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    If I was still a little hesitant before, I gave up completely after hearing that His Majesty personally organized Lu Quan¡¯s 70th birthday.

    I don¡¯t blame her, and I can understand her difficulties, butI suddenly understood that the former Highness Zhenzhen is gone forever, and now the only one I love is the Empress Nangong Zhenzhen.

    She is the empress, so she naturally has the country in her heart. If she despises the country because of my personal hatred, I will look down on her.

    I often think: If Lu Quan enjoys all the glory and praise in the world like this, smiling with countless glory, then it will become a knot in my heart that I will never be able to open.

    I don¡¯t know whether this knot in my heart will slowly smooth out over time, or whether it will take root and sprout under the water of time, and eventually become an insurmountable gap between her and me.

    I think it¡¯s time for me to leave There is another most important reason - there is something wrong with my sanity.

    Ding You gave me one antidote every month. Although the poison in my body was gradually eliminated, my mind seemed to be falling apart like the poison.

    A few days ago, I woke up from a dream and was shocked when I saw Ding You coming to the door with medicine. I hurriedly walked up to Ding You with my bare feet and asked him angrily: "Didn't I ask you to leave the capital? You  Why are you back again?"

    Ding You¡¯s reaction was a little weird. He silently dragged me back to the bed and sat down, then handed the medicine bowl into my hand: ¡°Drink the medicine first.¡±

    I frowned and did as I was told, and then Ding You asked me: "What year is it now?"

    I replied: "The eighteenth year of Jingjia."

    Ding You looked at me, his eyes full of sadness. I didn't know why he looked at me like that. He sighed softly and said, "It's October, the fourth year of Chengqi."

    Me: "Chengqi? When did the reign name change?"

    Ding You: "It only took eighteen years for Jingjia to change his reign to a new king. The king of this dynasty is your wife, the empress Nangong Zhenzhen."

    With a "bang", the empty bowl in my hand fell to the ground. I walked over to the bronze mirror and was shocked when I saw myself in it. The self in the mirror seemed to be really different from how I remembered it.  .

    I sat in the dormitory all day, and Ding You was equally worried. We didn't know what the problem was.

    I asked Ding You: ¡°What happened after that?¡±

    Ding You: "You killed Nangong Rang with your own hands, and I left the palace. The empress ascended the throne and made you the royal husband. This place was the former princess's dormitory, and it is called Chengchao Palace."

    I nodded, Nangong Rang is dead?  Did I take revenge?

    It¡¯s not as joyful as I imagined. Maybe it happened once, I comforted myself.

    At night, Ding You was worried that I wouldn't be able to sleep, so he made me a bowl of soothing soup. When I woke up the next day, my lost memories miraculously came back, and I clearly remembered what happened yesterday, which was when I got sick.  Things that happened.

    In this way, my illness has come and gone again and again. Although the number of things I forget changes slightly every time I get sick, overall the memory lost is increasing.

    Until one day my memory deteriorated to the year when I rescued His Highness Zhen Zhen from horseback. After I woke up, I asked Ding You: Why did I return to the inner court? Where are the injuries on my back

    My illness has brought a new crisis to Ding You and I. Fortunately, Jing Nu has been very busy recently, otherwise something will definitely go wrong.

    The most worrying thing is that the duration of my illness is getting longer and longer. I can remember it from the first night, and it extended to one day and one night, two days and two nights, three days

    Finally, Ding You and I came up with a way to write a letter to myself when I am normal and write a sentence in it that will make me believe that the letter is not a forgery and write down my situation clearly.  It would be equally dangerous if this letter fell into the hands of others, but this was already a last resort.

    The next problem came again. I didn¡¯t remember writing this letter at all when I was ill. Later, I gave it to Ding You for safekeeping, and finally overcame this problem.

    Being sick seems to bring me another "benefit". Those thoughts and obsessions that have changed over time will come back to my mind when I have the disease, and will be deeply rooted in my mind the next time I "recover".  Implanted into my heart, repeated so many times, I was almost driven crazy by my former self.

    My belief in revenge became clearer and firmer. Although every time I read the news of revenge in the letters, my mood was relieved. But when I "wake up", I remembered the contents of "History of Beijing" again.  .

    Reason and obsession are torn in my heart. There were many times when I was overwhelmed and secretly went to Ganquan Palace. I missed herThe coldness in your heart invades along the soles of your feet, so hurry up and get on the sedan chair.  "

    After returning to the dormitory, I drew a portrait of her. I regretted that I did not learn her painting skills from my master. I tried many times but could not draw her full charm, so I could only choose the best one.  Hand it to Ding You: "Please help me preserve this painting, and return it to me if I survive."

    I took the drug to fake death and felt the effect of the drug before I realized what a short story is.

    ¡°Perhaps I shouldn¡¯t have appeared in Wei State at all, I believe she can understand what I mean

    ¡° Only by saying this could she ask Ding You to send my coffin out of the capital, otherwise I would really have no chance of survival.

    I believe that Jingnu will not lie to me. Since she promised to liquidate those two families, she will definitely do it. But if I don¡¯t mention this in my last letter, how can she believe in my determination to take poison?

    "This is the last time I plot against you, Jingnu."

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    " Qi Yan's extra chapter is here, and there is also an extra chapter about Jing Nu, about the reunion of Jing Nu and Qi Yan, and then the whole story is finished.

    Thank you to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution between 2020-03-20 00:55:58~2020-03-21 23:34:21~

    Thank you to the little angels who threw the rocket launchers: 2 grapefruit trees; 1 Jiaer, Naoki Yamanaka, Nozomi Sonoda, and Meng Zhouzhou;

    Thank you to the little angel who threw the grenade: grapefruit tree, xxxxxx, a bowl of fried noodles, and 1 piece of love;

    Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: there are 7 straight trees in the mountains; 2 Yuxi; grapefruit trees, 37040200, nanjoballno¡î, xxxxxx, 37800559, Qingfeng Muyanxia, ??22578036, King of Kings 306, 42443208, youzihao5327, extremely handsome coffee  When will Jiang, Himaro and Qi Yanjing give birth?  , deeplove, Ai Shang, Lian Tianguang, Wu Di¡¯s woyoo acridine 1;

    Thank you to the little angels who irrigated the nutrient solution: 60 bottles of Xiao Mujiang; 40 bottles of Arctic Master and Naoki in the Mountain; 30 bottles of Sonoda Nozomi; 20 bottles of Bingkuoluo and Nana that I drank together; 10 bottles of Woyoo Acridine, Muga and Yuzu Tree from Wu Di  Bottles; 8 bottles of 41843797; 5 bottles of Qiu Bu Xiaopang, Lotus Cub, and Dancing Figure; 4 bottles of Today¡¯s Fragrance; 3 bottles of A Bowl of Zhajiang Noodles; 1 bottle of Beninizi, youzihao5327;

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