Jian Xiu froze, apparently not expecting her to ask this question suddenly.
"Xiao Jin, I"
Fang Jianjin pressed his lips again, and then said softly: "It's okay if you can't, just tell me the reason when you want to say it."
After finishing speaking, she was about to get up and get out of the way.
Jian Xiu grabbed her arm, met her eyes, and said, "It's not impossible, maybe, we can try."
"Try?"
Fang Jianjin was actually a little puzzled, why would he try this kind of thing?
Normal people with nearsightedness can only see clearly after taking off their glasses, but she clearly remembers that when Jian Xiu lost his glasses several times, he was very flustered, which was completely different from his usual calmness.
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"Why are you afraid of losing your glasses?"
Since he said to try, since they are boyfriend and girlfriend, she simply asked directly.
Jian Xiu lowered his eyes slightly, took a deep breath, and then replied: "That day, when I came back from the funeral home, the intersection of Qingyun Road happened to be under construction. I was in a daze at the time, and I couldn't see anything clearly. I just felt that the tires should be covered with stones. Or something protruding tripped over it, and the glasses flew out with inertia. When I tried to get the glasses back and put them on again, a truck ran a red light and ran straight over. "
Fang Jianjin's heart tightened, and then he was a little impressed.
Qingyun Road? truck?
"Is it a big red truck, the white sedan you drive?" Her voice tightened.
That was the news a few months ago. Although it was a social news column that did not belong to her job scope, as a journalist, she would naturally pay attention to it.
At that time, the most heated discussion among netizens was not that the truck hit the car, but that this incident happened in the early morning of Qingyun Road.
Qingyun Road is the main road leading to the funeral parlor, and according to statistics, the number of accidents such as scratches and collisions on Qingyun Road every year is high, and everyone even joked that it was the king of hell who ordered his life.
And when the big truck hit the car, it was still in the early morning, and the truck driver ran a red light and hit it inexplicably.
"Yes, that was the time, my leg that's it." Jian Xiu lowered his eyes, covering the gloomy look in his eyes.
That's all.
These mediocre words deprived him of the right to walk, run, and jump freely, and at the same time, imposed endless pain and torture on him.
And what happened to him at that time, he just came out of the funeral home, which means that he just lost his parents!
Why is God so cruel to him!
Thinking of what happened to him, she couldn't help gripping the sheets under her hands.
"I'm sorry, Jane Xiu, I"
"I should have told you a long time ago, but I haven't thought about how to speak. Many times I wondered, if my glasses hadn't fallen off at that time, would I have been able to respond in time to reduce the damage? Or I also wondered if it was because I was too unfilial and never spent good time with my parents, so this is God's punishment for me."
After such a long time, he seems to be telling someone else's story, his tone is calm and unwavering, and his expression is the same as before, but why Fang Jianjin can hear a strong sense of powerlessness and self-blame in this straightforward narration.
"No, it's not your fault." She quickly denied it.
"Really?" He laughed twice, obviously confirming his answer.
For any person, if he loses his parents in one day, and then loses his legs, he will probably have a mental breakdown.
Obviously, Jianxiu once collapsed, and now, she is still affected by the emotion of collapse.
"No, Jianxiu, this is just an accident. Your parents love you so much, they will definitely not let God treat you like that. This is just an accident. Don't think too much, don't think too much." She couldn't help stretching out her hand Holding his face in his hands, he preached earnestly.
She shouldn't have brought up this topic, it was undoubtedly exposing his scars!
But he smiled, "I'm fine, let's have a try."
He also knows that this may be a wild idea, but the previous scenes, like a shadow, shrouded his heart and lingered, but now that he has her, he must step out more actively, so that he can have peace and happiness. her qualifications.
Seeing that he still chooses to try, Fang Jianjin can't help but be impressed by his bravery compared to his helplessness and anxiety after losing his glasses.Moved by courage and determination.
She had a sore nose, and then replied: "Okay."
Then, under her gaze, he looked straight at her, and slowly removed his glasses.
She could notice that when the lens was moved away, his brows were habitually frowned, and his eyes were also narrowed. After refocusing and seeing her in front of him clearly, his panic for a moment was put away.
Without the obstruction of the cold lens, his beautiful eyes were fully revealed.
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"I'm here, don't be nervous, we are at home, very safe." Fang Jianjin said hastily.
Because as time went by, the frequency of his blinking became faster, not only that, but the expression on his face also became tense.
Obviously, he couldn't take it anymore.
"Jane Xiu, look at me, I'm here." She reiterated again.
But obviously, "losing glasses" is a kind of mental illness, and it will not make him realize "safety" immediately because they are in a safe environment now, so he will no longer be nervous.
Seeing that cold sweat had begun to break out on his forehead, and at the same time his face became pale, and his body became tense, Fang Jianjin immediately became tense.
"Jianxiu? Jianxiu, can you hear me?" she asked quickly.
Jian Xiu was already breathing heavily.
His hands were tightly holding the glasses, and the veins on the back of his hands were bulging, as if he was in a battle between heaven and man, whether he should put on the glasses again.
Normally, he would have been looking for his glasses a long time ago.
But at this moment, he was holding his glasses tightly, unwilling to put them on.
He is insisting on her.
But when Fang saw that Jin would not let him suffer, she immediately held his hand, and then said: "Let's not try, let's go to sleep, shall we?"
If it doesn't work, she will equip him with a few more pairs of glasses chains and glasses in the future, and keep them ready for him at any time, so that he will never have to worry about the problem of glasses being lost or broken.
She really didn't want him to suffer.
Finally, she took the glasses from him and helped him put them back on.
She could feel his struggle, persistence and giving up the moment she took the glasses from his hand.
So after putting on the glasses again, he chose to close his eyes, and said evasively: "I want to sleep."
He hated his cowardice and powerlessness.
Seeing his appearance, Fang Jianjin was very sad, but she didn't say anything, but said: "Then let's sleep."
Afterwards, she took off his glasses for him again, and then turned off the small desk lamp next to him.
The world returned to darkness, but he did not dare to open his eyes.
On the side, Fang Jianjin hugged him gently, and then said: "Jian Xiu, this is the first time the two of us sleep together in the same bed. Good night, my Doctor Jian."
At that moment, his heartstrings trembled slightly. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com