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In fact, sometimes I am very afraid of lies, and not everyone likes to feel the feeling of being deceived. If possible, I would also like to have this qualification. Because I am Ning Yige, I don't need it. Perhaps this morbid hypocrisy should be corrected.
If he wants to hate, so be it. Twisted melons are not sweet, that's true. I believe that some eternal things that cannot be fulfilled end up as complaints, after all, it is your own experience, don't think about what you have lost. Instead, think about what you got.
It was a handsome young man, there was always hope in his eyes, and he would always tell her: "Gege, we will succeed." Ning Yige also wanted to believe this. The reality told her over and over again, fool, wake up, the person you love is no longer here.
Ning Yige, remember everything today, don't blame me for being cruel to you. Don't let me see you again, otherwise, you will know the consequences. That's what Xu Xuan'er said when he left. Every sentence was so firm and hard. Every sentence was like a sheep slaughtering knife, cutting her heart one by one.
Perhaps, it is not wise to give up liking someone.
Everyone has someone they like. Maybe, the way of liking is really humble, maybe, from the beginning to the end, no one is willing to quit, but inexplicably, two people will not be together. This is emotional fragility.
Ning Yige remembered, always remembered. He is not good, she is not good, neither deserves to be cared and hugged.
Ning Yige chased him out.
"Zhishang! Wait for me, okay?"
When Jiang Zhishang heard Ning Yige call her, she stopped. Stop in the midst of the hustle and bustle.
Summer is coming to an end, the heat should not belong to you.
She walked over in embarrassment.
"Is Xu Xuan'er angry?" Jiang Zhishang suddenly smiled, although Ning Yige didn't know whether the smile was genuine or fake.
I don't know why, Jiang Zhishang smiled, and all the grievances of Ning Yige disappeared immediately.
"Zhishang, do youdo you think I'm good? I meanmeans"
"Hello, you are fine everywhere." After Jiang Zhishang finished speaking, he gently hugged Ning Yige. "We don't understand other people's world, and we don't need to understand our own world. Don't think too much, and don't beg to find someone to accompany you. Live how you feel at ease and happy."
She smiled again.
Ning Yige rarely saw Jiang Zhishang like this. In her eyes, Jiang Zhishang can only have one expression when he is cold, and only one accent when speaking. Ning Yige also smiled.
Showing off is not a kind of possession, Ning Yige no longer has anything but herself. However, life is not worth showing off. Because everyone around her is alive and well.
"Do you know? Jiang Zhishang. In fact, I am very curious about you, because I always feel that you have many stories. These stories are sad and happy, and they bury your past. Right? Actually, I am not What a good person, those who follow me will be unlucky, so there is only one person by my side to accompany me."
"Gege, you're okay, because you still have someone to accompany you. And I'm probably fine, because I don't need anyone to accompany you."
"So, tell me about you? Why did you become the way you are today? We're friends, right?"
Friend, that's right too. But there are some things that can only be buried in my heart forever.
"I will tell you when I have a chance. Also, Gege, I would like to advise you not to approach Xu Xuan'er again. What you don't know is that he is a dangerous person. If you can, leave this place, leave This place is full of your memories."
Always have some love to be fearless. There must always be some family affection for squandering and hurting. There are many people who have no relatives. However, she, Ning Yige, is a lucky person, because she still has time to rest.
"Jiang Zhishang, can I ask you something?"
"You tell me."
"Zhishang, it will be my birthday in two days. Did you know? On my 18th birthday, there are very few people who will accompany me to celebrate my birthday. One is Xu Xuan'er, and the other is Fang Xiu. I hope, you You can also spend a birthday with me."
"Well, there is no problem. I think I can still do this. You need to have fun in life to be happy! Is it the day after tomorrow?"
I heard that those who have never thought of a retreat for themselves will eventually have time for themselves to regret one day.
(This sentence is sent to myself again. Please forgive me, even if I know this is not good. It can be regarded as making up words, but also?Yes. In fact, I have been in Calvin for the past few days, and I don¡¯t want to do this, but I have to go through it. Well, I try to speak as little as possible. )
What is youth? I have experienced pain, I have experienced happiness, I love what I can't love in the future, and I will even be tired of dealing with it. It is indeed a good thing to love tossing now. No matter what kind of pain you will experience during this process, but fortunately, you still have the energy to toss. In the future, no one will have such enthusiasm and can only miss the time, so that they will not feel that what they are experiencing now is what they hate.
"Yes. At my house. But, can I ask for one thing? Maybe, you won't say yes."
"Say it, I'll do my best."
"Can can I let Xu Xuaner come? You know, he won't listen to me anymore, he can only listen to what you say. Okay?"
