Some people say that when a man thinks with his lower body, he has no responsibility on his shoulders.
Some people also say that when a man opens his mouth for the first time, he begins the road of indulgence.
It's not that I don't know these truths.
However, my heart is like boiling water, and I can't control it.
Turning around and returning to the house, Mona had already put on the thin underwear, she smiled at me, "Why, the report is over?"
My heart moved and I nodded.
"Hehe, it's okay, you don't have to carry me behind your back. When Li Nan comes back, you can also tell her that I just live here and have nowhere to go."
"I don't think this is good, at least not for you."
"What's wrong? I'm willing. As long as you don't tell me, I don't tell you, it's a secret, isn't it?" She smiled and grabbed my hand and put it on her chest.
I was about to shrink back, but she smiled, "You don't want to do this, what are you afraid of? It's not like you haven't touched it before." She gave me a wink, and my heart moved, yes, I didn't touch less just now, but I heard She continued: "Actually, do you know? In fact, men have always felt that touching men here is very comfortable. In fact, we women are also very comfortable. Only in this way can I feel safe and find a harbor."
"Really?" I smiled bitterly, what she said.
"Well, do you know? When my mother handed me over to you, it was an affirmation of you. I think I read it right before. You are a good man. I have paid for you, and I am willing. "
"Actually, you can find better ones."
"Don't use this kind of reason, okay? Do you like to push people who like you into other people's arms? I can't. Now I only have you in my heart, you know? At the beginning, I just I want to be angry, I see Li Nan is happy, I feel uncomfortable, maybe that Yang Shu is also, so, before Yang Shu didn't do anything, I started to seduce you, but you didn't get on the road, and you thought I was Sister, at the same time, you care so much about her and stick to yourself, I already think you are extraordinary." She said, pressing my hand hard on her chest.
I smiled wryly, and I also knew a general idea. It turns out that this woman didn't like me at first, but because of comparison. It seems that women's vanity is too strong. At first, I was still wondering, how could someone like Mengna like me? How can a woman like me. But now I understand that all this is because of Li Nan's appearance, because of Li Nan's happiness.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Mengna smiled, and she pulled me to sit down, "Actually, you are average in appearance, so I wonder why Li Nan likes you. Also, I feel a little unbalanced in my heart, why can you be so kind to me?" Li Nan is so respectful, do you know? Although I am not a model, I have seen too many models fall in this industry. They are beautiful and young, but how many men of all kinds are fascinated by them, Then deceive them, they also gave their bodies in exchange for those so-called successes. But, you and Li Nan are really different, do you know how many men's pursuits Li Nan has rejected in such a short period of time? I am very sorry I wonder why she likes you, you have no money and you are average, but she just likes you!" When Meng Na said this, there was a trace of unwillingness in her eyes.
"So, I want to know you, I want to know you, whether you are a man with physical problems, you don't want it, you are just a hypocrite. But I was wrong." She said this , paused, looked at me standing there blankly, and smiled, "I really never thought that in the resort, I would seduce you so much, but you would still refuse so much. I really never thought that any man would respect a woman so much." , Stick to your bottom line. Men are born lustful, but I can see that you are lustful, but you stick to it. In this society, there are too few men like you? Which man doesn't see a woman? All of a sudden, if women take the initiative, how can they miss this opportunity to play with women without spending money, but you don't, you really make my heart move, but you belong to Li Nan, your heart is not Belongs to me, do you know how much my heart hurts?" Her tears finally flowed down.
And I couldn't get in a word of what she said.
She shook her head, "Actually, I'm telling you this, I hope you don't feel any pressure when you're with me, even if I can't be with you in the future, it doesn't matter, as long as you can stay with Li Nan, I'm content to accompany me once in a while, you know, I'm the only one now, only me, you know? I'm very lonely. "
??You always have to marry, you are not worth it. "I said.
