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    Putting his hands down silently, Zhang Xiaoqiang took a deep breath. All along, he was at a loss, not knowing what he really wanted. His achievements were all pushed by external forces step by step. In fact, he has always been  It is a passive acceptance, and he never thought of taking the initiative to fight for anything. Many times he set various goals for himself. In fact, those goals are not what he really wants. He has always been looking for a hiding place where he can be safe and secure.  Have a few children steadily and live a peaceful life. Unfortunately, in the last days, he can't find a place to hide, and there is no peaceful life for him. Too many battles have come to him whether he is willing or not.  Whether he likes it or not, his hands are always stained with all kinds of blood.

    But at this moment, when he wanted to hug his son, he felt a strong sense of guilt. Even if he washed himself from head to toe, he couldn't wash away the strong smell of blood from his hands. His son's eyes were so pure  , the skin was so delicate and clean that he dared not touch it, for fear of tarnishing the most holy thing in his heart.

    Suddenly, an extremely strong desire flashed in his heart, and there was an impulse that made him want to vent loudly. He never wanted to see this baby with the purest eyes follow his old path, take away one life after another, and go through cruel tortures again and again.  Fighting, while enjoying the victory, he also has to endure the pain of the wound. He does not want his son to become a so-called hero leader. He only wants his son to spend his life in peace, have his own children, and enjoy the sunshine freely  , I have my own interests, and I can find one or several girls who have experienced a marriage or several broken loves.

    He just wants his child to be an ordinary person, who doesn't need to worry about life, doesn't need to kill for survival, and doesn't need to bear the expectations of millions of people for responsibility, but how easy is it to do?  This world is the world of zombies, the world of mutant beasts, and even the world of the new era, except that it is not Zhang Xiaoqiang's world. I don't know how many life and death killings are waiting for him, and I don't know how many years it will take to let his children  See that peacetime day?

    "Let all the sins end with me, let me bear all the killings, and you will be responsible for the healthy growth, and spread the branches and leaves for our old Zhang family"

    Zhang Xiaoqiang stared at the little baby who was bored and biting his toes, and suddenly made an oath in his heart that he would end all wars and all enemies in his lifetime, whether it was zombies or mutant beasts, whether it was New Era or  All other forces must be destroyed before his son grows up. No matter how many billions of zombies are killed, no matter how many humans are killed, and no matter how many subordinates are killed because of this, he will bear all the sins and kill with the knife in his hand.  Create a real peace and prosperity.

    "Why don't you hug him, he's been looking at you, smiling at you, he likes you"

    Mu Peipei's weak voice came from beside her. Her voice had a peculiar rhythm, like a girl's morning reading, exuding a quiet and peaceful atmosphere, which made Zhang Xiaoqiang feel a kind of tranquility from the depths of his heart.  Seeing that the gorgeous and unparalleled Mu Peipei was gazing at her child with her most touching eyes, her slender and delicate fingers slowly slid across her son's flimsy face, a little proud and a little doting.

    "From now on, his name will be called Zhang Ping, so that he can live in peace for the rest of his life, so that he doesn't have to struggle with life and death all day long like us"

    Zhang Xiaoqiang's words were very cold, as plain as boiled water. When Mu Peipei heard Zhang Xiaoqiang's voice, his loving expression changed slightly, and he turned to look at Zhang Xiaoqiang and said:

    "Aren't you used to it? Looking at this child makes me feel old?"

    Zhang Xiaoqiang let out a long sigh, stretched out his hand to touch Mu Peipei's smooth and tender face, looked into her eyes and said:

    "The child will belong to you in the future. I owe you a favor. I know you don't like me. You will feel disgusted when you are with me. I will not force you to be with me. As long as you don't go to another man, I can  never touch you"

    Zhang Xiaoqiang was at fault for Mu Peipei's compensatory psychology. He believed that Mu Peipei hated him wishfully, and when he retreated to the gathering place to vent to Mu Peipei, it was only because of her beauty.  There is no relationship, and no family relationship. Their only bond is the child in front of them. With this child, Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly discovered the true meaning of life, so he is willing to meet any requirements and expectations of Mu Peipei.

