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The temperature in Seoul continues to rise in July, and the air conditioner in the clinic has been turned on low. The depressed patient lying on the sofa shook unconsciously. When she was half asleep, she felt someone approaching, and then a layer of silky clothing fell gently, and she woke up suddenly - she was covered by the doctor's shirt.
"You're awake." Shen Yishu woke up before he could take back his hand. The doctor was not embarrassed. He straightened up, pulled a swivel chair from the side and sat down. "You seem to be very tired. You came in and sat here and fell asleep." ¡±
"Ah right, a lot of things have happened recently." Shen Yishu was noncommittal and took the shirt off her body. It was made of silk and felt very good. She folded it gently and patiently, making sure that there were no snags before putting it away. Standing aside, I silently complained in my heart, as expected, no matter what profession you are at the top, you will be very profitable.
"Didn't I tell you about my senior? Not long ago, he suddenly returned to Seoul and met with us, and then II knew something."
Although it is still a bit difficult to talk about it, the burden he carries when facing a psychiatrist is always lighter than facing other people. Shen Yishu told the doctor in detail what happened between the day of the reunion and the meeting at the company. Xue Mingzhi said that whether she believed it or not, he did like her very much at the beginning, but he couldn't bear it at that time and would not do anything now. When she saw this, she just wanted to apologize for leaving without saying goodbye, and also tell her his sincere love. sincere. Shen Yishu prides himself on being cold-blooded, but after all, he is an extremely close senior. It is impossible for him to have no fluctuations in his heart towards Xue Mingzhi, but he has no unnecessary thoughts. There is no need to see each other or contact him again in the future. , that¡¯s it for now.
¡°It¡¯s really amazing to be able to break off such a complex emotion for a person like that. How many people just can¡¯t figure it out, and that¡¯s why they end up in so much pain.¡±
Shen Yishu sighed deeply: "Otherwise, what can I do? Pretend not to hear and continue talking and laughing with him? Now that I know, I can't ignore this sincerity. Maybe maybe the senior told me at that time, There is still a possibility that we are at the end of our lives, but five years have passed and everything has changed. I probably have never really understood him, and I am incapable of accepting his nature. In this case, it is better to get a clean break. Maybe we¡¯ll meet.¡±
"Then why are you still worried now?"
"People are not programs. If you let go of your determination, you can erase all memories and emotions with one click." Shen Yishu said, "If you could stop liking it by saying no, there would be no "Growing" and neither would I." I have been struggling and sad for so long.¡±
The doctor looked surprised: "So "Growing" was written about yourself? Didn't you say that the inspiration came from a friend?"
"Yes, it's a story about a friend." He said confidently and without any guilt, "Eupy just wrote it out of Shen Yishu's thoughts."
Ha, it¡¯s really reasonable and convincing.
Doctor: I always feel like her idol filter for euphy was gradually shattered after she came for treatment.
After taking the medicine and coming out, he saw the car parked on the road opposite. Shen Yishu immediately turned around and walked to the other side. No matter what, there were still disobedient bastards, and if they listened, they would not be bastards. She had memorized the license plate number. She used to follow her when she returned to the dormitory after get off work. She thought she was tired of him when he didn't follow her for a while, but she didn't expect him to show up again in the past week or so.
In order to avoid being recognized, she will be fully armed whenever she comes to the clinic. Although this area is relatively quiet, it is still within the city of Seoul, so it doesn¡¯t take much effort to catch her. There is no airtight wall in the world. Shen Yishu never thought that she could hide it completely, but now that she was discovered by the bastard like this, she still felt as angry and humiliated as if she had been stripped naked and paraded in public. Euphy belongs to you, so why don't you just leave a little space for Shen Yishu to be alone?
It is a consensus that two legs are not as good as four wheels. Shen Yishu is just an ordinary person and of course cannot overturn this iron law. He was blocked before he could take a few steps. Two young men, one tall and one short, got out of the car. Shen Yishu took a few steps back to distance herself. She was not in the mood to repeat that she was not euphy and would not be open during the break. If they did anything drastic, then she I immediately ran to the clinic.
"Do you have to ask me to stay at home except for running my schedule?" This tone is really sharp. Don't think that Shen Yishu can still maintain a good demeanor when facing the illegitimate person. She is considered gentle without opening her mouth to curse. .
"euphyII don't mean to make you angry on purpose, I justjust want to know you better"
"Yishu, why are you here? Why don't you tell us, are you really sick?"
"Yes, mild depression, which has turned to the pathological stage. I have received treatment and psychological counseling for three months."??, do you have anything else to ask? "
Shen Yishu smashed the jar and threw the medical records over. Seeing the disbelief and bewilderment on the other person's face, some kind of twisted pleasure suddenly rose in her heart - since she insisted on following me, then Let¡¯s see what the real me is like.
