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"Have you seen it?" Jiang Zhishang tried his best to recall it in his mind, but he just couldn't remember that he had seen Ning Yige.
"Let's go. I'm sorry, don't live here, I will be very upset when I see you." Ning Yige said directly. She is not so generous to ask her to sleep in the same room with her rival, she can't do it. Of course Fang Xiu knew why Ning Yige made such remarks, but he felt a little guilty when he saw that Monk Jiang Zhishang Zhang Er was puzzled. He pulled Jiang Zhishang over and said, "Ge Ge, let me take her out."
Ning Yige turned her head and didn't speak, she didn't want to give anyone here a good face. It's like no one ever gave her a good face.
Ning Yige stumbled, walked back to the room in a daze, did not turn on the light, did not take off his clothes, lay down, stared at the dark and empty room in a daze.
It turns out, it's still not kind, right? It turns out that half-hearted soft-heartedness will get the retribution it deserves? What mistake did she make in her previous life, to torture her like this in this life?
Jiang Zhishang looked at Ning Yige, wanted to say something, but he didn't say it after all, and then left with Fang Xiu.
In this world, is there still a place for you to stay? If you are tired from walking, can you still stay? Are you still willing to stay for her?
The door was gently closed, and Jiang Zhishang returned to the darkness again, but she was still abandoned, even if it was because of an unfamiliar person.
"Why are you crying?" Fang Xiu was in disbelief. Jiang Zhi still has nothing to cry about, probably Ning Yige should really cry, right? Fang Xiucai suddenly realized that he was a little selfish, because he was always on Ning Yige's side and never wanted to make Ning Yige feel sad.
It was not Jiang Zhishang that Fang Xiu sympathized with.
"It's nothing." There was a sobbing sound, and he should have heard it. Jiang Zhishang felt a little embarrassed, deliberately laughed loudly, and asked, "Gege, why does she hate me all of a sudden?"
"Why, shouldn't you be the most clear about the reason?"
"Fang Xiu, if I knew better, I wouldn't ask you. You should tell me. I really don't understand what you mean."
"You know Xu Xuan'er, but you admit that we didn't force you, right?"
"I know you, what's the matter?"
"That's very simple."
"Can you finish the sentence at once?" To Fang Xiu's ears, it was just that Jiang Zhishang was trying to excuse himself for some excuse.
"Because what you don't know is how important Xu Xuan'er is to Ge Ge." Fang Xiu sighed and continued: "Ning Yige and Xu Xuan'er are childhood sweethearts, and they can be regarded as growing up together. Big, because Gege¡¯s parents left when Gege was very young, so besides Ning Yige¡¯s grandmother, Xu Xuan¡¯er was the only one who took care of Gege since childhood. We are outsiders, and we don¡¯t understand them at all. How important it is in my heart. But when Ning Yige was twelve years old. (Correction of the previous paragraph here. Please forgive me. Because the author is not good at math, I counted Ning Yige's age as ten 8. Actually, it should be sixteen. Because Xu Xuaner left when Ning Yige was twelve years old. After six years, it should be eighteen? Eh! No! I was right! Oye Oye! Flash~) Xu Xuaner left her without saying the reason, and never came back, and it has been six years since then. Six years. You don¡¯t know the weight of Xu Xuaner in Ning Yige¡¯s heart , I can't estimate it. But what I know is that I have taken care of Ning Yige for six years, and I am not as important as Xu Xuan'er." After speaking, Fang Xiu laughed at himself.
"So? That's the reason, but what does it have to do with me?"
"What's the matter?! Are you a fool?! I've already said it so clearly, aren't you just pretending to be stupid?"
"Hey! Fangxiu! I regard you as my friend, okay? How can you say that about me? How can I understand the reason. It's like you said that I am a sinner."
In fact, each of us is a sinner. The number of mistakes we have committed is also countless. We sinners will definitely go to hell after we die. Heaven is too far away from us. Distant like a dream.
"Did you know?! Xu Xuan'er said that his favorite girl is you! It's you, Jiang Zhishang! How are you?! Are you satisfied? Do I need to say it again? Are you still leaving?" Fang Xiu Crying helplessly, no one knew how fragile his heart was. His vulnerability can only be found on Ning Yige. Because Ning Yige is his possession.
"Oh." Jiang Zhishang turned his head and didn't say anything else. She was going back to where she belonged. This place will not belong to her, even if Jiang?Shang felt that this place was so warm before, it turned out that this warmth could not belong to her.
Tears turned out to have this taste, and I haven't tasted it well before. There were still tears on Jiang Zhishang's face. She was standing in front of the mirror. The mirror was blurred and hazy. She couldn't see clearly. She felt as if she still had some dark circles under her eyes. Jiang Zhishang smiled: "When did I become so fragile? I'm with a little girl."
