felt that my confusion was so ridiculous.
It¡¯s really embarrassing!
"Xiaoxue, Xiaorou, they have never been confused, but I, who decided to take this path, am confused here.
My fists were clenched unconsciously, and for a moment I wanted to jump off the balcony on the top floor.
It¡¯s so so embarrassing!
Aren¡¯t I already clear about what exactly I am doing and what path I am taking?
¡° Even if this road doesn¡¯t work now, even if I don¡¯t wait until I get what I want, it¡¯s very simple. I just need to find a workable road.
There are many forks in this road. I am just on the fork closest to the end of this road. If it doesn't work, I will not take this fork and return to the main road.
¡°Whether it is this forked road or another road, if it doesn¡¯t work, I will choose a new road again.
The end is right there!
Since the end point will not move or change, why am I still confused? !
I put out the cigarette I had just lit and stretched.
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