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Chapter 1269: It hurts too much, so I left
Jiang Nanyan looked at Chu Xiyou with gradually complicated eyes.
"I am married."
"Then let's get divorced and I'll go talk to Jin An."
"Chu Xiyou, what do you mean? Can you be more serious and stop fooling around." Jiang Nanyan felt that he was unreasonable and acted recklessly all day long.
"No nonsense."
The lights in the shopping mall were very bright. He lowered his head, his broken hair hanging slightly from his forehead, his eyes were bright, and he looked at her with a particularly pious expression: "You asked me not to bother you anymore. I thought about it for a long time. Originally, I plan to just forget it and let you live your current life, but I think this is not good for you."
If he really does what she wants, it will be the greatest harm to her.
Jiang Nanyan said in a sarcastic tone: "What do you think? What qualifications do you have to think that only I know whether my life is good or bad?"
"I know everything."
His abrupt words made her frown in confusion.
what do you know?
Chu Xiyou¡¯s throat tightened when he saw her reaction. It seemed that she had never thought of telling him that.
She must be so disappointed in him that she doesn¡¯t even have the strength to resent him.
He made a swallowing movement with difficulty, his throat getting dry and tight. He looked at her belly and his voice was like a murmur, with deep regret and guilt: "I knowchild."
As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Nanyan's breathing stagnated and his pupils contracted.
Everything around me seemed to have stopped.
She looked at his sad face for a moment, expressionless, her whole body stiffened, and her whole body lost temperature in an instant.
Seeing her like this, Chu Xiyou felt distressed and uneasy. He stretched out his hand to hold her hand: "Nan Yan, I'm sorry."
Jiang Nanyan shook his hand away as if he was electrocuted, turned around and left.
Chu Xiyou hurriedly chased her. He was about to speak, but stopped when he saw the tears on her face.
He stood in front of her helplessly, wanting to hold her in his arms, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, he felt that he was not qualified, so he put it down lonely.
"What do you know?" She sniffed, finally calmed down, and asked in a dumb voice.
The mall was not a good place to talk, so Chu Xiyou took her to the house where the two had lived together, which is where he lives now.
The house was in a mess. In addition, he had gone to the temple before and had not been occupied for several days. There was also a thin layer of dust on the ground.
Pouring a cup of hot water and putting it in front of her, Chu Xiyou sat opposite her, his eyes always falling on her belly.
There, the lives of both of them were born.
Chu Xiyou closed her eyes hard, her mind was pounding, and her heartbeat was throbbing, and she couldn't help but clenched her fists in discomfort.
"I didn't want you to know."
It has been so long that Jiang Nanyan has become numb to this matter, so she spoke first: "It's all over."
"I can't make it." His voice sounded like gravel.
Chu Xiyou looked at her eyes as sinking as dead water, and a sense of panic arose spontaneously. He eagerly grabbed her hand on his knee, and was shocked to realize that her body temperature was so low when he touched it.
In an instant, the string that had been stretched all this time was broken. Chu Xiyou bent down and said humbly with red eyes: "Nan Yan, I beg you, don't bear this matter alone, okay? You all blame me." , it¡¯s my fault, you can scold me, hit me, or even take revenge on me, that¡¯s fine.¡±
In the past, he was just careless, but now Chu Xiyou deeply realizes that he is a scumbag.
He actually let her bear so much pain without any hesitation.
The moment he heard the truth, his whole body collapsed, let alone her.
How desperate she must have been at that time.
Jiang Nanyan smiled, with tears streaming down her crooked eyes: "To take revenge on you? Can he come back?"
To take revenge on him, can the lost baby return to her belly?
"At first, I really hated you and wanted to kill you, but later, I felt that this had nothing to do with you. He was in my belly and it was me who failed to protect him"
Jiang Nanyan witnessed with her own eyes the scene of Chu Xiyou and Hao Youyou in bed. At the beginning, she was completely confused.
She didn¡¯t have a smart brain or a strong emotional intelligence. At that time, she didn¡¯t realize that this was Hao Youyou¡¯s plan. She was heartbroken, sad, andHeartbroken.
The man in front of her disappointed her time and time again. At that time, Jiang Nanyan was really tired.
She didn¡¯t want to continue to get stuck in the quagmire, so she signed up as a volunteer and went to a remote country that didn¡¯t even have a name.
The life was very hard and tiring, but also fulfilling. She was so busy that she barely had time to think about him.
Originally, I planned to go out of her love for his love for him.
However, not long after, a child fell into the water in the middle of winter, completely changing her life.
Jiang Nanyan jumped down to save her, but her abdomen hit a big rock in the river.
The water was so cold that she felt numb.
She didn¡¯t know she was pregnant until the moment she crawled ashore with her last breath while soaking wet, and the villagers nearby pointed at her bloody thigh in panic.
Every time she thought about it after that, her heart felt like a knife piercing her heart.
When the stone hit her belly, the baby must have been in pain. It hurt so much that she didn¡¯t want to stay in her belly anymore.
She didn't even leave any trace of his existence, and he was gone.
Sometimes she would have the illusion that this child really didn't exist, and everything was just a nightmare she had, but the severe pain every time she got her period would remind her that he had been there, and because of her carelessness, he Gone.
She fainted within a few minutes after landing. She had been in the river for too long and had a miscarriage. Fortunately, Jin An was there and she was out of danger.
Only she and Jin An knew about this, and she didn¡¯t even tell her brother or parents.
At first, she would argue in her mind about who was at fault, her or Chu Xiyou.
Later, as time passed, she became too lazy to think about it.
There is no regret in taking medicine.
It¡¯s just that since then, she didn¡¯t want to have anything to do with the man in front of her.
Even if she later found out that he was set up by Hao Youyou, she would not want to continue with him.
The price is too high.
"I already know that you married Jin An to reassure his seriously ill mother. I can pay all his medical bills and his brother's debts. Can you divorce him and let me take care of you?" Chu Xi You stepped forward and squatted humbly beside her, looking up at her expectantly.
"Will you marry me?"
He said without any hesitation: "I will marry you."
"Because of sympathy."
"No." He shook his head, "Because I love you."
He has completely seen his own heart.
The moment he knew she had a miscarriage, he was so overwhelmed with guilt that he couldn't breathe. What he cared about most was not the child, but her without the child. He hated himself for letting her face this alone, and hated himself for being too late. Clear his feelings and hurt her again and again.
She is right, he is far inferior to Jin An. At least Jin An was by her side when she was most sad.
When Jiang Nanyan heard him talking about love, her heart beat fast twice. Then she thought of something, calmed down again, and laughed at herself lonely: "Really? Do you want to marry me, even if I am infertile?"
Chu Xiyou stared at her blankly, unable to believe what he heard.
"I fell into the river before and my body was frostbitten. I will not be able to give birth to children in the future."
There was no ups and downs in her tone, she was extremely calm and completely resigned to her fate. (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com