No matter how strong a warrior is, he has his weakest point, which is his most fatal point; no matter how depraved, he also has his weakest and kindest side, which will make him miserable once hit. Xiaoxin hit my deadliest point, so I betrayed her, and she was the hurt I couldn't bear the most, so after parting with Ouyang Yu, my steps on the way home were extremely heavy. Looking at the streets and shops that I once walked side by side with Xiaoxin, my heart churns, as if the smiling face of the past is still clearly visible, but today, just today, everything will be wiped out I promised to be with Ouyang Yu is together, which means that I will break up with Xiaoxin.
Xiaoxin, who is gentle, kind, hardworking, and housekeeper, could never have thought that I would break up with her. How could she bear such a blow? She gave me her first time, all her heart and love to me, but I cruelly betrayed her! Open the door with the key and return to the familiar home, Xiaoxin is sitting on the sofa watching TV.
"Your boy is finally back."
"Have you eaten yet?" My heart seemed to be filled with heavy lead, and I dared not look at her, and replied in a daze.
"I've eaten, what's the matter with you? Is there anything wrong? Still too tired?" Xiaoxin asked with concern, she had no doubt that I had completely betrayed her, and I will say goodbye to her tonight.
"No, nothing, just a little tired."
"Then take a shower and rest early."
"I'll lie down for a while." I went into the bedroom and collapsed on the bed. I no longer have the strength to stand up, not because of the cloud and rain with Ouyang Yu, but because I don't know how to say the breakup, and the guilt in my heart makes me unbearable.
Xiaoxin also followed into the bedroom, sat by the bed, and touched my forehead.
"If you're too tired, go to bed early." I didn't make a sound, got out of bed and went to the closet to get some clothes to take a shower. Walking through the living room, I couldn't move my steps anymore, put the clothes on the sofa, squatted down and covered my face and cried bitterly She ran to the living room in panic, "What's the matter with you?" I just shook my head vigorously.
"Tell me if you have any difficulties, okay?" She was at a loss and had never seen me like this before. "What's wrong with you? Can you talk?"
"I'm sorry for you!" I struggled to squeeze out these words and burst into tears.
"You didn't feel sorry for me, life is a little bit hard now, but we will get better and better." She was still comforting me.
In fact, our life is not too hard. The combined monthly salary of the two is about 10,000 yuan, and at least 5,000 yuan is saved every month for future marriage, and the rest is living expenses. She didn't understand the reason for my real pain in her heart, and I couldn't say it out. I knew how hard the breakup was for her. When she was in the most difficult time, I supported and helped her without hesitation. Now the days are changing day by day Well, I broke my promise. The oath is heavy, and I made it to Xiaoxin strong; !
Xiaoxin kept patting me on the back, "Hey, don't cry."
After a long time, I finally stopped crying, slowly raised my head to look at her, and gently stroked her face with my hands, as if I was afraid of breaking it.
"It's nothing, I'm just too depressed in my heart and want to vent." I still didn't have the courage to say goodbye, and temporarily covered everything up with a white lie.
"Come and sit on the sofa, I know you are under a lot of pressure at work, and I put so much pressure on you again, let's relax in the future and stop being so depressed." She is so kind, she doesn't know how to comfort others, and She doesn't speak sweet words, but she will try her best to love the other party with actions, so that the other party's heart can be relieved.
Things calmed down temporarily, but I was depressed all day long, tormented by rational and materialistic temptations all the time, I told Ouyang Yu that she hadn't broken up with Xiaoxin, it would take some time, Ouyang Yu didn't blame her at all, she understood I, she understands Xiaoxin better. As a woman, she has suffered a severe blow from her marriage. She understands the pain Xiaoxin will endure, and she also told me, don¡¯t break up, she can¡¯t bear to hurt Xiaoxin, she can And I have been lovers.
The kindness of the two women made me suffer even more. I am Xiaoxin¡¯s first love, she has dedicated everything to me, and I can¡¯t bear to hurt her; Ouyang Yu is pretending in front of everyone, but she is honest in front of me I can't bear to let such a woman get hurt again.
