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In the evening, after Shao Huaiming finished swimming, Xu Xingchen sat next to the swimming pool and put his feet in it and fluttered.
He came out of the swimming pool, and Xu Xingchen hurriedly gave him the towel.
Shao Huaiming put on a bath towel and sat on a lounge chair nearby. Xu Xingchen also hurried over and handed him water.
After drinking the water, Xu Xingchen spoke again, "Would you like to take a shower? Let me rub your back?"
Shao Huaiming responded with silence.
Xu Xingchen used sex to seduce her, but this man remained indifferent, keeping a straight face and saying nothing. It was obvious that he was really angry.
"Why¡¡"
She sighed to herself, and sat on the ground beside Shao Huaiming's legs. Her little hands were still on his legs, resting her head on her head, looking at Shao Huaiming longingly.
"Don't be angry, I know I have committed a heinous crime,"
"If I abandon my child and you, I will definitely be accused of abandoning my husband and son, or I will not be blessed even though I am blessed. It is even more likely that I will be criticized and say all kinds of bad things about me. Of course, others will say It's not important. What's important is that I really didn't consider you and my son, which is very bad of me."
She was very right in her own analysis, but now that she knew it, she still had to do it.
Xu Xingchen looked at Shao Huaiming's unmoved look, and couldn't help but feel sad, and put on a pitiful expression.
She directly grabbed Shao Huaiming's big hand and brushed it on her face, with tears shining in her eyes.
"Huai Ming, I will marry you, and you are so good to me. I know I should be content. I can guard my son, guard you, and live happily under your wings for the rest of my life without any worries at all. , when I am happy, I eat, drink, go shopping, and when I am unhappy, I complain to you and you coax me. This is probably the most perfect destination for all women. But, who knows, in this kind of life, I feel deep in my heart How inferior you are."
Shao Huaiming finally looked at the little woman. Her tears were shining, which was quite pitiful and heartbreaking.
Xu Xingchen blinked hard and shed a tear. She choked and said, "I'm still afraid. I'm afraid that as time goes by, if someone like me doesn't make progress, you will find that I'm not that good, and I'm not as good as you." I think so well. I may become dull because I have not been exposed to the outside world for a long time, and you are too lazy to say a word to me in time. I may become fat, and all I can talk about is those vulgar topics I I am even more afraid that I will really become such a person. And there are more women outside who live a glamorous and positive life. Now when I look at those positive people, I feel a sense of crisis in my heart and they despise me. Myself, I was forced by those people behind me, and I felt anxious inside."
"Not only am I afraid that you won't want me, I'm also afraid that Chenchen will find out that I, as a mother, am useless. Apart from being lucky to marry you, I have no merit at all. At that time, people will say that I, Mrs. Shao, are actually the most useless. , I have nothing to show off in front of my son, I am not worthy to be called the mother of such an outstanding son, let alone the wife of such an outstanding man like you."
"These are all issues that make me feel inferior and make me anxious. I hope that I can be perfect, and I hope that God will let me be smart and calm when I am born, but no, I just come from a small town, work hard all the way and get lucky. To your ordinary girl"
Speaking of this, the fear deep in Xu Xingchen's heart was slowly brought out by herself.
¡°In the final analysis, she has an inferiority complex deep down, and she is even more afraid of losing.
She lost her mother when she was young, had no father, was bullied and ridiculed, and as an adult, she met Shao Huaiming and was deeply deceived. These things will slowly be healed with her current happiness.
But the scars are still there, and it still has some impact when you talk about it occasionally.
Therefore, she is not completely acting now, deliberately showing her pity to Shao Huaiming.
As she spoke, she lay on Shao Huaiming's lap and cried silently.
?????????????????????????? After a long time, when she could hardly cry anymore, Xu Xingchen became a little angry when Shao Huaiming still made some moves.
Does this man not feel sorry for her at all? Can't you understand her?
She raised her head sharply and met Shao Huaiming's deep black eyes, staring at her sharply and coldly.
For a moment, Xu Xingchen felt a little scared.
She took a deep breath, silently removed her little hand from his leg, then stood up, walked to a chair nearby and sat down.
"What are you going to say?"
Shao Huaiming sat up straight, although he was naked.?But when he is serious, he seems to be sitting on a throne everywhere, domineering and intimidating.
Xu Xingchen also became serious unconsciously.
And then Shao Huaiming finally spoke, his voice cold.
"You say that, but you still want to leave."
"Instead of leaving, you can give me at most three, uh, two years. I will definitely learn well and come back. Besides, I won't be out all the time. I will fly back when I have time. , you and your son can also visit me!"
"My son and I are not as important as your work, nor as important as your own fears?"
Xu Xingchen was speechless and didn¡¯t know what to say.
Shao Huaiming stood up and walked into the room, while Xu Xingchen sat alone on a chair, his face cold and a little forlorn.
Shao Huaiming entered the house, stood on the balcony and looked down. He saw the little woman burying herself between her legs as if she was about to cry. He was irritable and wanted to smoke.
He had quit smoking for a long time, but at this moment, he couldn't stand the irritability and displeasure.
Xu Xingchen had been sitting downstairs for as long as he had been standing at the window. The two of them persisted, neither one wanted to compromise.
After all, it was late at night when Xu Xingchen returned to the room. Shao Huaiming was already lying on the bed, leaning sideways, not saying a word, wondering if he had fallen asleep.
Xu Xingchen climbed onto the bed and turned his back to him. Only then did he feel that his heart was too uncomfortable. Is this the feeling of being in the same bed but having different dreams?
The next day, Xu Xingchen woke up in confusion, but Shao Huaiming had left home long ago.
She was woken up by her son, and when she saw the little guy's smiling face, her heart suddenly rose again.
Communicating with Shao Huaiming cannot be completed in a day or two, and she has to prepare a lot, including where to study, how to arrange time, when to go, how the school is, and whether she needs to learn a language. There are too many of these. She is here during this period. Time, let¡¯s prepare in advance.
Moreover, she also plans to leave it to Xiaoyu to be the leader of the studio. After she goes out, someone will have to support her. Everything must be arranged first, but Shao Huaiming is the most difficult to arrange. heart of. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com