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"There are no such good things in the world, and you want to take advantage of everything!" Knowing Chen Daxing's sadness, Zhang Xian still told him coldly: "Besides, there is no medicine for regret. Since you have chosen this path, No matter what the reason is, no matter how difficult it is to walk on this road, you must work hard to endure it and keep walking!"
Chen Daxing was silent and lowered his head again, perhaps pondering Zhang Xian's words.
Seeing that Chen Daxing didn't answer for a long time, Zhang Xian felt a little soft-hearted. He sighed and said to him: "Daxing, it's not because I am a senior general of the Kuomintang that I have to tell you this. I am now I am talking to you as a friend, as a brother, and as an equal to you. I don¡¯t want you to hide your feelings from me because of my position. After all, we have survived through the rain of bullets and shared life and death. We walked out together, and being able to think of being together now, for us, may be God¡¯s grace, and I think we must cherish it!¡±
Chen Daxing still didn't speak, still lowered his head, not sure if he listened to Zhang Xian's words.
Zhang Xian paused for a moment, then continued: "The most difficult thing for people to decide is often not the future, let alone the past, but the present! In Buddhism, it is said that there is a destiny in this life and no destiny in the next life. This is the truth! People always We feel that the most precious thing is what we haven¡¯t got, but Buddha told us that the most precious thing is what you have now! If you don¡¯t get it, there is nothing to lose, and there is nothing to regret; on the contrary, you already have it. , but you don¡¯t cherish it, and you will regret it when you lose it! And you are like this now, and the last thing you want is that you are still with me, Sanwa, and many of my colleagues when we fought the Japanese together. Brother, these are the most precious wealth you can have!"
Chen Daxing raised his head, as if after a painful struggle in his heart, his eyes suddenly became clear again, and he said firmly to Zhang Xian: "Brother Xian, you are right, what you already have is the most precious !For me, I still have my wife and children, and I can¡¯t lose them no matter what!¡±
Zhang Xian was stunned. He didn't expect that after he spent a long time talking and talking, Chen Daxing got around him, which made him want to go home more and more. He quickly shook his head and explained: "Daxing, I mean besides your wife and children, you also have many other things, such as friends; such as a future; such as ideals"
Before Zhang Xian could finish what he said, Chen Daxing suddenly knelt down in front of him and kowtowed to him.
Zhang Xian was overwhelmed by his sudden move and quickly helped him up, but Chen Daxing stubbornly knelt on the ground and refused to get up. At the same time, his eyes were red and he begged in a hoarse voice: "Brother Xian , I beg you, I really just want to go home! It¡¯s like I have no soul here, and I¡¯m completely lost all day long!¡± He sobbed, and in an increasingly sad tone, he said what he was most afraid of in his heart. A kind of worry: "II really don't want to be a lonely ghost in this place!"
Zhang Xian was stunned, and the tragic scenes on the battlefield suddenly appeared in his mind. So many brothers and comrades were shouting, screaming, or falling silently under the enemy's artillery fire and machine gun fire. The blood dyed large areas of land black, and they never got up again. Some were cremated by their comrades after the battle, or were buried directly on the spot, while more people were thrown into the wilderness and became food for wild dogs and crows , Zhang Xian has naturally seen these tragic scenes countless times, and why not Chen Daxing? Although he does not believe in evil, he is still wary of what will happen if no one collects the body. He is like this, not to mention Chen Daxing?
He knew that Chen Daxing would not be able to change his mind for a while, and Chen Daxing knelt in front of him like this, which made him feel chilled. Although he had always wanted to regard Chen Daxing as his brother, Chen Daxing still regarded him as his brother. As your own leader, you should not dare to overstep even a little bit. He shook off Chen Daxing's hand, his face fell tightly, and he could only tell him truthfully: "Daxing, if you have already made up your mind, even if I want to help you, it's impossible! You beg me too Useless!"
Chen Daxing's face relaxed for a moment, and he immediately said: "Brother Xian, I don't ask you for anything else. This matter is my own business. I will decide it myself. I will never implicate anyone! I just ask you not to take this matter. When the matter comes to light, you are the deputy commander of the headquarters and the chief of staff. If you don¡¯t let me go, just lock me up! But I really want to go home. If you can respect your past Come on, let me go, and I will repay your kindness even if I become a horse in the next life!"
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?But Sanwa shook his head and said truthfully: "Looking at the situation in the mainland now, they are getting better and better. If Brother Daxing is not held accountable for his rebellion after he returns, it will actually be a very good choice for him. , the best thing is that he can be with his family!"
"You even think so?" Zhang Xian couldn't believe that this came from Xiong Sanwa's mouth.
Xiong Sanwa gave a bitter smile and said to Zhang Xian: "Brother, before I started a family, I didn't know the benefits of family. I just missed my mother's arms when I was young! Haha, now I am a father too, Suddenly I feel that all these years of running around are worth it! Especially when you see your son clapping his little hands and asking you to hug him, you will feel that all the sins you have suffered are not worth mentioning! Haha, just Now, even though I am in Kinmen, I always think about having a home to go back to. When I think of this, I have hope and can feel at ease. No matter whether I am working hard here or suffering, It's all so that they can live a better life, and I just look forward to the next holiday coming soon." When he said this, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth unconsciously, maybe because he was thinking of his wife and children. Reveal it consciously. He turned to look at Zhang Xian and saw that he was lowering his head in deep thought, obviously listening to his words carefully. He then continued: "Daxing is much worse than me. I still have hope that I can get through it." , but he doesn¡¯t even have any hope!¡±
"Yes! Hope!" Zhang Xian murmured to himself, and suddenly thought of Lu Xun's famous saying: Hope does not matter whether it is there or not. It is like a road on the ground. There is no road on the ground, just walking. When there are more people, a road is formed. However, it is precisely because of the existence of hope that it is possible for people to live strong. A person who has lost hope is actually no different from a walking zombie even if he is alive in the world.
"Brother! Since Brother Daxing wants to return to the mainland, let him go. This is also his last chance!" Xiong Sanwa suddenly begged Zhang Xian.
Zhang Xian was silent, and for a moment he didn't know what to do. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com