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Chapter 59 Letters

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    When Pei's mother gradually calmed down, He Zhimian opened the mailbox on the mac and gave Pei Jing an email that Pei Jing had prepared earlier to read.

    Mother Pei leaned on the sofa and began to read quietly.  But the letter read:

    Dear Mother:

    When you read this letter, I am already fighting on the front line of Jiangcheng Hospital.  I know, maybe you will be shocked and angry with me when you find out about it.  But please calm down and allow me to say a few words from my heart.

    There used to be a period of time when I hated my father very much.  I blame him for neglecting our little family, and for failing to fulfill the responsibilities of a husband and a father.

    But when my father really died in the ground, I realized how much I missed him.  I cry, and my father can't perceive it anymore.  I called, but he couldn't answer me.  Mother, I know, why isn't your heart more sad than mine?

    Speaking of it, I am also an unfilial daughter.  After his father passed away, the time to go home became less and less.  Every year on the anniversary of my father's death, you also worship on my behalf.  You always said that your father was used to being frugal all his life, and he should be environmentally friendly even for worship.  The so-called setting up soup and burning paper money is not what he wants to see.

    I vaguely recalled that day long ago, when I came out of the funeral home, I accompanied you to the cemetery to bury my father's ashes.  Together we picked a lot of dewy flowers by the lake, and then weaved them into a big wreath and hung them on my father's tombstone.

    The sight of the empty shadows of the spring mountains, the green grass and trees, and the colorful appearance is really inadvertently admiring.  Holding the tombstone with my hand, I felt so sad that I didn't know that I was still alive.

    But I dare not cry loudly, for fear that you will be even more sad when you see it.  You are always a forbearing person, even if you want to cry, you are always in a place where I can't see at night.

    I can no longer repay my father's kindness in nurturing in this life.  And I owe you too much, and I can't always be by your side, which makes me very sad.

    This trip to Jiangcheng is actually a very difficult choice for me.  I don¡¯t know why, but for a moment, what came to my mind was a sentence my father said to me when I was a child, ¡°Family and country, loyalty and filial piety, you can¡¯t have both.¡±

    After many years, I finally understand this deeply.

    These days at the front line, I can barely sleep.  Even if I fell into a light sleep, I always dreamed that when we were young, our father called us to eat sugar water in the yard, and then chatted with each other about the daily life.

    At that time, whenever my father saw us, there would be a smile on his face.  But I can no longer drink the bowl of sugar water handed out by my father.

    I don't know in my heart that my father has always missed us, and he has all the feelings of ordinary parents.  It's just that he has experienced too much, and he knows how to restrain his state of mind.

    That day my father said that he was going to Guangcheng to help the front line of SARS. When I opened the door and entered the room, I clearly saw you lying on the head of the bed with tears in the corners of your eyes.

    ? You never shed tears easily in front of others, perhaps because of concern or worry, the so-called scene of sleeping soundly in the house is just an excuse.  I think you must be unwilling to watch him leave home again without knowing the return date, right?

    I have seen too many patients, seen too many sorrows and joys in the world, and recalling the past days, it makes me miss it very much.  Sometimes when the pressure is extremely high, I can't wait to lie on the wall and cry happily.  But I can't, and I shouldn't be so cowardly!

    My father is my role model. His beliefs and ideas are what I should follow in my life.

    But selfishly speaking, ordinary elders just want to enjoy some leisurely blessings in their old age.  And mother, you didn't enjoy my feedback at all.

    Now I didn't even say goodbye, and went to Jiangcheng without telling you.  Leaving you alone in Hangzhou, thinking and looking forward to it, whenever I think about it, I feel like a knife is twisting my heart.

    Finally, mother, I know your temper, and my heart must be in great pain at this moment.  But this pain is nothing more than adding a trace of worry on the brow.  Lele always said: "Grandma looks the best when she smiles."

    The days in Jiangcheng are relatively busy, but please don't worry.  I will definitely ensure that I come back safely. I know that this is the spirit that keeps my father alive, and what comforts you.

    Mother, maybe I never told you.  But today I want to tell you loudly, I love you!  !

    Unfilial Daughter: Pei Jing (remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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