"Oh, that means you first became someone else's husband and abandoned him?"
Zhang Lan joked with a smile. She is indeed a majestic person, so majestic that anything, including emotions, can be used as a sunny joke.
"I can't tell. In short, even if we can't be together, there's no way we don't like it."
Qin Wanfan took a sip of his wine. On a rare occasion, he ordered a small bottle of Erguotou. It was produced in the city where Bai Jianjia lived. The mood is related to her, so I want to have a deeper relationship.
"Can I drink it?"
Qin Wafan raised his wine glass and asked Zhang Lan.
"If you don't pour it for me, I can't drink it."
Zhang Lan pouted and said.
"Hey, I'm sorry, it's true, hey, what Bai Yu said is true, whenever I think of someone, I met someone when I was in college, I just look lost, don't be surprised."
Qin Wanfan explained embarrassingly. But because of this explanation, Zhang Lan was even more curious about what kind of person he was so deeply in love with.
"Come on, finish this glass of wine first."
Zhang Lan raised the three-dollar cup that Qin Wafan had just filled for her and said boldly.
"Don't, don't, don't, just do whatever you want."
Qin Wanfan didn't say that he was allergic to alcohol.
"Then tell me, where is she now and what is she doing? What's your situation?"
Zhang Lan didn't ask gossip, but looked like a elder sister.
"It's nothing, I just liked it at the beginning, but people thought it was inappropriate, and I still like it, but she has already pursued her dream in the capital thousands of miles away."
Qin Wafan is really not a master of storytelling, no matter how touching the story is, it will be dry in a few words from his mouth.
"Is she in the capital? Beijing?"
Zhang Lan was surprised.
"Um."
Qin Wanfan answered honestly.
"Then why didn't you chase after him?"
Zhang Lan is a person who insists that Qingshan will not let go when she has identified herself. She can't understand that a person Qin Wanfan likes so much can let her go regardless, and then stay in Qinfang City to marry and have children. A perfect life for all beings.
"Or, it is also possible that the happiness you yearn for is the mediocrity now? Maybe this is the reason why the two of you can't finally achieve the right result?"
Zhang Lan is really too smart. So smart that even Qin Wanfan had to look at her with admiration - if she was a man, maybe she could catch up with Bai Jianjia?
"Maybe."
Qin Wafan was ambiguous again.
"Is the life you really want now?"
Zhang Lan asked again.
"The current life," Qin Wanfan pondered for a moment, said, "It's not that I don't want it. But it's perfect, of course it's not. It can be considered happiness."
Qin Wafan thought of Zhao Hong's face which was reasonable at one moment, and turned at him furiously at the other, and thought of the two sweet children, who were noisy and annoying at one moment, and sweet and silly at the other, which made him very happy. Isn't life like this?
He remembered that Bai Jianjia had told him that life was like a gorgeous robe covered with lice. He remembered that just after admiring Jian Jia, you are so talented and explained life so thoroughly, Jian Jia on the other end of the phone giggled and told him that this was Zhang Ailing's famous quote, and he was immediately embarrassed.
"Sometimes we can't speak to each other."
An involuntary smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth.
"I'm sorry you're still so happy?"
Seeing the smile on the corner of Qin Wafan's mouth, Zhang Lan was also infected so that a trace of sweetness oozes out of his heart.
"We once exchanged some things in life. She said that life is a gorgeous robe covered with lice. I don't understand it. She explained it to me. I said that the description was too correct and praised her. You are so talented, who would have thought that this was said by a female writer named Zhang Ailing, sohehe."
Qin Wanfan still told the stalk that made him so embarrassed that he wanted to hang up the phone. But, when he said it, his mind was filled with Bai Jianjia's laughter at that time. She didn't laugh at him, she was just amused by him.
Zhang Lan also laughed. Such a small detail can make a man remember it so clearly, with endless aftertaste and endless pondering, what kind of affection is this?
"Since you like it so much, why didn't you chase after it?"
"People have to have dreams, but they can't live in fantasy. She and I are actually very rational, and? have their own reality. "
Qin Wafan said such a philosophical sentence that even he himself didn't know how philosophical it was, which made Zhang Lan look at him with admiration again.
If she saw his action in the cooperation and negotiation before, then when talking to him about his father, she saw his love for life and his adherence to principles. At this time, he let her see Yes, his affection and reason.
"Do you regret it?"
Zhang Lan asked with a smile.
"In my dictionary, there is no word "regret". After making a choice, I just moved forward and struggled endlessly. What is the difference between that and you women!"
Qin Wanfan drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.
"Oh! What do you mean? Is the one you like a tangled person? Do I look like a tangled person?"
Zhang Lan retorted.
"neither."
"Then does your face hurt?"
"ha?"
Qin Wanfan didn't react.
"You are slapping yourself in the face."
"oh!"
Qin Wafan laughed.
"Then you still like him so much?"
"I don't want to, I can't control it! You think you like driving, start it if you want to start it, brake it if you want to brake!"
"But you still brake successfully every time, right?"
Zhang Lan asked meaningfully.
"That's right."
Qin Wanfan understood what she said.
"So, it's better to drive, it depends on how you want to drive."
"What I'm saying is that I'm not as brave as her. Therefore, I can only leave a place in my heart for her in my little days. Of course, it's also for my own emotions."
"Well, does your wife's family know?"
"Of course I don't know!"
Qin Wanfan replied loudly.
"Then don't you think you are selfish?" Zhang Lan said mercilessly: "While enjoying the happy life given by your wife, you are in a spiritual love with dissatisfaction in your heart. The blessing of contemporary Qi people!"
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Qin Wanfan's face was full of embarrassment, and his face was so flushed that even his forehead was red.
"However, what you said, maybe, from your point of view, I am selfish. But from my point of view, I probably don't think so completely."
"Oh? The positions of men and women are always different. I'm very interested to hear it."
Zhang Lan looked all ears. She found that she really hadn't seriously settled down to understand the views of men and women in the relationship between men and women based on the difference between men and women. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com