This kind of painful torture made me almost collapse! Maybe this is God¡¯s punishment for me. If I do something wrong, I must bear the consequences. However, the pain and torture for me is just the beginning, and more serious consequences are yet to come. This is something I never dreamed of. The balance I chose ended up tippingLike Ouyang Yu, when facing temptation, men are always animals that think with their lower body! Xiaoxin changed jobs and had to go to work outside the customs. The new company arranged a dormitory for her. This was the best opportunity for me to break up.
On the day she moved away, I finally broke up with Xiaoxin. She never thought that I would break up, and seeing her in pain, she couldn't bear it anymore.
"We just broke up temporarily. I want to work hard and don't want to hurt you. Give me 3 years, okay? Let's be together again after 3 years." I lied to her with a sinful lie, and she Always so kind, she reluctantly accepted my decision, suppressed the pain in her heart, and packed her luggage.
I sent her to the dormitory arranged by the new company, returned to the house we rented, packed my luggage, prepared to check out, and moved to Ouyang Yu's house. When I packed all my luggage, my heart was extremely heavy, and I stood in the center of the living room, looking around at all the familiar things, and I couldn't help crying.
I took my luggage and took a taxi to Ouyang Yu's home. This is the first time I've been to her house. If she hadn't come to pick her up at the door, I wouldn't have been able to enter. The community does not allow taxis to enter. This community is by no means a house for ordinary people to live in. I put my luggage on her Audi a6, and she took me towards her house. Along the way, there are green mountains and green waters, and the community environment decorated by the developer based on the terrain is like a paradise. I was surprised, I didn't expect such a fairyland in such a busy city.
"The houses here must be very expensive?" I asked.
"It must be one of the most expensive in the city." She said lightly, she was afraid that the number she said would seriously hurt my self-esteem.
"You are the first man to come to my house, I never allow any man to come to my house, even the best one among female friends." She said with a hint of excitement and pride. I don't know what to say, I feel panicked.
"From today on, it is completely open to you, and I hope you treat it like your own home." She is very affectionate, and I know she is emotional.
Soon came to her house. This is a European-style two-storey villa. There is a lake not far from the front door. The scenery is beautiful without the hustle and bustle of the city. The lawn is beautifully trimmed. A neatly dressed nanny in her 50s greets us at the door.
"Please take Mr.'s luggage to the storage room, and then prepare some snacks. We won't be at home for dinner tonight, so you can go back early to rest." She said to the nanny politely. "Okay, miss." The nanny replied respectfully. Her attitude towards the nanny is impressive. The self-cultivation and temperament shown by this woman completely conquered me. "I'll take you upstairs to take a shower and change clothes." I followed her up the spiral stairs to the second floor.
This is an extremely luxurious bedroom, consisting of three rooms. As soon as you enter the door, there is a rest room, about ten square meters, with a lazy European sofa, coffee table and carpet. There is a wine cabinet on the wall, and there are all kinds of This kind of wine, and then entering is the real bedroom, a huge classical European-style bed is placed in the middle of the room, the curtains flutter softly, I walked past it carefully.
"Come here, this is the bathroom, I put the water for you," she said.
I walked over, and if what I saw was enough to surprise me, then everything in the bathroom completely overwhelmed me. My eyes are enlarged. This is probably a bathroom that those ancient princesses never enjoyed. There is a large double bathtub by the window, a small wine cabinet above the bathtub, and a very chic steam room by the door. , there is a huge mirror on one wall and a very ornate vanity on the other, such a luxurious bathroom, I almost fainted.
"You take a shower first, take a good soak, and relax. There is a new set of clothes on the bed. I will change into them later and go downstairs to eat something. Let's go out for dinner at night." Ouyang Yu looked at me affectionately. Kissed me on the face, closed the door and went downstairs, I almost forgot who I was, soaked in the bathtub, closed my eyes, and enjoyed all this beautifully (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel .com