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On the way back, she felt very heavy. She could experience the days when her mother was sick and her father disappeared, but she really couldn't accept the fact that her mother suddenly left her.
She lamented why her fate with them was so shallow.
"Ming Nian, I have an idea." She said.
Si Mingnian said embarrassingly: "We can try."
Jing Xiaojun knew that Si Ming Nian understood her thoughts: "Do you think it can succeed?"
"Xiaojun, do you feel strange? We have been here for almost twelve hours." Si Mingnian said.
Jing Xiaojun remembered what the system had said to her and asked her to come back to say goodbye. Is this true?
She had never been so depressed in her life. She followed Si Mingnian listlessly out of the car and walked into the old street.
She saw a person dodging at the gate of the community, and she said she didn¡¯t have the energy to care.
But that person turned away for a while, then retracted again. The direction of his gaze seemed to be towards him, and his figure was still very familiar.
Jing Xiaojun hesitated, looked at Siming Nian and decided to test it out.
She and Si Mingnian turned around together, as if they were whispering, but in fact they were observing from the corner of their eyes. The other party seemed to be spending time with her, sometimes sticking his head out of the corner to observe her; when she looked at her, he quickly hid.
??Si Mingnian squeezed her hand, meaning not to rush. He looked deeply into Jing Xiaojun's face, paused for only a moment, turned around quickly, and accurately caught the man hiding in the corner retracting his body quickly.
He confirmed that this person was paying attention to Jing Xiaojun.
A thought flashed through Jing Xiaojun¡¯s mind, and he nodded to Siming Nian, and the two of them quickened their pace and walked toward the corner.
The closer he gets, the faster Jing Xiaojun¡¯s heart beats.
After a pause, Si Mingnian held her hand and stopped one meter away from the corner. She looked at it for a while, then raised her legs and moved forward again.
Just as they were about to arrive, the green plants in the corner suddenly shook.
A figure rushed out and ran quickly in the opposite direction to them.
This man¡¯s clothes are shabby, his pants are shiny, and the heels of his shoes have been worn flat, but he runs very fast.
Si Mingnian also jumped out and chased him at a sprint speed of 100 meters. Jing Xiaojun followed behind with his eyes red and tears falling unconsciously.
The more they chased, the faster the opponent ran and soon disappeared from their sight. Over the years, my ability to escape has become quite familiar.
Seeing the slightly staggering figure completely disappearing into the crowd, Jing Xiaojun raised his hand to wipe away the tears that had flowed down his face. His eyes were angry and anxious.
The tree on the sidewalk stretched very deep. Under the tree, Jing Xiaojun raised his pale face with a scarf, his eyes widened and looked towards the other side of the street, with tears streaming down his face.
Si Mingnian looked back at her, his eyes full of heartache. Has Jing Xiaojun ever been so lost?
"Xiaojun, it seems that he is still not mentally prepared."
Jing Xiaojun only felt that his father was too fragile. Even if he can't face failure, even his wife and daughter can't face it. How does he know that they don't want to see him?
No matter how miserable his life is outside, he is still her father. If she had returned to an ordinary and normal family life and had the courage to take on the responsibility of taking care of her wife, maybe my mother would have recovered slowly.
Now that these are all nonsense, she wiped her tears and said to Si Mingnian: "As soon as I came back, I let you see this situation. I suddenly felt like a socialite can't pretend anymore."
Si Mingnian felt a lot more relaxed when he saw that she was still thinking about joking at this time: "When did you pretend to be a socialite? However, it was a bit sudden, so I felt a little at a loss. Do you think you Is your husband useless?"
Jing Xiaojun shook his head, knowing that he wanted to ease his mood, "Let's go back and cook! No matter what happens, we always have to eat!"
Only when you have a full meal can you have the strength to think of ways to solve problems.
She turned around and walked to the vegetable market, and the two of them bought a lot of vegetables. Siming Nian and her were doing housework like ordinary people in this small suite, which didn't have a luxury kitchen or high-end appliances.
Jing Xiaojun didn¡¯t want Si Mingnian to go to the kitchen, but he insisted on it and instead asked Jing Xiaojun to wait for him in the living room.
"I'm afraid you can't find something, so I'm here to accompany you and help you." This sentence is true. Si Mingnian took a look at the kitchen utensils she had placed neatly, and there was even a shelf specifically for pots.
¡°They are all gifts from brands.??Sample? "He unbuttoned his sleeves and asked while handling the prawns.
Jing Xiaojun pulled the shrimp threads with him and did not answer his question: "I remember that my mother liked shrimps the most, especially Thai hot and sour shrimps. When my father was not bankrupt, she often took me to Thai restaurants. eat."
Si Mingnian continued her conversation: "So, do you like Thai food?"
"Well, I like it very much, I like it very much." That was the memory her mother gave her. How could she not like it? She felt sad in her heart, but she tried not to let Si Mingnian know.
¡°Si Mingnian didn¡¯t comfort her deliberately because he didn¡¯t want to embarrass her, and these memories were all good, so why should he break up with her?
¡°I think our mother must be a very gentle and slightly sensitive person.¡±
Jing Xiaojun nodded vigorously: "She speaks very softly, and she is reluctant to scold the nanny at home. She often teaches the nanny how to cook and make desserts. When I was a child, I thought my mother was the queen."
Si Mingnian said: "The queen is not gentle, she is evil!"
Jing Xiaojun was stunned and stared at him for a while, "Why can a bad queen have a happy ending, but a good woman like my mother has to suffer so much?"
Si Mingnian also stared at her, fearing to miss all her emotions, "Xiaojun, I can't explain this question to you. But what you have to understand is that mom is a gentle woman who pursues perfection. In her concept of perfection Unable to bear the change, in other words, the change was endless pain to her. That's why she walked into a blind corner. Rather than saying that she was mentally disordered, it was better to say that she was protecting herself in another way. Because in this way, she did not have to face Changes. Therefore, don¡¯t be too sad. She has been escaping for more than ten years. Maybe she wants to escape completely, so she loses the desire to live. "
Jing Xiaojun understood these words, but couldn't control his emotions. After more than ten years of hard work and hardship, I just want to see my mother return to normal one day. Now that this day will never come true, and even people will be lost, she cannot understand whether such escape is cruel or selfish.
Siming Nian believed that her sudden crying was not caused by seeing her mother today, but by the sadness and grievance accumulated over more than ten years.
She lay in his arms and cried loudly, saying heartbreaking words that she had never said before: "Mom, I hate you, why did you abandon me! Why! You have already abandoned me once, why do you want to abandon me again?" My second time?¡± (Remember this website address: www.hlnovel.com