Then Jiang Zhishang washed his hands and went back to the room.
What Jiang Zhi still didn't know was how heartbreaking Ning Yige was crying. Is she pitiful? No one will pity her. What you need to know is that she just feels that her dream is too far away from her. Xu Xuan'er was her dream, and it was also her dream to go to high school. She woke up after dreaming and couldn't continue.
"I'm sorry." Fang Xiu murmured. Gently opened the door and went to find Ning Yige. Because what he was worried about was Ning Yige.
"Ge Ge, can you come to the door, Ge Ge?"
"I can't. The quilt is outside. I'm sorry, I've wronged you. Today you sleep outside first. Think of a way tomorrow." After she finished speaking, she covered her face with the bedding, and wept intermittently.
There is some sadness that others don't need to understand, they can only taste it slowly by themselves.
Are you already so cruel? Jiang Zhishang thought. How many more people does she need to hurt in this life before she can understand? In other words, how many times will she be betrayed before it is enough? Every word Tu Zhe said kept repeating in his mind, so clear and firm.
Jiang Zhishang didn't know what he was going to do, he didn't know why he refused to give up, he didn't know why he still believed that there could be love, affection, and friendship in this world. But now these three things, don't they have nothing to do with her? The breakup that Tu Zhe said was so resolute, and when Xiaoqiang left, Xiaoqiang left so silently. According to Xiaoqiang's reply, there was no relationship between her and her at all. It doesn't matter, so why did she, Jiang Zhishang, do everything? And, how could they not be biological? And Yan Zhenzhen, she also likes Xu Xuaner, she was wrong. She clearly knew that Yan Zhenzhen was so infatuated with Xu Xuan'er, she had to soften her heart and give Xu Xuan'er a chance. If she had stayed away from Xu Xuan'er from the beginning, she would not have hurt Yan Zhenzhen again. And what's even more sinful now is that she didn't just hurt people like Yan Zhenzhen and Zhang Tingting. There was also Ning Yige whom she had only met once. Childhood sweetheart? The last time I went to his hometown with Xu Xuaner, I seemed to have heard him mention it. Could this Ning Yige be his childhood sweetheart? Regardless of whether it is true or not, she was wrong anyway. What she did has hurt too many people invisibly. Amitabha is really a sin. (Including Fang Xiu. Is it because of everything like this that he hurt Fang Xiu?)
When all poisons are available, you are already invulnerable to all poisons.
"Okay." Fang Xiu said. But he couldn't fall asleep anymore, his mind was in a mess, thinking about many things. Sometimes when I think about it, I feel as if I have gone to hell, and I can't breathe under the pressure of cold handcuffs.
"Fang Xiu." Ning Yige said. Fang Xiu was quick-witted, woke up and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing. Maybe I'm wrong?" Ning Yige said softly. She didn't want to admit that it was her fault, but she still felt guilty if she didn't admit it.
"There is no real right and wrong in this world. Right and wrong just depends on how everyone sees it. Or it is not accepted that you see it that way. If you think you are right, then you are right. If you think If you are wrong, then you are wrong."
"So, I seem to have understood it." Ning Yige said. I don't know when the door was opened, and I saw Fang Xiu who was still curled up on the sofa.
"Gege?! How did you come out? You are not"
"Not what? Can you get dressed first and go somewhere with me?"
"Where?" As soon as the words came out, Fang Xiu realized that what he said was wrong. He didn't say anything, and quickly got up and put on his clothes. In less than two minutes, he packed himself up.
Fang Xiu followed closely behind Ning Yige. However, Ning Yige didn't go far at all. Ning Yige only put on a thin coat and a pair of short sandals, opened the door, and went directly to the opposite door. Strangely enough, the door opened. According to what Jiang Zhishang said earlier, this is where she lives, but why, didn't she say that she didn't bring the key? Why is the door open?
When Fang Xiu was wondering, Ning Yige had already walked in without knocking on the door.
It wasn't that she was rude, but that the only guilt she felt, and the desire to apologize had completely disappeared. Because she felt that both herself and Fang Xiu had been betrayed.
are you still there?
What are you doing?
I am slowly committing suicide, ending this short life.
(It was also snowing that spring
In that year, the sea also had tears
Your heart was not too hard that year, hard
In your memory that year
Poison is still bright red
So you still love deeply
The imperfections of those years) (remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)He felt that both himself and Fang Xiu had been betrayed.
are you still there?
What are you doing?
I am slowly committing suicide, ending this short life.
(It was also snowing that spring
In that year, the sea also had tears
Your heart was not too hard that year, hard
In your memory that year
Poison is still bright red
So you still love deeply
The imperfection of those years) (remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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