But she smiled, "Married? What is married? It's just a certificate, but what's the use of a certificate? It just proves the relationship between two people, but what can a piece of paper prove? Can it prove the relationship between two people?" Emotional? Who said that with a certificate, two people are really together? Who said that two people must have a certificate? I am not a little girl, I know what this means, what is the mistress, mistress, what is the relationship? Yes What is the relationship, if it is really what you think is true, just do it, why care about other people's opinions, I walk the road by myself, I am with you, and I am willing to be behind you, I also recognize it, I don't What's the problem, really, don't feel pressured, I'm afraid of putting pressure on you, I won't bring any unhappiness to your life, as long as you follow me, really."
She spoke very lightly, and I could tell that her eyes were shining brightly, and she was like a wounded lamb, wanting a haven where she could heal.
I can feel that if I don't agree, I really don't know what she will do.
I nodded, "Okay, it's just that I still like that you can find a man who really loves you. I don't want you to follow me like this all the time. I think it's unfair to you. More importantly, you don't deserve it. .¡±
"What's not worth it?" She smiled, "A person's life is long or short, what do people need? It's nothing more than love after eating and drinking. When someone really cares about you, everything is worth it. If no one loves you Myself, what's the use of living for a long time, as long as there is a reason, I can live, otherwise, I can only go to see my parents."
"Your parents?" I suddenly realized something, "Where's your father?"
"My parents?" She smiled wryly again, "They're already dead, and now I'm the only one left."
"Your father?" I wanted to ask at first, but I swallowed the words. I knew that this must be something she didn't want to mention in her heart.
"Well, my mother has been working hard together for ten years, do you know why I am so good to my mother? Because my mother raised me for ten years, ten years, in order to let me go to the next University, my mother has paid too much." She said, tears streaming down again, "Being with you can be regarded as one of my mother's wishes, anyway, I don't have any relatives, you are my relatives, no matter what It doesn't matter if you treat me as your sister or as your lover, it doesn't matter."
"But I can't, I really hope you can have a good future, a good man loves you." I persisted, and the regret in my heart filled my heart again.
You know, if I'm just going to a prostitute, then it's not a problem, as long as I give money, then, although I made a mistake, it's just a relationship between the flesh and the flesh, there is no love, there will be nothing mistake.
However, the current problem is not that simple. This is a situation that can affect my thinking and make me miserable. Meng Na is definitely not a prostitute, on the contrary, she is a woman from a good family, not to mention, she is so passionate, she is an existence that gives her heart to me. But this kind of thing made me really unable to control my emotions. What kind of woman is she, what kind of existence is she.
"Don't talk about this, brother, just treat me as a younger sister, and as your cousin. In the past, it was normal for a cousin to do this to a cousin, right? Hehe, don't be stressed, I'm afraid you will be pressured! You With pressure, you worry too much with me, and you won't be happy. I really want you to be happy."
"Then are you happy?"
"I'm happy!" She looked at me with a charming smile in her eyes. Immediately, she slipped into my arms, "Brother, can you make my sister happy again? Am I not happy enough?"
What she said was already explicit, I frowned when I heard it, but lowered my head, and buried myself in the waves. Immediately, the area where so many heroic ambitions can be buried surrounded me again.
In the next few days, Mengna and I became even more inseparable. From the initial youthfulness to mellowness, and finally to ease, the time passed quickly.
The guilt in my heart became more and more intense and deeper.
So, in the past few days, I called Li Nan more and more frequently, but Li Nan felt very happy. According to her words, I was finally on the right track and knew how to love her.
I only had a wry smile on the phone, and my heart was full of bitterness. I thought to myself, what is it that hurts you? Do something sorry for her, and make compensation.
Although Li Nan is not my wife yet, the truth is the same.
And just a few days later, in a phone call, Li Nan said that she was coming back. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)So sorry for her, and make compensation.
Although Li Nan is not my wife yet, the truth is the same.
And just a few days later, in a phone call, Li Nan said that she was coming back. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com