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Chapter 904 Su Cen¡¯s Diary

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    The reincarnation saint looked at Lan Xiaobu helplessly. This was the first time he saw someone so concerned about someone else's path. If he hadn't known that Lan Xiaobu wanted to use Su Cen to prove the reincarnation path and perfect his Taoist heart, he would have doubted Lan Xiaobu.  Is there something wrong with Xiaobu's head?

    "Okay, but Wuliang is really scary. You must deal with it carefully before taking action." The reincarnation saint sighed and could only agree to Lan Xiaobu's request.  In order for him to attain the sixth level of enlightenment, Lan Xiaobu was no longer afraid. If he pushed back any further, his Taoist heart would be damaged.

    After the reincarnation pot entered the void, its speed became faster and faster.  The reincarnation saint went to prepare for the sixth turn of enlightenment, and Lan Xiaobu also started to check Su Cen's ring.

    Among Su Cen¡¯s rings, there are some changes of clothes, some low-level fairy weapons, and some middle-grade and low-grade fairy crystals.  As for the high-grade immortal crystal, there is not even one.

    Lan Xiaobu sighed. Seeing that Su Cen even kept some magic weapons and spiritual weapons, it showed how difficult her life was.  Su Cen has entered the Immortal King Realm, and he will not be without high-grade Immortal Crystals.  It can only be said that Su Cen is not rich, and all her high-grade immortal crystals should have been used during the Tribulation.

    In the corner of the ring, Lan Xiaobu picked up a pendant.  The pendant is made of diamonds and is in the shape of a heart. It looks like a wing is embedded inside, as if it is about to spread its wings and fly.  This is exactly the Blue Winged Star he left to Su Cen, but he entrusted Luo Caisi to give it to Su Cen.

    The pendant was thrown casually into the corner of the ring, and the thread was torn off. It can be seen that Su Cen tore the pendant off hastily and threw it into the ring before he died.

    Lan Xiaobu held this blue-winged star, feeling a sense of sadness in his heart.

    After half a day, Lan Xiaobu carefully put the blue-winged star into a jade box and sent it into his own world.

    There are very few things in Su Cen's ring. Even the materials and fairy grass are of the lowest quality.

    Lan Xiaobu felt a little depressed, and he knew exactly why this happened.  The techniques Su Cen practiced were not very good, or in other words, before he practiced the Immortal Dao, the techniques he practiced must have been commonplace.  The reason why she can cultivate to the level of Immortal King is probably because of her strong qualifications.

    Because the skills he cultivates are average, his combat effectiveness will definitely not be too strong.  So Su Cen knew very well how cruel the monastic world was.  So she had been hiding in a place with few people, so she didn't get many good things from her.

    After another long silence, Lan Xiaobu took out a wooden box from Su Cen's ring.

    This is actually made from Xianxun wood. This is probably the most valuable wooden box among Su Cen¡¯s rings.  Xianxun wood is an eighth-level fairy material. Unexpectedly, Su Cen used it to refine a wooden box.

    Lan Xiaobu opened the wooden box, and what puzzled him was that there was only a diary in the wooden box.

    Lan Xiaobu took out the diary, and he immediately sensed Su Cen's aura. It could be seen that Su Cen often took out this diary to write down something.

    To be honest, this is the first time Lan Xiaobu has seen someone who has cultivated to the Immortal King Realm and still uses a diary to record things.  Not to mention the Immortal King, even a monk in the Earthly Immortal Realm can hold countless things in the sea of ??consciousness and will not be easily forgotten.  Where is the use of a diary?

    The diary was opened by Lan Xiaobu, and the first page was actually stained with spots. It was obvious at a glance that they were tear stains.

    When I opened it again, there were still tears, but a lot of words had been written down.

    July 21, 2061, sunny.  I don¡¯t know how long it¡¯s been since I wrote a diary, but I can¡¯t find anyone to talk to.  I entered the realm of refining gods. The sect master and the people in the sect were very happy, but deep down in my heart there was no joy at all, only endless sadness.

    I restored my memory, and I know what the name Lan Xiaobu means to me. He is my husband, the only person who still cares about whether I am alive or whether my life is good.

    I saw myself lying on the hospital bed again, the rickety figure who went out day and night to do surgery to save me.  He is only in his thirties, and even though he has white hair, he is already old

    I finally understood what Xiaobu meant when he finally sent me a message, "I can't accompany you in this life, you have to be good".

    The picture in my memory became clearer and clearer. I saw myself walking out of the protective wall. I didn¡¯t want to implicate Xiao Bu. I said sorry to him and I had to leave first.  But I saw him going crazy, and his eyes that made me heartbroken and desperate.  I knew at this moment that I was wrong.  He lives for me. I stepped out of the protective wall not to help him, but to fill his heart with despair.

    Sorry, I just wanted to say sorry, I have caused you too much.

    ¡°His shadow is all in front of my eyes.

    ¡°I said to him, ¡®If there is an afterlife, don¡¯t marry me again.  Be selfish like me and find someone who loves you??

    But he said, Cen Cen, if you are no longer here, can I still live alone?  Without you, I no longer know why I live.  If there is an afterlife, I will marry you even more.  Because there is no one to take care of you, I will worry.

    I hate that I am selfish, I hate that I am heartless.  I actually wanted him to finish his life in peace because his Dantian was broken.

