But he also thought that as long as two people got married, he would spend his whole life proving his love to Fan Mengrou. By then, no matter whether Fan Mengrou's love for him was deep or shallow, at least the two of them would be together.
He even felt that even if Fan Mengrou did not agree to his proposal, it would be okay for the two of them to live like this - he now eats and sleeps at Fan Mengrou's house, and they both sleep in the same bed at night. Is this any different from a married life? ?
Of course, if there is any difference, Xu Lang still feels that there is in his heart - although the two of them sleep on the same bed, because Fan Mengrou is pregnant, Xu Lang does not dare to approach her at all. In fact, he is afraid that he cannot bear it. The reaction was to be scolded by Fan Mengrou.
Therefore, in order to take care of Fan Mengrou, although Xu Lang was allowed to sleep on her bed, Xu Lang still consciously slept on the side of the bed. The two of them were so far apart that two more people could sleep in the gap between them.
Xu Lang knew what kind of person he was. In the past, being with those women was nothing more than messing around, playing, killing time, and satisfying physiological needs.
"Young people, when they are in their prime of life, how can they not need a woman?"
But it¡¯s been almost half a year since he and Fan Mengrou had a relationship, and he hasn¡¯t even touched a finger of another woman.
Now that Fan Mengrou is pregnant and she suffered so much before, Xu Lang has no intention of doing so.
But now it¡¯s different. He took the initiative to sleep with Fan Mengrou. In fact, he really wanted to take care of Fan Mengrou at the beginning, but now, this arrangement is simply a torture for him.
Although the two of them don't sleep next to each other, in the middle of the night, the woman he likes is right next to him. Listening to her shallow breathing, smelling the faint fragrance of her body, and turning around, he can see her still graceful figure.
Xu Lang didn¡¯t know how many times during the night, he breathed heavily and his heartbeat was disrupted, then quietly got out of bed and went to the bathroom to solve the problem himself.
Sometimes, the body vents, but the emptiness in the heart, the urgent need to hold one's lover, will be more obvious.
Of course he would not tell Fan Mengrou these things.
Fan Mengrou has never taken the initiative to express her desire to be intimate with him. She even kissed him when she was abroad. However, after returning home, due to the trouble caused by her pregnancy, Fan Mengrou had no intention of doing so.
Xu Lang also understands, but as a normal young man, he understands that it is one thing, but his physical needs are another aspect.
Xu Lang even felt that if he continued to suppress himself like this, he wouldn't have any physical problems, right?
Taking a deep breath, he walked in and went directly to the bedroom: "Xiaorou, I'm back - what are you thinking about? You're so lost in thought."
As soon as he entered the room, he saw Fan Mengrou sitting on the edge of the bed, looking out the window. He made such a big noise when he came in, and Fan Mengrou didn't even look back.
Xu Lang sat beside the bed and held her hand directly: "What are you thinking about? You didn't even look at me when I came back."
Xu Lang said some words very smoothly. In fact, Xu Lang knew in his heart that this was because he was thick-skinned and poor-mouthed, so he could say these words. If he were a slightly more restrained man, he would probably have long ago faced a woman like Fan Mengrou. Nothing more to say.
Fan Mengrou then looked back at him, with no expression on her face: "I'm back."
"It's a lie to say he doesn't mind. Of course Xu Lang hopes that Fan Mengrou will be happy when she sees him. He misses her after not seeing her for a few hours, but looking at her look, he can't see that Fan Mengrou misses him.
Smiling, he felt that he had thought too much. The two of them even had children. Although Fan Mengrou did not agree to get married, she did not object to being with him. As long as he continued to work hard, one day Fan Mengrou would agree: "I'm hungry. ?"
Fan Mengrou shook her head.
¡°Her current state is very different from the first time she was pregnant. At that time, she could eat and sleep, but she felt like she couldn¡¯t eat enough all day long, and would even wake up hungry in the middle of the night to look for something to eat.
But now, although she eats normally, her appetite is obviously not as good as that time, and she doesn't actively complain about hunger. Xu Lang can see that Fan Mengrou is forcing herself to eat now, probably just for the sake of the child in her belly. . (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com