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It was a song called "Black Bird". Relying on the translator and Shen Yishu's correction, Tosaka Hiromi roughly understood the lyrics, but in fact, I could barely guess what the song was about just by looking at the Chinese characters in the original text. What, dirty feathers, dry tears, weak dreams, and burnt black bodies are full of such words and images, which have nothing to do with happiness in any case.
"How can my scarred body soar into the sky? How can my bloody hands hold on to the light? If I can't soar, I will give up on the sun and fall headfirst into the abyss of dreams. I just want to be someone deeply loved." He Savor these sentences over and over again, trying to explore her inner world when creating through words.
"Euphy-sanwhat were you thinking about when you wrote this song?"
¡°I¡¯m thinking that thoughts that cannot be expressed in words can be conveyed through singing, so I won¡¯t feel ashamed.¡±
"Ashamed?"
"I feel ashamed of the wounds that I wanted to hide but couldn't." Shen Yishu didn't even blink an eyelid, as if he was telling someone else's story, "Can you understand it, Denban-san? People who want to commit suicide are saved. After that, when I opened my eyes, I saw the faces of my parents and friends hugging me and crying. It was the mood that emerged when all the blood in my body rushed to my head because of guilt and shame."
Hiroyuki Tosaka felt that he might understand: "Did the secret be discovered at an inopportune time?"
Shen Yishu said "ah" softly and nodded. She was satisfied with the Japanese reaction: "Yes, this was written when my depression was at its worst. I closed the door and mutilated myself in a corner where no one knew, and enjoyed it." While I was in pain, I pretended that nothing happened, but the things I did would leave traces. After being accidentally discovered by my lover at the time, I turned into a witch who was stripped naked and paraded through the streets. I broke up with me in anger. Knowing that I There's something wrong, and being known to be abnormal, to me are two very different things."
Hiroyuki Tosaka widened his eyes in astonishment, then pursed his lips and fell into silence.
Shen Yishu thought that he was scared by himself - by himself who seemed to be enjoying himself - but anyone who heard this would think that this person was probably a pervert.
"But" He hesitated and started, "Since you can tell me, why can't you accept that the people closest to you know?"
Shen Yishu rolled his eyes, thought for a moment, and slowly organized his sentences: "Probably because he doesn't want to destroy his existing illusions about me. He already understands me very well and has an inherent understanding, so he hopes to maintain this appearance even more. Both good character and learning Yu's child is actually a bosozoku. The beautiful little idol goes in and out of high-end clubs secretly. Once the precious porcelain is broken, there is a risk of cutting his hands and feet. People like Tosaka-san who have known me for a short time, just because they haven't known each other for a long time, If you have time to deepen your impression, even if you show your less euphy side, you won't be too disillusioned, right?"
"But I think it's the other way around Of course I don't mean that I will feel lost!" For fear of her misunderstanding, Hiroyuki Tosaka first made his attitude clear, "Just because we are family members, lovers, and friends, no matter what our true identity is, , everyone should accept it calmly, and be a family member who can be tolerant to the maximum extent, right? The person you love is suffering from illness, and if you don¡¯t care and take care of it, you are not qualified to talk about love. But, euphy-san Be braver."
"Huh?" She raised her eyes in surprise.
¡°Be brave enough to love others and be brave enough to accept love from others.¡±
Shen Yishu was startled for a moment, then smiled and responded: "Okay, I will do it. Thank you Tosaka-san for your suggestion."
"In that case, can we dispense with honorifics between us? Can I call you by your real name?"
"My real name? Of course, but" Is the pronunciation of the three characters Shen Yishu too difficult for Japanese people?
"xusushu-chan? Is that how you pronounce it?"
Hiroyuki Tosaka tried hard to pronounce the pronunciation, but to Shen Yishu's ears, it was very different from Chinese. If shu is directly pronounced with Roman phonetic pronunciation, the sound is roughly between Xiu and Boo. She simply asked her international friends to read it in Japanese: "For Chen-chan, just use Roman phonetic pronunciation."
A person who repeatedly failed in pronunciation refused to admit defeat: "I will practice hard until I can pronounce the standard pronunciation."
Shen Yishu responded with encouragement: "Okay, come on (middle)."
After meeting Hiroyuki Tosaka, Shen Yishu went back to chat with Lan Tangxun again, and her assistant was also there. Both of them only knew about her history of depression, but they didn't know that she had self-harmed just a few months ago. . Lan Tangxun digested the news much faster than Arisukawa Ayano. While comforting Shen Yishu to relax, he also warned her that there is no relationship between the manager and the artist.?? and Wilde's "The Picture of Dorian Gray" as the core concept. The red dancing shoes symbolize people's own greed. As one of the seven deadly sins, they have a beautiful appearance like a devil, tempting people to continue to fall, and eventually being overrun by themselves. Devoured and destroyed by desire. The tempo of the song is very fast, and you must wear high heels. The difficulty of the dance immediately increases exponentially. The choreographer reminds you not to get hurt every day in class. If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me immediately. There will be a next time when you come back. Do your body work. If it collapses, there will be nothing left.
Jiang Seulqi then made an appointment with the doctor to see her legs. The MRI results showed that there was a little knee effusion in her left leg, but it was not too serious. She was given some medicine to activate blood circulation and remove blood clots and she was sent back. Originally, she wanted to ask Shen Yishu to come with her. , but we couldn¡¯t get the time together so we had to give up. Shen Yishu took the time to have a check-up when she was in Japan a while ago. It was all an old and chronic disease like arthritis, and the problem was not serious. But I don't know if it was due to excessive use of her ears during the tour and learning to sing. She had some tinnitus in the past two days. It was just The attack lasted only a short time and I was too lazy to take care of it. I hope there won't be any problems this time around. They seem to have troubles at the end of the year. Please let the last three months go by peacefully.
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As you can see, rbb was eaten by me, and so did the gold cake and um
I don't think these songs are all shit songs. On the contrary, I got into it during the RBB period. The arrangement of Jinbing is very interesting. Well, I'm afraid it's a bit mediocre as a Mao song, but it can't be said to be bad. But I like it but it's useless. , only if Koreans like it
¡° It¡¯s already a parallel world anyway, so it doesn¡¯t matter if the butterfly drops some things. From Shen Yishu¡¯s point of view, she is determined not to leave Japan, which is a little splashy, to pursue beauty.
(sys: If I come back with this song, I will terminate the contract and run away! If I quit, whoever likes it will join!)
p.s. After sorting out the follow-up plot, it seems that the crematorium for chasing my husband can¡¯t be built. I am indeed my biological mother.
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