    When I was seriously ill in my last life, he stayed by my side day and night. The moment I left the protective fence, his desperate eyes were clearly in front of me. He was worried about me.  When his Dantian was shattered in this life, I was sighing that this would be the end of his life.  I am also worried about me, I am worried about being implicated by him.

    I was thinking about how sad he felt when I rejected him.  When I pushed the Blue Winged Star to him, he felt so lost inside.  I thought I had torn his heart to pieces.  How could he, a man with a broken Dantian, survive?

    ¡°If I could turn back time, I would rather be with him in that ward in the last days, in that dark room, waiting for him to come back tired every day, just to spend a little more time with him.

    If I could go back in time, I would rather not practice cultivation or become the first genius disciple of the Xinyuan Sect. I would rather accompany him to slowly walk through the rest of his days with his broken Dantian.

    If I could go back in time, I would never marry him because of escaping. I would marry him openly.  I want to tell Xiao Bu that in fact, the moment I climbed out of the protective wall, I already knew that I fell in love with him.

    I hate God. Since I was reborn, why did my memory have to be restored after refining God?  If I can't refine my soul, will it mean that all my memories from my previous life can't be restored?

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    October 7th, rainy.  The weather in the south is almost always drizzle. Maybe it's the same as me, my heart has never been dry.

    I searched almost every corner of the south, but couldn't find any news about Xiao Bu.  I will not give up, even if I open every inch of the earth, I will still find him.

    December 3, light snow.

    I don¡¯t know where in the north this is. When I found this place, it was snowing.  But no matter how heavy the snow is, I still have to find Xiaobu.  Then he looked at him and asked, "You said that if there was an afterlife, would you marry me? Does that still count?"

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    Lan Xiaobu¡¯s hands were shaking a little, and he felt that he had done something wrong.  He always thought that Su Cen had never really fallen in love with him, so when he returned to Earth, he just wanted to prove his own truth.

    When he thought he had a clear understanding of his own path, the reality was that he had missed a lot, and some things were not truly understood.  He only represented his own thoughts, or what Su Cen thought about him before he died in the previous life. He did not consider Su Cen's thoughts when he died, which was unfair to Su Cen.

    A lot of content was recorded in the middle, but what was recorded was the place Su Cen was looking for.  Every time Su Cen went to a place, he would simply write down some things. Sometimes he would recall the time when he and he were trying to survive in the apocalyptic dark room.

    Lan Xiaobu read all the way and found that every page recorded every detail of Su Cen's search for him.  From the south to the north, from the desert to the sea, from the jungle to the mountains

    I have been looking for the diary for twenty years until January 11, 2081.

    "I found Cui Yi, Eddie's disciple. He told me that Xiaobu was already very strong and had left the earth. I don't blame him, I know I hurt him too deeply. I told my disciple Qing  Ting, I have to leave the earth too. Even if I fall into the void, I will still find Xiaobu. I must ask him this question, and I will not regret it at all. Because I know that I am not here to repay my kindness.  I simply want to marry him."

    Lan Xiaobu's eyes were a little red. He had met Su Cen's disciple Mu Qingting on Earth, and he even saved Mu Qingting.  He also learned from Mu Qingting that Su Cen had left the earth.

    If he hadn¡¯t seen this diary before, he would have even thought that Su Cen was looking for him to repay his kindness.

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    "I think it must be September. I am in the void and can no longer sense the time of the earth. I have been wandering in the void for more than half a year. I was swept away by a void whirlpool and almost died in it. Well  After I got through it.¡±

    "I discovered a huge meteorite. I entered the meteorite and saw a skeleton here. There was a space ring in the skeleton's hand."

    "Today I was almost hit by a meteorite again. If I hadn't found a good spaceship in the ring, I would have definitely died in the void"

    There is no time in the later diary. It should be that Su Cen is in the void and cannot sense the change of time.  Although there were only a few sentences in each line, Lan Xiaobu was frightened when he read it.  I don't know how many times, Su Cen had narrowly escaped death.  This shows how difficult it is for her to be alive and even reach the Great Qin Immortal Realm through cultivation.

    "I'm really lucky that I actually met people from the Shenken Cultivation World in the void, and then followed them to the Shenken Cultivation World. I finally don't have to wander in the void."

    "I heard that the Lei Jian Sect was looking for disciples, so I decided to try my luck. Maybe I could enter a sect."

    (That¡¯s it for today¡¯s update, good night, friends!)

    If you like Abandoned Universe, please collect it: Abandoned Universe is updated the fastest.  (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com)Perception of time changes.  Although there were only a few sentences in each line, Lan Xiaobu was frightened when he read it.  I don't know how many times, Su Cen had narrowly escaped death.  This shows how difficult it is for her to be alive and even reach the Great Qin Immortal Realm through cultivation.

    "I'm really lucky that I actually met people from the Shenken Cultivation World in the void, and then followed them to the Shenken Cultivation World. I finally don't have to wander in the void."

    "I heard that the Lei Jian Sect was looking for disciples, so I decided to try my luck. Maybe I could enter a sect."

    (That¡¯s it for today¡¯s update, good night, friends!)

    If you like Abandoned Universe, please collect it: Abandoned Universe is updated the fastest.  (Remember the website address: www.hlnovel.com
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