"No, no, Master, I didn't mean to blame you, I just saidI" Jiang Xuan stammered and explained.
Ren Zitong shook his head and said with a smile: "It's okay, you can continue."
"Then there is no more. The company has become even busier this month. I seldom contact her this month. I don't know why I broke up with me today. Master, why is it so difficult to guess a woman's mind? Isn¡¯t it for her to do all this? Why can¡¯t she understand me! Seven years of relationship, she let go as soon as she said to let go, and she didn¡¯t want me if she said she didn¡¯t want me, Master, what should I do!¡± Jiang Xuan Complain, do not understand, do not understand.
"How many times have you contacted her this month?" Ren Zitong asked with some doubts.
"Five times? No, no, three times, no, it's not right." Jiang Xuan hurriedly took out his mobile phone from his pocket, clicked on his familiar avatar, and saw the greeting with only a few words on it, Jiang Xuan suddenly I'm speechless.
"Jiang Xuan, I have to say that you are really a dead straight man! Your girlfriend doesn't understand you like this? Seven years of relationship, how about yourself, tell me what you have paid? Isn't it because of you that you work every day? Yourself? It's been seven years, and you haven't even given anyone a title, and you haven't even given the most important responsibility as a man, so why do you say that people don't understand you?" Ren Zitong said in a reprimanded tone.
"Master, why even you" Jiang Xuan looked at his master in disbelief.
"What about me? Even me hit you, right? Jiang Xuan, I don't think you are so stupid in your daily life. There is no real straight man in this world, but your girlfriend I care about you too much, I spoil you too much, ask yourself, do you love her or work more, let me put it another way, can you give up your current job for her? Jiang Xuan! Go back and think about it Think about you!" Ren Zitong almost shouted at Jiang Xuan, he really couldn't understand what his apprentice was thinking, a woman has done this for you, and you still feel wronged? !
Ren Zitong looked at Jiang Xuan's distraught back, wishing to go up and kick him a few times to wake him up, but he felt that this stupid apprentice had no intention of waking up at all!
You Ling, who was thousands of miles away, looked at his mobile phone that had been completely turned off. It had been half an hour, and he never called himself again. He just made a few tentative calls, and there was no more! You Ling looked at the blurred self on the screen, and laughed at himself: "Jiang Xuan, is this where I am in your heart? It turns out that I am so unimportant. Sure enough, they are right, you don't want me anymore! "
The fewer and fewer calls in the past year made You Ling start to feel upset. She didn't know what Jiang Xuan was doing far away, and she didn't know if there was anyone beside him? The girl's already sensitive and fragile heart set off a turbulent sea. The girlfriends around her gave her such a bad idea, and she had no choice but to follow through. The moment You Ling said that sentence, she regretted it. Unexpectedly, in exchange for a few harmless lies and a few phone calls from the other side, it was impossible for her to answer when she was so angry.
But after she calmed down, she began to carefully guard her mobile phone, waiting for the familiar number to dial again, but Jiang Xuan made him completely desperate, one hour, two hours, three hours, especially Ling stayed on watch until the early morning of the next day, and the phone never rang again.
"Jiang Xuan, you were obviously not like this before, you are not like this, you have always held me in the palm of your hand, you will make me happy when I am sad, and you will be by my side when I am sick, You call me and send me WeChat every day. After you make me angry, you will ask me to forgive me one after another. Jiang Xuan, when did you become what you are now, Jiang Xuan, you are still my Jiang Xuan Hyun? Or do you have another treasure!" You Ling murmured, countless thoughts appeared in her mind crazily, and those scenes were all scenes of Jiang Xuan betraying herself, it was so terrifying, it made her completely fell into the abyss.
Looking at the familiar portrait, You Ling's heart was ashamed, and finally reached out to the portrait that made him feel excited, happy, and sad, and completely deleted everything about him in his life! After You Ling deleted everything related to him, she was so tired that she couldn't hold on any longer, she fell on the bed and fell into a coma
Jiang Xuan walked aimlessly on the street, and subconsciously returned to his home according to his familiar route, curled up in his sofa, and looked at the chat records between him and You Ling bit by bit, the chat records of this year It took him almost ten minutes to see everything before he suddenly realized that he had been ignoring You Ling for a whole year without knowing it.
"NoPossibly, impossible, I definitely cleared the chat history myself, how could it be so little! How can it be! "Jiang Xuan was still comforting herself, but became more and more flustered. It turned out that time had already explained everything between them. From the first arrival three years ago to the constant calls every day, the number of calls began to decrease a little bit with time. Decrease, decrease continuously, until today it has become a few greetings, he has already neglected the person he has always loved!
"It turns out that I lost you myself, You Ling!" Jiang Xuan let out a mournful cry in the middle of the night. But it didn't work, he didn't know it was just a test for You Ling, he didn't know, he didn't know how to fall in love a long time ago, because You Ling was too sensible, so sensible that he became a relationship of useless people.
He didn't know what to do with himself, he only knew to be drunk at home bottle after bottle of wine like an idiot. He usually drinks very little, but he didn't know why he couldn't get drunk today. He was angry , He was annoyed, he slammed the bottle in his hand against the wall, the fragments of the bottle were scattered all over the floor, one of them scratched his cheek, and blood flowed down his cheek, but he didn't seem to feel it at all. By the same token, alcohol had completely paralyzed his nerves.
He picked up the phone like a lunatic, but put it down again. He didn't know how to ask You Ling on the other end of the phone to forgive him. He found that there were no past love words in his vocabulary, except the pale sorry and my love There is no other language besides you.
The day-to-day work has made him lose his life and his original purpose. The rest is just that he is constantly deceiving himself, but today You Ling tore off his mask of fighting for his girlfriend with his own hands. , tearing up his hypocritical cheeks, and completely exposing the truest him in his life, he suddenly realized that he had nothing but work! Without family affection, without love, without everything in a normal person's life, he lost his way, lost in his work and could never turn back
Jiang Xuan laughed and threw the phone on the ground, clasped her face tightly with both hands, but the tears dripped out along the fingers, mixed with the blood on the cheeks, and fell on the floor, But he didn't know what to do, he curled up on the sofa like a defeated dog who lost everything, licking his wound alone, secretly sad, pitiful and hateful! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com