"And that kid goes out early and comes back late every day. He doesn't know what he is busy with. The Lu family is like an empty haunted house, deserted."
"I was thinking at the time that it would be good for Lu Anran to get married. At least she would have Yu Zheng by her side, and she would have someone she could rely on for the rest of her life. But that guy Lu Junhan doesn't have that. He is alone. I How can you rest assured!"
Lu Anran at the door closed her eyes, tears streaming down her face. She didn't expect that her aunt actually thought so.
Lu Junhan also pursed his thin lips, and his dark and dark eyes became a little darker.
Song Qingwan was talking as if she had returned to that time again, her eyes were red again, and even her hoarse voice was choked with sobs:
"I thought, he doesn't like women, nor does he like children, but if he has a child, at least he won't be alone. If I leave, what will he do alone? So, I started to work hard Urging him to find a woman to have a child, and at that time, I also thought that if I could see Lu Junhan or Lu Anran's child before I died, I would die without regrets."
Lu Qidong raised his head and closed his eyes, but his eyes became red again.
Song Qingwan took a deep breath and smiled again, "But I am still very lucky. A few months before I was about to die, I met Lili. Although she was not a boy, the little girl was so cute. She was two years older than me. Years ago, I thought the child would look even cuter, so it didn¡¯t matter if it was a boy. At that time, I felt that I would die without regrets.¡±
Lu Qidong was stunned.
He originally thought that Song Qingwan wanted to die because he was suddenly afraid of pain, but he did not expect that Song Qingwan had already had this idea a few months ago!
At that time, she no longer wanted to be treated and began to slowly wait to die!
In fact, he is the one who understands her best.
At that time, he also thought about giving up because it hurt too much. That kind of pain is not something people can bear.
Song Qingwan has been suffering from this disease for at least three or four years.
In the past few years, due to the debilitating and severe pain caused by chemotherapy, every time I went to the operating table, my body was cut. After the operation, there was a dull pain at the incision, and I could only lie on the bed unable to move.
And the feeling of being trapped in a hospital bed, without freedom, and as if your body is constantly being pricked by dense needles, really makes life worse than death!
You can get through it once or twice, but if you do it more times, you will be afraid.
Song Qingwan said again at this time:
"But, brother, look how good it is now. Brother, you are back from the dead. I can see the last side of you. I have no regrets in dying. That kid Lu Junhan also has a child, and he is so cute and sensible. She also knows how to take care of her father, and I will die with no regrets. Dad now often goes back to the Lu family to fish, and will have dinner with us, just like we did when we were children. As a family together, I will die with no regrets. And In the past few days, Lu Anran has also begun to return to the Lu family and no longer hides in her room. The last knot in my heart is about to be resolved. Really Look how good it is now! There was no one in the Lu family at the beginning. , now all the Lu family have slowly come back. The Lu family before was just an empty house at most. Unlike now, everyone always gathers together. You seeno, nothing is better than now. "
Lu Qidong looked at her and gritted his teeth to prevent himself from whimpering.
Song Qingwan¡¯s eyes were filled with tears, she laughed, and she said softly:
"So, I really have no regrets now. Even my current life is something I didn't even dare to think about two years ago. This is much better than the ending I thought of before I died two years ago. It's really , at that time, I was thinking, if I go, if there are one or two people in front of the hospital bed, I will be grateful."
Lu Anran outside the door couldn't hold it back and covered her mouth tightly, but tears kept pouring into the corners of her eyes, crying so hard that she couldn't make a sound.
She regretted it.
In the past three years, she should come back often.
She shouldn¡¯t forget to go home in order to pay off her debt as quickly as possible and work hard to make money.
¡°As my aunt told her before, you can paint at any time, but if you don¡¯t accompany some people now, you may not have the chance to accompany them again in the future
"My aunt was talking about my father at that time, saying that my father was old and didn't have much time left. He asked them to be their children and come back to accompany him more often. Perhaps, my aunt was talking about not only my father, but also herself.
Auntie herself doesn¡¯t have much time left.
Song Qingwan: "Actually, I have been reflecting on it in the past two years. I feel that I have failed in my life. The Lu family has not developed well, and I have to rely on Lu Junhan to do it. I have not protected the Lu family well, which has led to The Lu family was torn apart, and in the blink of an eye, Lu Junhan grew up to be like this."Lu Anran has a withdrawn and silent character, but he has not grown up at all. He is still so weak and weak. Sometimes I wonder, if I die and get down there, what will you do if you blame me"
Lu Qidong closed his eyes, "You are my most beloved sister, how could I blame you."
When Lu Qidong woke up and saw that Lu Anran and Lu Junhan had grown up safely, he didn't ask for anything. He just wanted his children to be safe, and Song Qingwan had already done that.
Song Qingwan didn¡¯t reply, she just smiled, with tears in her eyes:
"Brother, now that you're awake, you can definitely do better than me, not only in developing the Lu family, but also in educating the two children. And I believe you will also treat Lili very well. You are so gentle and smart. , you will definitely be able to teach Lili to be the best and kindest girl in Hai City, so I really have no regrets."
"But I do!"
Lu Qidong¡¯s eyes were red and his voice was hoarse.
"I couldn't sleep last night, so I asked someone to check your life information for more than ten years. After reading it, do you know what I regret most? What I regret most is that I was wondering why I didn't take care of my children at that time. An Ran and Xiao Hanhan both got into the car, I know this idea is too ruthless and cold-blooded, but that¡¯s what I really think.¡±
Song Qingwan was stunned, and looked at him steadily. Lu Qidong closed his eyes, took a breath, and continued in a dumb voice:
"You are my sister, and I treat you as my own sister! I have never felt that you owe me anything. I brought you into the Lu family voluntarily, and you don't owe me anything, so there is no need for you to pay me back. My kindness is to raise Xiao Hanhan and Xiao Anran! Even if you throw them away and don't want them anymore, it's okay. This is your right as my sister. Their father is me, and I am the one who should be responsible for them. I'm sorry for them, not you! They are not your responsibility, and you should not be responsible for it alone. I regret it so much. If I had known this was the result, I"
Lu Qidong couldn¡¯t speak any more.
He loves Xiao Anran and Xiao Hanhan, but he also loves Song Qingwan.
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