    "What do you mean when you say this? You were not there when the child was born, and when you came back, we sat in the conference room for a meeting. The child and I waited for you for a long time from the moment you entered the base, and finally waited for you.  Here, you don't want to hug him, and you said these strange things, what do you think of our mother and son? If you don't want him, I can take him away, so that you can't see him for the rest of your life "

    The loving and peaceful Mu Peipei disappeared.?The arrogant and stubborn Mu Peipei with a distinct personality came back and knocked off Zhang Xiaoqiang's big hand. The scolding made Zhang Xiaoqiang feel a little bitter. He didn't know how to explain it, and he didn't know how to communicate with Mu Peipei. He saw that  For the sake of the child, Mu Peipei has always been accommodating to him, and even let go of all the face, but he can't express his so-called difficulties. He is afraid that Mu Peipei will not agree that his child can only be an ordinary person forever, an ordinary person  The fate of the children is sad, they will never be able to fully control their own destiny, but the burden of being a master is too heavy, he does not want his children to follow his old path.

    Angry and somewhat stalemate, Zhang Xiaoqiang's difficulties became perfunctory in Mu Peipei's heart, and even thought that Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't like her son because of his own reasons, thinking that once born, this sweet smiling baby would not be able to get Zhang Xiaoqiang's father.  Love made her heart fluctuate so rapidly that it almost exploded. She seemed to be back when she was a child. Her father could ignore her because of work. When her father finally retired and was not so busy, she thought of easing the relationship between father and daughter.  There is no love anymore, only hate.  She also doesn't want her child to go her own way, she wants to give him a completed home, a complete family relationship, even if she has to pay her dignity and grievances, but Zhang Xiaoqiang actually said these words, making her heart freeze instantly  while also being irritated.

    Seeing the anger in Mu Peipei's eyes, Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly realized that if he couldn't speak to Mu Peipei, maybe after today, he would never be able to see his son again. Mu Peipei seemed to be irritated at this moment  For her own child, she will go crazy and attack everything that threatens her child, including him.

    "Pepe"

    Zhang Xiaoqiang yelled out a nickname for her, but it was not enough to extinguish Mu Peipei's anger, and then put his hands on Mu Peipei's shoulders, but Mu Peipei couldn't break free, so he stared at Zhang Xiaoqiang and gritted his teeth, if Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't say something  When the third came out, she would definitely not follow her. She didn't want her child to be treated like a collateral descendant in ancient times, so she wanted to fight for the title of eldest son for her son.

    Zhang Xiaoqiang pulled the chair and sat beside Mu Peipei, looked at his child with her and said:

    "After the end of the world, I don't know how many times I have experienced life and death. Many times I believe that I will die. I will not see the sun the next day. If I am not lucky, I can always find a chance. You will not see it either  Just like this time, in order to come back to watch the birth of my son, I was seriously injured at least three times. I killed many people and zombies, and encountered many powerful enemies. I dare not think how many times I will face in the future.  In this battle, one's luck cannot be so good forever. If you are not careful, maybe I will not be there that day. This kind of life is not what I want, but I can't run, I can't hide, I ran, escaped,  What about the people who follow me? What about you?

    I'm afraid you won't believe it. In fact, I really don't want to be a leader or a leader. I just want to live with you in peace. However, the whole world is dangerous unless we hide on the moon.  Living in this world, we have to face all kinds of dangers and battles. Do you want your son to be like me in the future?  "

    Zhang Xiaoqiang's heart-to-heart words touched Mu Peipei's heart slightly. Her previous words finally forced Zhang Xiaoqiang's heart out. Anyway, Mu Peipei is also the mother of his child.  Without father's love, why would he think that children have no mother's love?  Mu Peipei didn't say anything, just stared blankly at Hao'er, Zhang Xiaoqiang was by her side, and when the child woke up from sleep, the two of them immediately became busy, Mu Peipei instructed Zhang Xiaoqiang to take the diapers and hot water towels  , dealing with the child¡¯s wet urine by himself, under Zhang Xiaoqiang¡¯s scrambling, finally dealt with the child¡¯s bedwetting problem, looking at the child who was drinking milk, Zhang Xiaoqiang wiped off the hot sweat on his head, suddenly, he looked up and stared at the child in front of him.  Breastfeeding woman.

    Mu Peipei did not avoid Zhang Xiaoqiang, and calmly pulled up the front of her clothes to breastfeed the child. When she realized that Zhang Xiaoqiang was staring at her, she couldn't help giving Zhang Xiaoqiang a blank look. Who knew that Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't look at her chest at all, but said seriously:

    "Thank you very much. If you don't raise a child, you don't know the kindness of your parents. I have never fulfilled my father's responsibility. You are alone in the work. I will do whatever you ask me in the future"

    "He is also my son. If I don't feel sorry for my son, who will feel sorry for him?" (Remember the website address of this website: www.hlnovel.com
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