"At that time, I had a bad temper and was spoiled by you. When others said that, I argued with them and said that I was their aunt! But who would believe it? People in this circle only want to hear what they want to hear."
"My life was too difficult at that time. Lu's gave me a splitting headache. I even thought about dying. I didn't graduate. My future was gone. I couldn't draw. I couldn't be happy anymore. , I have to be busy with some trivial things every day, and I have to be both a father and a mother to raise two children. I go everywhere to find people to help me find the best school for them, and try to give them the best. Life, sometimes when I think of you, I still cry so much that I can¡¯t sleep all night long.¡±
"A lot of things have come up. I don't have any experience, so I can only grit my teeth and hold on. This is the case for Mr. Lu, and the same is true for the two little guys. I don't know anything, so I can only grit my teeth and hold on."
"At the most difficult time, I was so busy that I didn't sleep for five or six days. I felt wronged and irritable. I thought why should I be the only one to bear all this? I was even so depressed that in order to vent my anger, I even moved my family home. All the furniture was smashed. At that time, I really thought about giving up on them. To tell you the truth, I even found an orphanage at that time, but when the day came to send them there, I finally couldn't bear to let them go."
Song Qingwan murmured: "Not just because they are your children, brother, nor just to repay your kindness, because I am their aunt Dad doesn't care about them. Since you and sister-in-law are gone, they are the only ones left." I have only one family left, and they are the only ones I have. If I don¡¯t care about them anymore, they are so young, what should they do"
Song Qingwan didn¡¯t hate him at first.
It¡¯s abnormal not to hate it.
But after all, I still couldn¡¯t bear it.
¡°Probably from the first time Lu Junhan and Lu Anran called her aunt, Song Qingwan could never break away from them in her life.
She later raised them not just to repay her brother's kindness, but more because she was their aunt.
She is their only relative.
"Then you should work harder to survive"
Lu Qidong felt a complex feeling in his heart. He took a deep breath and said in a hoarse voice:
"You worked so hard to bring them up. You worked hard for so many years when you were young. Now the hard work is finally over. They have grown up. It's time let them repay you."
"I probably just don't have a happy life."
Song Qingwan¡¯s eyes trembled and she sighed:
"I have been too tired in my life. In the last month, I just want to relax a little bit. I don't want to hurt anymore. I want to learn to draw again. I'm afraid that if I don't learn now, I won't have time in the future."
Lu Qidong's eyes suddenly turned red, and he couldn't stop crying anymore.
He moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.
Song Qingwan was forced to give up her dream, and it is a good thing to regain her dream now.
¡°If she spent the last period of her life relying on painting, she would definitely be able to leave peacefully and happily.
But they all want her to live.
Live in pain.
Lu Anran's eyes were red, as if she couldn't bear it anymore, she cried and turned away.
Lu Junhan pursed his thin lips, his eyes were dark and deep, but his smooth jawline was very tight.
Song Qingwan is now afraid of pain, living too tiredly, and just wants to die happily.
They wanted her to live, even if it was a painful life, as long as she was alive.
But they owed her too much. It could be said that Song Qingwan¡¯s originally brilliant life was ruined by them.
But Song Qingwan has never complained, at least not in front of them for so many years, nor has she used the kindness of nearly twenty years to make them repay her and make them grateful to her.
When her brother adopted her, he treated her as his own sister and did not need her to repay his kindness.
Song Qingwan has raised them for nearly twenty years and treats them as her nephews and nieces, and does not need them to repay her kindness.
She just wants to die peacefully now.
But they were not even qualified to persuade her to live.
Lu Qidong's eyes were red, and he looked at the pale and weak Song Qingwan, as if he had figured something out, and sighed, "You did it on purpose, right?"
Song Qingwan remained silent.
Lu Qidong murmured: "You deliberately talked about the past to make us feel guilty and sad and stop forcing you to live, right?"
Song Qingwan sighed quietly, "Brother, you are still so smart. In fact, it's not that I don't want to live anymore, I know, I really can¡¯t be saved. This month, I just want to be comfortable. I don¡¯t go to work, don¡¯t think about other things, don¡¯t treat illnesses, and just concentrate on painting. I want to return to the love for painting that I used to have. Song Qingwan is no longer so rational and strong. Brother, you should be happy for me? "
¡°Only if you survive can I be happy!¡±
Lu Qidong looked at her, his voice hoarse, "As long as you are alive, there is hope! As long as you are alive, you have the possibility of a cure!"
Lu Qidong took several deep breaths, "just like little Anran, her disease has been present since birth. At that time, there were only ten cases of such a rare genetic defect in the world."
Song Qingwan was suddenly stunned and looked at Lu Qidong in disbelief.
Even the dark and deep pupils of Lu Junhan standing at the door shrank slightly.
Lu Qidong didn¡¯t notice anything unusual about her and continued to say:
"At that time, the doctor also said that she was so weak that she would die at any time and that she would not survive for a few days. But I didn't believe it. She couldn't survive, so I spent money to let her live, using the best equipment, the best medicine, and the best medicine. A professional doctor can live one day at a time! But you see, she has survived all these years. She has really survived. Now more than ten years have passed, and technology is developing rapidly, and drugs for this disease have been developed. Yes, she has been completely cured now, and she no longer has to worry about it, so as long as she lives"
"Gene defect" Song Qingwan's face was full of astonishment. She didn't listen to what was said at all. It took a while before she recovered from the shock. "What kind of genetic defect disease? Lu Anran has a genetic defect? ??Why didn't I do this?" Know?"
Gene defective disease, if not completely treated, will last a lifetime.
Generally, people with genetic defects will be very weak and weak, and usually they will not live long.
She only knew at that time that Lu Anran was in very bad health when she was a child, very weak, and her face was always pale. At that time, Lu Qidong only said that this was a weak disease brought from her mother's womb.
Song Qingwan thought at that time that premature babies would indeed be weak and sickly, but she didn¡¯t think about it at all.
Lu Qidong was suddenly startled, looking at her steadily with surprise on his face:
"You don't know? Didn't Xiao Anran tell you?"
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