"Goodbye, goodbye!" In early winter, the Northern Railway Station was bustling with activity. Military vehicles covered with dark green camouflage nets brought batches of retired soldiers here. Years, the hometown that I think about day and night.
The train sending soldiers was full of retired soldiers and comrades who came to see them off. Wrapped in a heavy military overcoat, I suppressed the sadness of parting in this cold winter, waved to the comrades who saw me off, and carried With a small bag, I squeezed onto the train bound for my hometown in the south.
I have been a special soldier for 5 years, and served as the squad leader for 3 consecutive years. I have won many honors such as personal third-class merit twice, and once was named the Jingwu model of the whole army. I had the opportunity to be promoted in the army. During the military training of college students, because a girl secretly wrote a love letter to me, I was "soaked" and even recited a punishment. Didn't fall in love with her, why do you want me to bear the responsibility for all this?
On the eve of the veteran's retirement, the head of the battalion and company talked to me many times, hoping that I would continue to stay in the team, saying that there are few soldiers with comprehensive skills like me, and there will be opportunities to be promoted in the future, so I should seriously consider it. To be honest, I have been in the army for so many years, and I can endure blood, sweat, hardship and tiredness, but what I can¡¯t bear is that the army denied all my credit because a girl wrote me a love letter. I didn't take the persuasion of the battalion and company head seriously at all, and said on the spot: "I want to retire, no one says it's useless." I was originally angry, but if the army forced me to stay, I would have no choice. The army has trained me for so many years. But there is no joke in the army, and in the end I was included in the list of veterans.
It is true that blessings come without pairs, and misfortunes never come singly. What's more unfortunate is that I couldn't get a job in the army, and I didn't have a part in the veterans' double selection meeting. At that time, some local public security special police and aviation security departments came to our army to recruit veterans. When we were performing military performances, I He was spotted by several leaders of the SWAT team.
Since the leaders of the army hadn't talked to me at that time, and didn't ask me to ask questions, they thought that a soldier like me who was very good in all aspects and had won many awards made great contributions to the construction of the army. I will not be allowed to retire from the army, and I will continue to stay in the army to realize my dream of being an officer. You choose, they are all good" I was wronged again and again like this, and finally I was thrown into the ocean of society, and no one cared about it.
Now, I have just retired from the army. I have nothing but a good kung fu in the army. I am very depressed and unwilling. I originally agreed with my parents at home that I would not retire this year and would stay in the army, but now that I have retired, how do I explain this to my family and how do the elders in my hometown treat me? Until now, I have not called to tell my family members. I pressed the number of family members several times, and stopped several times, not knowing what to say.
I am from the countryside, what can I do when I return home from the army? Before joining the army, I thought that I would do a good job in the army, and then I would be rewarded for my meritorious service, and I would become an officer in the future. I didn¡¯t expect that the dream that was about to come true would be shattered by a love letter. How could I feel so bad? It's really not as good as man's calculation!
I'm about to go home, will a hand used to holding a gun be used to holding a hoe? That's impossible; when I go to the city to find a job, it doesn't matter to me, I don't have a diploma, and I don't have skills, so what can I use to compete with others? This is the question I have been thinking about on the train back home, but I have not found the answer. If I use allegory to describe my future life path, it should be called "From Henan to Hunan¡ªdifficult and difficult!"
There was a lot of noise in the carriage, and the retired comrades were either playing cards or drinking and chatting like herding sheep. The whole carriage was filled with the smell of tobacco, alcohol and noise, and none of them had the image of soldiers in the army in the past. I didn't want to play with them in the car, and walked out of the car I was in alone, and found that except for the four cars occupied by veterans, there were ordinary people sitting in the other cars. After walking more than a dozen carriages, maybe I forgot to take off the big red flower on my chest that said "honorably discharged from the army". Every time I passed by, I found that the eyes of the passengers kept looking at me. Free, so he returned to the car he was in, and then simply took off the red flower on his chest and threw it out of the window. The red flower hovered in the air for a while reluctantly, and then fell into the grass with the inertia of the train. There is no shadow, it was worn by my comrades in the veterans' farewell ceremony
The train didn't know how long it took, and I spent the day half asleep and half awake in a daze. At this time, it was already late at night, and the bustle of the day was gone in the carriage. Although several comrades were still playing cards and chatting, they were obviously much quieter.
The train is flying forward, clicking, clickingRunning, like a tireless wild horse running through the night I looked out the window through the glass, the dark night enveloped the surrounding fields, and I couldn't see anything outside except the occasional flash of light, so I simply lay down On the bed, I started a date with Duke Zhou
"Get up, get up, get ready for exercise!" I woke up on time at 5:30 in the morning. I thought I was in the barracks in a trance, and I habitually called my comrades to get up and prepare for exercise. Many retired comrades heard my call After the sound, they also got up quickly and put on their clothes. When they found something was wrong, some couldn't help laughing, and some yelled at me: "What are you talking about? Do you think you are in the army?? We are already ordinary people. It's gone!!" After being reminded by my comrades in arms, I woke up in an instant. I felt very embarrassed, so I had to apologize to my comrades in arms.
Everyone complained for a while, and then calmed down again, only the sound of the train's wheels still rubbing against the rails, which could be heard far, far away in the faint morning light
The retired soldiers on the car are all from our group army, and some from my special operations group, but they are not in the same company as me, nor are they from my hometown. We are not very familiar with them. They are just training or Saw them at a military show. On this train, although we took the same train, some of them had to get off halfway, and some had to transfer several times before returning to their hometown. Like me, after the train arrives in our provincial capital city, I have to get off and transfer
After a two-day and one-night trip, the train finally entered the provincial capital city of my hometown - Nanfang City. Nanfang City is still 6 hours away from our county seat by bus. After arriving at the county seat, I have to transfer another bus to reach my home.
When I walked out of the train station, it was already 6 o'clock in the evening. The weather in Nanfang City in winter seemed very warm. When I got off the train, I held the coat I had taken off long ago in one hand and a luggage bag in the other. When I arrived at the gate of the station, I waved Asked for a taxi. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com