"Not good! Ning Yige! Why don't you give up? Why do you still think about him like this? Did I say everything before? Have you forgotten how he treated you?"
"No! It's not like that! I just want to say my last farewell. Zhishang, can you promise me? The only thing I can ask now is you. Let me beg you, okay?!" Ning Yige burst into tears.
"No! Ning Yige! Let me go! Don't touch me with your dirty hands. I really can't stand people like you. Why are you so spineless? Are you stupid? Let me tell you! I won't go on your birthday! Xu Xuan'er, let alone go! Goodbye."
Jiang Zhishang waved his hand, and towards Ning Yige, he had a feeling of hating iron but not steel. Jiang Zhishang thought that she had failed too many people, such as Yan Zhenzhen, and the loneliness of the truck driver girl. She can't go on wrong. At least, you can no longer give others hope, not at all.
Sometimes, people's actions are not extreme, they just stick to a certain answer on a certain issue, and then care for others in a wrong way. If someone does something extreme to you, don't get angry, because they are all excusable. Perhaps, worthy of sympathy.
It is said that a lonely person will not leave the room, and it is said that poets will give up everything for the sea. Ning Yige didn't want to go to school anymore, she didn't want to experience those people's eyes again.
She needs a corner.
Used to heal wounds.
On the way home, Ning Yige crazily fell in love with Wang Xiaotian's "Miss Meow". There is no reason to like it. If he had to explain the reason, Ning Yige thought, it might be the resonance brought by the song.
Stories are often very similar to their own experiences, so they will be memorized and felt profound.
When Ning Yige walked home alone, he found the door was open.
Fang Xiu, probably at home.
Because he is Fang Xiaosheng, he is never afraid of being stolen. Many times, he will not close the door when he goes out or at home. When asked why, he said that he didn't want him to go out and closed the door for her to come back. He didn't want him to not light the lamp that belonged to her when he came back.
The days of being cared about by others should be very beautiful, but there is no going back.
When Ning Yige entered the door, she didn't get a "Welcome back!" as usual, she was a little disappointed. She put away her bag and looked around the room. Fortunately, she was away for two days, the room was not messed up, it was still very tidy. But don't know what it will be like if she is not around for a long time.
But, is he not at home? Otherwise, why hasn't she seen his shadow after coming in for so long?
"Maybe he is really still angry with me?" Ning Yige thought.
She is not hungry and wants to go to her room to sleep first.
As soon as the door was opened, a smell of smoke came over my face. Ning Yige frowned in annoyance, only to see that there seemed to be someone sleeping on her bed.
Ning Yige walked over gently, only to see that it was Fang Xiu.
How did he come to his room? And smoked so much. Ning Yige couldn't help wondering. But Ning Yige didn't open his mouth to wake Fang Xiu up. Probably because he slept too soundly.
Why does Ning Yige always feel that something is wrong? Between them, even if something changes, there should be no deceit and loss of trust.
Ning Yige moved a chair and sat beside Fang Xiu. (ca the author has to complain again here. In that TV series "Come on, Intern", there is actually a person named Gege. Although there are many people with the same name, I just feel uncomfortable. Am I too narrow-minded Already?)¡ª¡ª
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When Fang Xiu woke up, he found Ning Yige laying there next to him and was startled. He thought he was dreaming, so he pinched himself twice, and the pain was unbearable.
"Gege? Is that you?"
"Huh?Ah?" Ning Yige answered indiscriminately with eyes fascinated. Haven't woken up yet. She used to hate being disturbed when she was sleeping. But she never minded Fang Xiu's interruption. Ye wouldn't mind if Fang Xiu woke her up every morning.
"Gege, shouldn't you be at school? How did you come back? Did you ask for leave from school?"
Ning Yige thought that Fang Xiu was still angry, but Fang Xiu was still willing to talk to her, which proved that he was no longer angry.
"Hey, Fang Xiaosheng, it's a long story." Ning Yige shook her head, she didn't know what to say. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?, I thought I was dreaming, pinched myself twice, the pain was abnormal, it turned out that I was not dreaming.
"Gege? Is that you?"
"Huh?Ah?" Ning Yige answered indiscriminately with eyes fascinated. Haven't woken up yet. She used to hate being disturbed when she was sleeping. But she never minded Fang Xiu's interruption. Ye wouldn't mind if Fang Xiu woke her up every morning.
"Gege, shouldn't you be at school? How did you come back? Did you ask for leave from school?"
Ning Yige thought that Fang Xiu was still angry, but Fang Xiu was still willing to talk to her, which proved that he was no longer angry.
"Hey, Fang Xiaosheng, it's a long story." Ning Yige shook her head, she didn't know what to say. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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