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    I once read an article with pictures. There was a fatter girl in a foreign country and she asked someone to take pictures of her.

    The fatter girl was walking on the street without any abnormal behavior. She was just an ordinary person in ordinary clothes, but she suffered some discrimination and contempt because of her overweight.

    There are always people in the photos who look at her strangely or even mockingly. Those people are really boring!  As if I am so beautiful.

    I have also experienced this. Once when I was crossing the street after buying clothes in a shopping mall, I met a man and a woman who said that I was so fat and could just stay at home. It would be embarrassing to go out on the street!  I won't forget this.

    There was a fat girl who posted pictures and text saying that she never thought about others loving her and that she was living a good life.  Instead of comforting or enlightening the fat girl, some Internet monsters encouraged the fat girl to face life positively and there will always be happiness and hope. Instead, they scolded and insulted her!

    Fat girls just post some real selfies, and they don¡¯t say they are beautiful, they just think they are living a good life!  However, I was scolded by those bad guys with bad mouths, and I felt that those evil spirits were really the powerful companions of gutter oil.

    I admit that I was not very attractive before and had never had a formal relationship, but I have nothing to regret. I am getting older and have taken a dim view of it. I have already fully experienced what I need to experience.

    Now my vast emotions have found their rightful place. They are the three male protagonists of the Star Lotus story. One is the most sacred and noble Yuan Shen who I will immediately turn black if I don¡¯t love him. The other is a rich man with many thoughts.  As for the powerful Jin Huyue, Lin Qisheng, who will no longer tolerate me this time, is not only tough-talking, but also soft-hearted.

    They are all being their truest selves in Xinglian¡¯s story!  None of the three are easy to bully. In fact, I am the same, and I¡¯m not much better!

    There are multiple long and wide private rooms on the second floor of the bar, with an open design without doors, some with red lights, some with blue lights, and some with light gold lights.

    The TV on the wall of the private room is playing white people's dance music, but there are no other programs currently playing. There should be some at some time. The lights in all private rooms are not bright, and some private rooms have entire mirror walls.

    Each private room has a sofa and coffee table, the two larger private rooms also have a wine bar, and there are orange-lit restrooms on both sides of the corridor.

    I am sitting on a single seat on the left side of the corridor. There is a small round table here. There are multiple chairs facing each other in the corridor, with a small round table in the middle.

    I sat down and used my phone in airplane mode for a while without turning on the Internet connection. I just looked at the photos I had taken recently. I took two or three photos of most scenes and kept the ones I selected. This is what I used to use in bars.  A habit of checking time on mobile phone.

    After I turned twenty-six, I went to a multi-story bar similar to this one, a total of twenty or thirty times. I danced on the dance floor there, and most of the time I just wandered around the corridor by myself.

    I usually arrive at the bar early. I have played Saint Seiya mobile card games and pocket replica mobile games on my mobile phone. I have used blue dating software, read fantasy novels I wrote, and browsed the Tianya section.  I have communicated with some people, but it was just a one-sided relationship

    Thinking about it now, was my image in the past so bad?  Basically I come to the bar early when it opens and don¡¯t leave until it closes!  Hang out all night!  It cost a lot of money!  Ha ha!

    I turned on the front camera of my phone and took a look at myself. There was no video, I just used it as a mirror to look at myself and appreciate it carefully. It would be a lie to say that I am not narcissistic.

    In the past, I did not have the excellent youthful and rejuvenated skin that I have now, with no acne and no visible pores.  Especially thick black hair, even if it has just been cut, it is still very dense.

    At that time, it was just ordinary clothes, not the luxurious and exquisite silk shirt with jade buttons as it is now.  Even the mobile phones I use now are top-priced models worth 10,000 yuan. The previous ZTE small-screen mobile phone was given by my mother with phone credit. The Mumada mobile phone was an old model bought at Suning 900 and was given a 100-yuan shopping coupon. Gionee  The mobile phone was bought for 1,500 yuan. Even the Vivo mobile phone, which was only replaced after two and a half years of use, was only bought for 1,650 yuan. They are all cost-effective phones worth 1,000 yuan.

    I showed off a few times my perfect periodontal teeth without any cavities or defects, very healthy, white and shiny teeth. I didn¡¯t show my teeth very much in the past because my periodontal disease was not good and my gums were receding. It is difficult to change this now.  It has been a habit for many years.

    When I used to hang out in nightclubs, I was not as young and noble as I am now. I am not as rich as I am now. After my resurrection, I had a body that was a little overweight but almost perfect.  I am not as arrogant and controlling as I am now, but there were times in the past when I was thinner than I am now, and I also had a few years of pretty good free time

    My mood gradually fell into depression, thenIn the past year, I was confused and wandering, waiting blankly for many years in the past world. Until the end of my life, all I waited for was just a temporary passerby.

    At that time, no one cherished me or missed me, and I didn¡¯t meet anyone who was worthy of me cherishing or cherishing me. Maybe it was because our fate was shallow and I didn¡¯t want to make progress and just muddle along.

    None of them can hold my boundless affection. Sometimes I can only use some of the images I have come into contact with to increase my imagination and accompany myself spiritually.

    Sometimes I fantasize that they will still care about me. There are so many beautiful romantic plots in TV novels, and I really want to enjoy and experience them, so I have watched many TV dramas with this theme in the past.

    I am very greedy and persistent when it comes to love.  It's a pity that for more than ten years, there has been no romance and tenderness that only belongs to me

    Only I can understand that every time the bar closes in the early morning, I walk slowly by myself to take the earliest subway.  That journey was so sad and lonely, with so much loneliness and loss. Most people went in pairs, but no one wanted me, a fat guy, to walk alone.

    Every time I go to the subway from the bar and walk that ten-minute walk, I am extremely eager to suddenly be lucky enough to have a man I can rely on who can love me and give me a home!

    But every time I wait until the stronghold closes, there are not many people willing to pay attention to me. Sometimes there is no one.  I wandered on the dance floor and twirled in the corridors. When I got tired, I went to the private room on the second floor to sit and relax for a while, and drank some ice cubes in the drink to relieve my boredom.

    I lowered my head, thinking about my sadness, and suddenly cried silently. My cry was small, but my tears were very hot.

    I feel very sad for myself in the same scene back then. It¡¯s just that there used to be a lot of people in the bar, and sometimes the corridors were packed. Now there are no customers nearby, only me.

    I sat quietly, listening to the dance music playing around me, holding the mobile phone Lin Qisheng gave me.  (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com
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