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Chapter 1,495: I¡¯m not good enough

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    But now this matter is no longer that simple, so Wen Lan doesn't intend to live in the past.

    Wen Lan also plans to cheer up and take a good look at the overall situation to see how this matter develops.

    The most important thing is that Wen Lan no longer wants to be imprisoned in her previous life. The previous life was depressing and she had no right to make her own choices. She had always been controlled by others, first by Gu Nianchen.  in hand.

    After losing his memory, he was controlled by Huo Yuting again. He lived a life without any thoughts of his own. Wen Lan herself also felt sad for herself. Her former self was really ridiculous and heartbreaking.

    As her memory slowly recovered, Wen Lan also learned about the past that had happened between herself and Gu Nianchen. Wen Lan did not deny that Gu Nianchen was really good to her, and that she was indeed very happy in the past, but Gu Nianchen's character  And her control really made her feel that although Wen Lan was very happy, her heart was being eroded bit by bit, and she gradually lost her subjective consciousness. When her subjective consciousness began to awaken,  At that time, it was like setting off to a critical point and detonating directly.

    Gu Nianchen was able to hide it, which made Wen Lan choose to accept the situation, so she took on too much by herself, and gradually began to have some psychological problems.

    But in the past, Wen Lan didn¡¯t think that these things were nothing. Wen Lan only thought that maybe she didn¡¯t do a good enough job.

    But now that I think about it carefully, I realize that although Gu Nianchen was very considerate and took good care of him, there was a suffocating sense of restraint deep within that care.

    Wen Lan knew that all the things Gu Nianchen did were for her own good, including that he was unwilling to let her give birth to the child, and also for the sake of her own body. But behind this touching feeling, there was a deep  Depressed.

    Although Wen Lan knew that this good relationship was full of love, the love was too heavy and Wen Lan couldn't accept it. So when Wen Lan started to explode, Gu Nianchen only felt that Wen Lan was being unreasonable.

    Wen Lan felt that no one around her could understand or accept her. Over time, she became irritable and did not like to talk.

    When Gu Nianchen saw Wen Lan like this, he wanted to comfort him, but he didn't expect that this would cause Wen Lan to feel even more serious.

    So at that time, Wen Lan had already thought about giving up life.

    However, Wen Lan didn't realize at that time that Gu Nianchen, who had medical experience, really couldn't see that he had suffered great physical and mental trauma?  Does he think his mind was normal during that time?

    Wen Lan didn¡¯t know before whether Gu Nianchen deliberately pretended not to see it, or whether he was really unaware of this serious problem.

    But now Wen Lan has a profound understanding that maybe Gu Nianchen should also be able to see that there are some problems in his body and mind, but he is unwilling to face the reality. He is unwilling to believe in himself that someone who has given everything can actually  He hated himself, and he couldn't believe that all the hard work he had put in was in vain.

    "Who is not living in a lie? Now it's just who deceives whom. Some people are deceiving each other, and some people are deceiving themselves. To put it nicely, he is staying by my side as my personal doctor, but in fact it is just  It was just hard to get, just to satisfy my own selfish desires, and to monitor me in the name of a doctor. I was really naive, I had always trusted Gu Nianchen so much, but I didn't expect that everything in the end was all his conspiracy and plan." (Remember this.  Website address: www.hlnovel.com
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