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    Maybe it¡¯s really that I care too much about other people¡¯s eyes, and I started to avoid my own heart from that day on.  I never dare to tell others what I love, what I like, what I want to do.  I don't have that kind of courage, the kind of courage to face the truest self.  I secretly hid my dreams in the deepest corner of my heart, but when I saw the novels that were regarded as masterpieces.  I would have that feeling, if I persisted back then, would there be a place for me now, people always like to dream, always like to have some unrealistic dreams.

    My second novel wasn't offered a contract, and in doing so, my self-doubt deepened that I didn't get the recognition I craved.  At that time, I really wanted to give up everything. I put all the novels together. Every book I wrote in these years, I read it carefully that night.

    What I got was a result that made me feel scared. I found that those books were really bad, really bad. At that time, I wanted to delete all my past manuscripts for the first time.  But in the end I still stopped there, I was reluctant, reluctant to lose those memories of the past.  Reluctant to give up everything I had, I sealed all those things in a folder and never clicked on it again.

    In the end, I chose to give up my dream. Although it was very painful at that moment, the greatest humiliation it brought me naturally disappeared as it was hidden.  In those two years, I never mentioned the matter of wanting some novels again, although sometimes I would feel a little bit excited, and sometimes I would quietly conceive an idea unconsciously.

    However, subconsciously, this matter has quietly had nothing to do with my life. Three years later, when I stepped into college life, I thought I would never contact Crazy Chen, but I saw him on the first day I entered college.  He was standing in front of the university I attended. As a representative of outstanding graduates, we all saw each other at that moment. Madman Chen seemed to have come out of the grief of losing his father.

    He was wearing a neat suit, walking gracefully, his eyes were sharp and calm, and he looked like a successful person, which made me, who knew his past, couldn't help laughing.  I was standing in the queue, listening to his calm and magnetic voice, talking about the manuscript that was not written by him.  That day after he finished speaking, he waited silently, until all of us dispersed, and he quietly ran to my side.

    I stretched out my hand and hugged him tightly, my eyes were full of excitement, I looked at each other but didn't speak, neither he nor I are very good at this kind of scene.  After a long silence, the two of them burst out laughing.  He was still the same as he used to be. When he got off the podium, the two buttons on his shirt were immediately unbuttoned, and he scolded in extreme discomfort: "Grandma, I'm really not used to wearing this thing! No matter how many years I wear it  I'm not even used to it!"

    I thumped his chest hard and cursed with a smile: "Sure enough, the person in the clothes looks like a human, and three sentences will reveal your true nature, right? Let me guess, you didn't write that manuscript yourself."  Right? You can¡¯t write this stuff!¡±

    Crazy Chen threw his arms around my neck, and cursed in the same way: "Your grandma's, can't you believe I wrote it? Is it possible that I'm so unliterary in your heart?"

    I glanced at him contemptuously, and spat lightly and said, "Hehe, if you could write this stuff, you wouldn't be here to talk to me a long time ago, but then again, you who haven't graduated from junior high school, how can you become a  You have become an honorary alumnus, it seems that you have been doing well in the past two years, brother!"

    "There's more to say about this matter. Come out with me. I'll treat you. Let's have a drink!" As he spoke, Madman Chen dragged me out of the campus regardless of whether I agreed or not.  It's a fairly clean restaurant, and the two of us sat down separately.  Crazy Chen ordered a few dishes we used to order and ordered a few bottles of wine before he raised his head and told me the reason why he came here.

    "You think I'm willing to come. My old man probably donated a lot of money to this school before he left. I don't remember the exact number. But the honorary alumni of this school were posted late. When we arrived at my house, my old man had already  Leaving, originally, this school is my old man's alma mater, I was invited, and I came here as soon as I thought about it. But your kid has studied well in the past two years, and you have come to a first-class university?" Crazy Chen chose  He raised his eyebrows and said with a smile.

    I scratched my head and boasted pretendingly: "Then don't you look at who I am. If I want to study, who can stop me? Let me tell you, I made a hundred wrong answers on purpose this time."  Come to the points, or else it wasn't me, Tsinghua University and Peking University would definitely not be a problem!"

    "You boy, I haven't seen you for a few years, and I can't see other skills. This bragging skill is getting stronger and stronger.??Can we have a nice talk?  "Of course Crazy Chen didn't believe what I said, he gave me a hard look, opened the beer and poured it for both of us.

    Crazy Chen seemed to have thought of something suddenly, and asked cautiously: "How are our brothers doing now?"

    When he said this, my eyes couldn't help dimming. He seemed to understand something. Just as he was about to speak, I heard my voice slowly say: "The old white gangster is not bad. He is in a small family.  As a manager in the company, he found a teacher, bought a house, gave birth to a son, and was considered a happy well-off family. That shameless old Wu finally used his father's door to retake the college entrance examination.  I had a teacher in elementary school, and I was a single dog. I heard that I was chasing a math teacher recently, and I didn¡¯t give a damn. Xiao Mo is very good, and now he has established a small company, which can earn a million or so a year.  Also a single dog."

    Crazy Chen finally heaved a sigh of relief after listening to my words, but the name he wanted to hear didn't reveal anything in my mouth. Crazy Chen raised his head and looked at me seriously, and asked with difficulty: "Little  Where is Seven and the boss?"

    Have you finally asked?  I secretly thought that when Madman Chen asked, my hands trembled unnaturally twice, and the wine spilled on the table.  He lowered his head stubbornly, not wanting to answer Madman Chen's question, because the result of this question was too bloody!

    "I'm asking you something, little bastard, tell me, what happened to Xiao Qi and the boss? How is it?" Crazy Chen was in a hurry. He hadn't been so scared for a long time. Ever since his father left,  He thought that no matter what happened in the future, he wouldn't be able to disturb his heart anymore, but now such an unspoken piece of news made him feel so frightened and terrified!  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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