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    I sat quietly on the swing in the mountain at the back of Liangchen Palace, just now when everyone gathered together for a meal.

    Now here, it really feels like home.

    By my side, there are friends who can speak their minds.

    The person I love is by my side.

    And my close relative, she will always be with me.

    Everything is just right now.

    I slowly swing on the swing, but my memories go back to the long, long time ago.

    At that time, when I was still in Xiangfu, I was sitting on a swing, and Hongyue pushed me gently behind me.

    At that time, the spring breeze was warm, and the air was full of the warmth of spring.

    I was swinging quietly on the swing, and my mood now is much different from before.

    In the past, every time I thought about those things that happened in the Wei Kingdom, I always thought about those scenes when I was in Xiangfu, I always thought about those people from the past, and I always thought about those people I would never see again.  Every time I think of them, my heart will be filled with infinite sadness and sadness.

    Every time I think of them, I feel very sad.

    I will be sad because we will never meet again.

    I will be sad because those people used to mean so much to me.

    I will be sad, because at that time I feel that I am not as good as I used to be, and now I have many friends from the past by my side. At that time, I would feel that the memories are always beautiful and beautiful.  The memories I can't get back make me sad.

    At that time, I will be sad because those memories can never go back to the past.

    However, now that I'm stuck in those memories again, it's as if the whole world has quieted down, as if my mind has become much calmer and calmer, and it seems that I will never feel extremely sad and sad because of those memories that I can't go back.  Sad, it seems that it will never be so sad again.

    It's probably good to be like this now.

    The life I look forward to is not to be sad about anything, just not to be sad about anything.

    But, why do I feel so lost in my heart now, why do I feel so empty in my heart now, as if I have lost something, but I can't seem to figure out what I have lost.

    Now, my heart is too peaceful, so peaceful that I feel a little scared myself.

    Mingxuan, he will leave the palace in a while.

    What should I do

    Why my heart is so empty

    Suddenly there was a burst of force behind me pushing me, and the young man behind him spoke softly, "Yi'er, why are you here alone?"

    "Huh?" I turned my head and saw the young handsome figure behind me.

    I smiled lightly and said, "I just finished eating, and I have nothing to do, so I just wanted to go out for a walk. Why do you want to come to Houshan?"

    Xu Zhishi replied softly, "Just now I thought you had returned to my room, but I didn't find you when I went back, so I asked, the palace people said you came to the back mountain, so I came to look for you.  "

    I tilted my head, looked into his eyes, and said in a low voice, "A'nan, Mingxuan said that he's leaving here soon, he's leaving."

    He wasn't surprised when he heard it, he was just stunned, he didn't seem to think that I would tell him about it, "Well"

    I asked in a low voice, "Anan, did he tell you that he is leaving."

    He lowered his eyes and replied lightly, "I never knew."

    He suddenly asked again, "Yi'er, what do you think?"

    I was in a trance, and replied in a low voice, "Me? What do I want What can I think? Anan, what do you mean by this sentence?"

    He lowered his eyes, like a child who has done something wrong, and whispered, "I I don't have any other meaning, I just want to ask what you think Is there any place you want to go.  "

    What did he mean by what he said.

    Where is there any place I want to go, I am married to you now, and now I have become the empress of Cangran.

    Where else am I going, where else am I going, why did he ask me this question.

    Anan, where do I want to go Don't you really feel how painful it is for you to ask this question, where can I go?

    I frowned slightly, and said in a low voice, "You shouldn't ask me this question What I should do now is not related to my job.Responsibility, shouldn't I stay here well? Shouldn't I stay beside you well? Where can I go?  "

    He hurriedly explained, "If you have a place you want to go, just tell me. It's not that you can't go to other places when you become the queen. As long as you have a place you want to go, you can tell me completely.  Me, you can go wherever you want, wherever you want."

    Are you pushing me step by step to other places by saying such words?

    If you say this, are you pushing me step by step to the place where you can beautify yourself

    Do you want to let me leave you

    With a sore heart, I quietly grabbed the corner of my clothes and said, "A'nan, do you want me to leave?"

    He explained, "I didn't mean thatYi'er, what I mean is that there is no safe place in this palace. If you have a better choice, or if you really want to go somewhere, you really don't have to  There are too many considerations. You can rest assured, there is still me here."

    I lowered my eyes and whispered, "But I always feel that you mean that you want me to leave."

    He was stunned for a moment, then whispered, "Yi'er, I really never meant that. I just want you to choose a life that is more suitable for you, or that you want to live. I just hope that you can live a life that is more suitable for you.  Live the life you want, and you can get all the things you want."

    I looked straight into his eyes and said, "But the place I want to go, the life I want to live, don't you know until now?"

    But he still asked, "Where do you want to go? What kind of life do you want to live?"

    Anan, have you never understood me?

    Has it been so long, have you never understood my thoughts?

    Could it be that after so long, you have never understood me.  Haven't you ever understood how I feel about you?

    Anan, isn't the place I want to go to the place where you are?

    Wherever you are, I want to go there, and the life I want to live is a life with you.

    No matter whether life is sweet or bitter, or what it tastes like, as long as you are here, that is what I want to live, and that is the life I always want to live.

    Everything is just because of you.

    But, why can you never understand

    Why do you never understand my heart never understand all this

    Anan, I really don't want to tell you some things I don't know how I should say them.

    I really hope that you can understand me.

    I hope you can understand my heart and everything I want.

    But all of this is too difficult

    You never understood me, and I don't know how to tell you.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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