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Chapter 122 Bitterness

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    Jiang Yixing, why do you say that.

    I asked again suspiciously, "Mingxuan, why?"

    Why is this happening?

    There was a forced smile on his face, "Yi'er, I hope you feel better in your heart."

    I frowned and asked softly, "Mingxuan, you don't want me to think about him, you don't want me to look at him like that, you don't want me to, I always have him in my heart, right?"

    Jiang Yixing slowly put the jug on the ground, and picked up a peach blossom that fell on the ground.

    After a long time, he opened his mouth softly, "Yi'er, I don't want you to miss him in your heart, because I like you, and I also hope that one day, you will have a place for me in your heart. But Yi'er, compared to  These, I hope, you can be happy."

    I lowered my face and said in a low voice, "Mingxuan, I'm not worthy of you. You should know that I always think of him in my heart, but that day, I saw him leading the pale soldiers  , invaded the Kingdom of Wei. I was so scared, so scared, so scared, I didn¡¯t dare to like him anymore, I didn¡¯t dare to look at him carefully. But in my heart, I always think of him, I have no choice, I have no choice  .¡±

    "Yi'er" He suddenly lowered his voice, why did it happen.

    I whispered, "Mingxuan, I lost my temper."

    He sat quietly beside the peach blossom tree, slices of peach blossoms fell on his hair, and his face seemed to be integrated with this fairyland.

    "Yi'er, I understand you. You are so good, such a beautiful girl, you deserve all the things you like, Yi'er, in fact, you can be brave. That way, you won't suffer so much in the future  , you won't be so sad. Yi'er, in this way, you won't be so sad"

    Jiang Yixing's voice became lower and lower, and his expression was full of sadness.

    "Mingxuan?"

    What's wrong with you?

    He looked at me closely, and said in a low voice, "Yi'er, I hope you can be happy forever."

    I don't expect this, I just want to live in peace and stability, no longer experience these terrible storms, no longer experience these terrible things, no longer experience the pain of relatives and friends leaving me.

    I am very depressed.

    I don't want to lose these anymore.

    I don't want to lose any of my current friends, I just want to spend these days in peace and stability.

    "Mingxuan, I can't do that."

    I can't, I can't do what I want, I still have the blood of Wei Guo.

    My relatives, my friends, they all left me forever because of these pale people.

    Jiang Yixing said in a quiet voice, "Yi'er, his identity is the Cang Ran King of Nanjia. In fact, there are many, many things, all for different countries and with different responsibilities. Just like you, you treat the people of Wei Kingdom  , To the friends of Wei Kingdom, like that. He has Cang Ran in his heart, and he also hopes that Cang Ran will get better and better. Yi'er, you should understand."

    I should understand.

    How do I understand?

    I have no strength.  "Mingxuan, stop talking."

    I want to escape, I don't want to face it all.

    Why did he make me like this again.

    He sighed softly, "Why? Yi'er, don't deceive yourself."

    "How could I deceive myself?"

    I don't.

    I have nothing.

    Jiang Yixing said softly, "Yi'er, don't you dare to face all this?"

    I murmured in a low voice, "I dare not face it, I dare not face it."

    "Yi'er, he and you just have different standpoints, don't be sad."

    He is from Cang Ran, and he is the Cang Ran King of Nanjia.

    He and I just have different positions.

    "Yi'er, in fact, you and him can be together."

    No, no, it is not possible for me and him.

    I shook my head to myself, Jiang Yixing, why did you say that.

    Why?

    I drank the peach blossom wine in my hand, and the corners of my eyes unconsciously shed tears.

    I am so sad, in my heart, suddenly so sad.

    There is a bitter feeling when the wine enters the throat.

    Why is this wine not sweet?

    I miss the feeling of it just now, and the sweet taste when I drink it.

     My cheeks were slightly flushed, and suddenly, an impulse came to my heart.

    I want to find him.

    I want to find the Cang Ran King Nanjia, and my beloved Xu Zhishi.

    Where am I now?

    I am in a ten-mile peach forest, why is there no other season here.

    Why.

    Why is this happening.

    Jiang Yixing, why are you doing this?

    I seem to close my eyes.

    I dreamed of a piece of blood, and immediately, I seemed to be unable to think of anything.

    Did I, did I pass out drunk in the ten-mile peach grove?

    I closed my eyes and kept mumbling.

    I can't tell what I'm talking about.

    All I know is that this sweet peach blossom wine can also make me feel intoxicated.

    I seem to be lying here, asleep.

    Before my eyes, the figure of my father seemed to appear again.

    He was teaching me how to practice calligraphy, and I was watching him from the sidelines. My father's temples were getting paler now.

    I was rubbing the ink gently on the side, and I was crying on the side.

    My father often said to me when he was waving his brush, "Yi'er, you should grind the ink carefully. I am not used to using the ink grinded by others."

    But father, now I can no longer study ink for you.

    Father, I miss you so much.

    And my brother, my brother loves me the most.

    That day, my brother gently held my face, and he told me, "He is a pale man."

    Brother, he once warned me that Xu Zhishi is a pale man, a pale man that I cannot touch.

    But why am I still like this, without hesitation, unable to forget him.

    Why?

    Why me, why didn't I listen to him carefully at the beginning.

    Why do I love him so persistently.

    Why?

    I seem to have seen my mother again.

    Mother, I haven't seen you for a long time.

    Quite a few years, right?

    She was quietly walking towards me, and I seemed to be about to touch her in the next moment.

    But the next moment, her figure dissipated like smoke.

    Why is this happening.

    Mother, why did you leave me again.

    Don't go, okay?

    I want to follow my mother's footsteps, but I can't do anything. I can't see her anymore.

    Mother, I miss you so much.

    How long have I not seen you.

    I really really miss you.

    Am I, I will never see you again.

    At this moment, am I dreaming again.

    Mother, am I, I can only meet in my dreams.

    Mother, now, I have come to a peach grove, there are many magical things here, in short, everything here is very good.

    It's just that I don't have a father, nor a brother.

    I am so sad.

    Why is this happening.

    "Yi'er? Yi'er?"

    I seemed to hear Jiang Yixing's soft call, he was pushing my body, he was calling me softly.

    He is waking me up.

    No, I don't want to wake up.

    Why, why did you wake me up.

    Just now in a dream, I saw my mother.

    But at that moment, there was nothing, I couldn't find her, I couldn't see her anymore.

    I am so sad.

    Don't call me, I don't want to wake up, let me lie under the peach blossom tree, quietly, quietly, okay?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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