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"Fu'er, my wife. I always write letters as if I have seen the words before, but I hope this letter does not have to be shown in front of you. It's not that I don't miss you or don't want to meet you, but if you see this letter, that's it. Due to my incompetence, I have failed to make the original agreement with you, and I have also failed to fulfill the promise I made to you.
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? At that time, I still had some luck, but I only hoped that it would be fulfilled. Tonight, it is already autumn, I am alone in the southwest corner, with the candle in my shabby room, listening to the sound of leaks in the night, and the sound of dawn, I know that I can no longer deceive myself, so I put down my pen and write.
Whenever I write, I often write a thousand words in one stroke. However, at this moment tonight, my ink is lost in thought. Even though there are thousands of words in my heart, I don¡¯t know how to put them into writing.
I still remember two years ago in Chenjiang Mansion, that night I stayed alone in the post house, unable to sleep late at night. I got up and held a book under the lamp. Suddenly I heard your voice calling me. It seemed like I was dreaming. When I opened the door and went out, you unexpectedly His clothes were disheveled, his feet were bare and his hair was shaggy. He looked like a frightened rabbit. He jumped in front of me, threw himself into my arms, and didn't let go for a long time. At that time, I was inexplicably shocked and thought it was weird, but now that I think about it, that night was the beginning of the joy of my life. I can still remember it vividly and smell the fragrance in my breath.
Since I was a child, I have read hundreds of schools of thought and am familiar with the teachings of the sages. I am not disrespectful and my thoughts are innocent. However, even if you use literature to win over me, treat me with courtesy, or mess with me, it starts with Qingqing alone.
Recalling that we lived together in Wu Ding for several months, I was displeased by your various cunning ways and often scolded you. How dare you say that I was not enjoying it at that time without knowing it? When the marriage is complete, the cloud screen is fragrant and warm, and the brocade tent whispers. If you look carefully, everything is wonderful.
?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? However, I don't envy Liang Hong, I only love you for your wantonness, coquettishness and naivety. Even though I was displeased at the time, now that I think about it, I can't get what I asked for. I don¡¯t expect to see you in such a coquettish manner again in this life, let alone hearing you call me my eldest cousin. Only then will I realize the regret and it will be deeply rooted in my heart.
My father once taught several of my brothers when I was young, saying that it is not easy for a gentleman to do the right thing and follow the etiquette and righteousness. I deeply believed this. However, to this day, I know that the most difficult thing in the world is not how to behave as a gentleman, but how to do the things of a gentleman. How should I choose between you and the right way and etiquette?
"I finally broke my promise and returned south to pick you up, not keeping your promise. Tomorrow I have to go on the road and do what I have to do. This may lead to death. However, I am taking risks and moving forward. It is not because I am asking for material praise, nor is it because I love you less than others. It is because I stand between the sky and the sky and I must do it. Things.
Today, this matter is what I must do, and there is no way to avoid it. However, I will eventually let you down.
Dear dear, you came to me in the beginning to seek my protection. Today there is no way to protect you. If I owe you this, if one day you learn of my bad news, you must not hurt yourself, let alone run in vain. The sin is unforgivable to the king.
In this life, although I live high in a temple, I am nothing more than a broken body. I have a despicable life experience. My mother was inauspicious, and I had a bad reputation when I was young. I am an unlucky person. You will not abandon me. I will stay with you for the rest of my life. Enough to enjoy the fun, death is also destiny. My only regret is that I can no longer protect your well-being in the future. Fortunately, arrangements have been made. Although I cannot personally protect you for the rest of your life, I hope you can live in peace without having to live in fear or fear. This is also the last thing I do for you.
The attached page is a letter to let my wife go. Since I have given up on you today, from now on, you no longer need to worry about me. Ru Hui has a charming character. If you meet a good person, you can continue your marriage. When I learn that, I will smile with joy and wish you good luck. This is the end of the ink, please take care.
You'an wrote the book on the night of August 27th with four drummers. "
There are two pieces of this letter from Pei You'an. One contains this content, and the other contains a letter from his wife, which was torn up and thrown away by Jiafu that day.
She no longer needs to read these pages, every word has been engraved in her mind.
It was only after receiving this letter that Jiafu realized that before he left that night, he had already prepared to say goodbye to her. It's just that at that time, I was addicted to the sadness of being separated from him. Later, I was so comforted by him that I was so fascinated that I didn't notice anything strange about him at all. Later, she learned from her brother about his instructions and arrangements before leaving, and later, Yuzhu also came. With everything piled up, she finally smelled something ominous.
"However, all the anxiety and suspicion, before seeing the letter, were just premonitions and could still be left to chance.
Until the moment when the letter arrived, as deep as the worry and anxiety was, so was the anger and sadness that followed.
She wants to keep this thing well, and when she meets someone else, she will slap what he wrote back on his face, and make him eat it all back, word by word!
With such anxiety and worry, as well as the anger and sadness that she couldn't vent yet and had nowhere to vent, Jia Fu finally rushed to the capital and arrived at Pei's house under the stars and the moon.
&nSuddenly, something came to mind. He stood up in a hurry and asked Cui Yinshui to wait. He went over and handed over the jade pendant that Pei You'an had brought as a token of the engagement. He said, "Excuse me, Eunuch Cui. Go back and tell Eunuch Li on your behalf." I would like to express my gratitude and transfer this item to Eunuch Li, and ask Eunuch Li to transfer it to Long Live on my behalf."
Cui Yinshui looked into the mouth of the sachet and saw that it was a jade pendant. He didn't know its origin, so he hesitated.
Jiafu said: "Don't worry, Eunuch Cui, nothing will happen to you. Please help Eunuch Cui." After saying that, he saluted him, Cui Yinshui let out an ouch, hurriedly dodged to the side, put away the things, and said: "That's all, I I will transfer it to my godfather on your behalf. As for whether my godfather will transfer it to you, I don¡¯t know. Just wait for the news."
Jiafu sent him out, and spent another night in anxiety. On the evening of the next day, a palace car stopped in front of Pei's house. Cui Yinshui came over again, saying that the emperor had an order, and summoned Jiafu into the palace to see him. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com