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Chapter 510 There may be something wrong with me

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    The voice is calm, natural, and even gentle.

    But Teacher Xiaolu was so shocked that she couldn¡¯t even take a breath. The knuckles of the hand that grabbed Lu Xin¡¯s arm turned white because of too much force.

    Huge panic enveloped her, and she wanted to take her hand back, but she didn't even have the strength to do so.

    From the outside, they both looked calm.

    Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s hand just grasped Lu Xin¡¯s arm. Because he was too tired, he seemed to feel relaxed.

    Eye contact, the sunset outside the window.

    ¡­¡­

    "It's really strange"

    Lu Xin continued to speak softly: "I haven't thought of those memories for so many years, but when I thought of them, I found that what happened at that time was so clear every bit. I even remember how I felt at that time.  , I remember the feeling when each of them died in my hands, and I also remember the expressions that each of them looked at me when they were dying"

    ""

    Teacher Xiaolu suddenly covered his mouth hard to prevent himself from making any sound.

    But her shoulders were shaking violently.

    Lu Xin turned his head calmly, glanced at her, and raised his palm slightly, as if he wanted to stroke her hair.

    However, he still gave up.

    He just sighed softly: "But what makes me most curious is that in this memory, my own feelings, I even have every clear scene in my mind when those things happened at that time, recalling it, it's like  It¡¯s like walking back again.¡±

    "In that memory, I have been killing people"

    "However, I don't remember feeling regret or pain when I killed them. I"

    ""

    "do not talk¡­¡­"

    Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s trembling voice suddenly sounded. Her throat tightened and her body trembled violently.

    There seemed to be a plea in the voice: "Please, stop talking"

    "I¡­¡­"

    Lu Xin hesitated and said slowly: "But I really don't know who to talk to"

    He looked at Teacher Xiaolu, with something strange in his eyes, and said softly: "When I thought of these things, I understood more things. I realized that I had experienced such things before, and that I had already gone crazy.  pass¡­¡­"

    "At the same time, I also understand. So this is the reason why you are afraid of me?"

    ""

    Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s body was shaking violently. She shook her head vigorously and seemed to be choking, but she did not answer.

    "I can understand it, I really can understand it"

    Lu Xin repeated it twice, as if to comfort her with these words, and whispered: "During that time, I didn't know that you were afraid of me, probably because I didn't want to remember it. My memory is just  The blood-filled scene ended abruptly. I don¡¯t remember why I left the orphanage at that time, and I don¡¯t know how you survived that serious injury"

    "I don't even know how I survived that period and how I started going to school and working. It's like, after what happened in the orphanage, many years passed. Now my clear memory is from a  It started on a rainy night. I had just finished working overtime that day and when I was taking the subway home, I suddenly ran into you, so I smiled and said hello to you"

    ""

    I don¡¯t know if Lu Xin¡¯s words brought back Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s memories of that rainy night.

    Her body trembled violently, and although she covered her mouth, her face could still be seen turning white.

    Lu Xin didn't seem to look at anything, but he caught all the expressions on her face.

    He was silent for a while, with deep sadness in his eyes.

    But the expression on his face was a little out of his control. It was calm, but also seemed a little strange.

    That seems to be ridicule?

    Only the voice was unusually soft: "It's really strange that you didn't run away at that time"

    "Noit's not"

    Trembling came from Lu Xin¡¯s arms. It was Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s body trembling. She lowered her hand covering her mouth.

    His face was pale, but he was blushing unnaturally, which was a sign of extreme excitement.

    She interrupted Lu Xin forcefully, and her usually beautiful and gentle face even had a rare anger.  .

    Using all the strength in his body, he shouted loudly: "So you"

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    After listening to so many words from Teacher Xiaolu, Lu Xin felt like something was touched deep in his heart.

    In the calm mood, there were faint waves splashing.

    He raised his head and looked out the window. The setting sun was as bright as blood, but it still had a brightness that could hurt.

    So he closed his eyes slightly, and the long-lasting memories were brought before his eyes again. He remembered that night full of crying and screaming, and the smell of blood. He remembered that wherever he walked, there was bright red blood everywhere, and he remembered that there were bones.  The sound of shattering, the sound of the steel bars and cement of the building being twisted and shattered, I remember the faces covered with blood, and the laughter

    This caused him to have a headache again, and the blood vessels at his temples felt clogged and uncomfortable.

    The eyes began to lose focus again, only Teacher Xiaolu¡¯s firm eyes were still looking straight at him at this time.

    She is still waiting for her answer.

    She is questioning herself.

    Lu Xin wanted to answer her, but she only felt that her head was extremely confused.

    "I¡­¡­"

    When he spoke, he realized that his voice was a little hoarse, so he shut up and adjusted it.

    Then he gave what he thought was the truest answer: "I may have always been myself"

    "It's just"

    He paused, tapped his head lightly, and said, "There's something wrong with me."

    Teacher Xiaolu pursed her lips, with fear and worry in her eyes at the same time, but worry prevailed.

    There are still tears in her eyes, but these eyes are obviously scary.

    Lu Xin didn¡¯t even want to see these eyes again.

    So he slowly turned around and walked silently outside the room. When he reached the door, he stopped.

    "I will work hard to heal myself."

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