As soon as this idea came up, Shen Yishu felt excited and scared at the same time. She used herself as a means of revenge for her illegitimate life. When did she become such a self-destructive personality? Or is she simply sicker than she thought?
"Don't follow me anymore, or I will let the company handle it." Shen Yishu pretended to be calm, dropped a loud warning and left quickly. She was more worried and afraid about her illness than the illegitimate child, 9 I will be back at the beginning of the month and I have to cheer up.
Seeing Shen Yishu coming back again, the doctor thought she had left something behind. He glanced at the sofa and found that there was nothing. He was about to ask but was stopped by her ringtone.
"Brother, it's me." I don't know why the manager called at this time, but Shen Yishu has decided to confess to him. Since the illegitimate child knows, the company had better make a record, "I'm out there, what's wrong? Something?"
"There is a schedule for you. Yes, I also received the notice at the last minute No, not now, tomorrow, I will go to shoot the MV, j-min's new song, the one who sang the ost for "To the Beautiful You"."
"Okay, I understand. I'll talk about it in detail later. I'll send you my current address. Brother, please come and pick me up. By the way, I have something to tell you."
¡°What¡¯s the matter?¡± the agent asked.
"I have depression." She has never felt that speaking is so difficult. "I have been taking medicine and treatment for more than three months."-
When he learned that the person he was filming the music video with had changed from the singer himself to Shen Yishu, Xu Yinghao¡¯s first reaction was, Oh no, I¡¯m afraid he¡¯ll be beaten to death by her when they meet.
He used his own name to help Xue Mingzhi ask her out. I don¡¯t know how the two people chatted. Xue Mingzhi refused to say, and what happened? Why did they end up in a cold war after everything was fine?
However, I didn¡¯t expect that the cooperation that I mentioned when I was a trainee would actually come true in this MV. The MV for ¡°ready for your love¡± was originally performed by j-min himself, but the senior seemed to have accidentally sprained his foot at home. , the doctor said it was best to rest. The company asked him to star in the music video with the intention of impressing his seniors. Although it may not be a big splash, after all, J-min's treatment at S.M. over the years is not worth mentioning. Now that she can't film, she might as well let the hotly talked about Shen Yishu come to the rescue. RVs have done a lot of things like breastfeeding babies anyway. Rookies have appeared in the music videos of "happiness" and "be natural". , the latter also directly approached Lee Taeyong to feature.
There is no plot in the mv, it is just a couple's daily interactions. Now it is replaced by Shen Yishu, Xu Yinghao always feels a little embarrassed Just think that he is not professional enough, and he has never taken an acting training class.
However, after Zheng Jaehyun learned the news, he happily came to Xu Yinghao and warned him earnestly, Hiong, you must perform well, don't be nervous, and don't let Nu Na think you are not good.
Xu Yinghao: "??? Men can't say no!"
Zheng Jaehyun: "Yes, yes, this is the state, keep it until the shooting is over, listen carefully to what Nu Na said, do you understand?"
Xu Yinghao: how can this kid be mentally retarded if he is so handsome?
When I saw Shen Yishu at the shooting location the next afternoon, she was sleeping on a chair with her head tilted and wearing a mask. Xu Yinghao pointed the camera lens at her and secretly took a picture. Her face in the viewfinder was covered by the mask. Most of it was covered, and there was a bit of black and blue under the eyes, which looked a little haggard, but very real.
Xu Yinghao stared at the camera screen for a while, then put it away. He wanted to go over and wake up Shen Yishu, but she woke up slowly, but her eyes had not yet focused, and she sat there with a blank look on her face.
It¡¯s kind of cute. He couldn't help but smile.
But in fact, Shen Yishu didn't sleep well. She had a serious talk with her agent after he came over yesterday. The agent's guilt and sorrow made her feel so guilty that she couldn't sleep all night, so she had to sleep during the day. Get some sleep wherever you can. He was a very conscientious agent and treated them like a biological uncle. Now she had to let him worry about her mental condition after work. She vaguely regretted confessing.
After learning about Shen Yishu's condition, her agent strongly requested the doctor to conduct a comprehensive examination on her. The condition did not worsen, but it did not improve significantly. Shen Yishu knew in her heart that depression required long-term medication and treatment, but the results were still frustrating. She had worked hard to stay happy in the past few months, so how could there be no glimmer of hope?
How could this be?
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A transitional chapter
Xiangfang, partner in Japanese
The song "rfyl" is really nice, and the MV is also very atmospheric and matches Johnny's temperament very well.
This week I will definitely change my mind and become a new person.
Thank you to the little angels who voted for me or gave me the nutrient solution~
Thank you to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]: