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The little friend also told Su Xiaolan: "17k is holding an online literary league. If you can still participate in the online literary league in the past, you can get the guidance of the great god!"
Su Xiaolan looked at the novel that had already written more than one hundred thousand characters, and did not want her hard work to be verified, but also hoped to be guided by a great god, so she immediately registered an account on 17k.
There are more than 10,000 books in the library of the league this season, and it is still increasing. Su Xiaolan is not sure whether her work can enter the top 100, or be selected by her tutor among so many books.
However, no matter how slim the hope was, she wanted to give it a try. Even if she doesn't fight to prove her talent, she still wants to fight for her dignity!
?Because there was a manuscript saved before, she sent 6,000 words a day, and soon enough to apply for a contract with the minimum standard of 30,000 words. She clicked apply to sign, but didn't hold out much hope. She thought that even being rejected twice, she would still be rejected.
However, her first application for a contract at 17k was passed! When she first passed, she had fun for hours! She secretly decided to keep writing at 17k from now on! Because this is where another dream of hers started.
She quickly contacted the editor to send out the contract, feeling as excited as she was expecting the birth of a child.
Su Xiaolan, who had just sent out the contract, returned home and found that the editor of the website where she originally posted the article contacted her to sign the contract! But one of her daughters didn't dare to agree with both sides, so she had to give up the editor who came to her later.
She insists on updating every day, and the audition ranking also moves forward with the increase in the number of words in her works. Most of the audition points are supported by the word count of her works.
And besides working hard to update, she still had to go to the hospital every three days. The hundreds of thousands of manuscripts originally saved were completely consumed during the days of frequent trips to the hospital.
Just 20 days after registering an account at 17k, her league ranking has improved to 149th. This ranking is not enough to be shortlisted, but she will still be very happy to see her ranking move forward every day.
In a few days, she will go to the hospital in the provincial capital to see a doctor again. When going to see a doctor in the provincial capital, she needs to make an appointment with the specialist she has been seeing a week in advance, and then go for a blood test early on the first day, stay in the provincial capital for one night, and get the test results the next day before going to the doctor.
This time, my mother happened to be very busy and didn't have time to go with her. And the most special thing about the day she lived in the provincial capital was that it happened to be the anniversary of her grandfather's death! Mom really couldn't leave, and she didn't want to affect her younger sister who was in her third year of high school, so she resolutely decided to go to the hospital by herself.
Grandpa's departure was a difficult knot for her. Although her grandfather had passed away for almost two years, she still felt that her grandfather was so close to her, as if he had never left.
She sent messages asking for help in Moments of Friends and Space, hoping that some friends in the provincial capital would take her in that day. She really didn't want to live in a hotel alone on such a day!
However, no one replied to her. She knew that Ji Fan was also in the provincial capital, and lived alone in a suite with two rooms. But she didn't dare to speak to Ji Fan easily.
She first went to the hospital to queue up, register, ask the doctor to issue a test report, line up to draw blood, and then find a hotel that is close to the hospital and has a discount.
? She struggled to save the manuscript she published on the day of the blood draw, and she had to write the content to be published the next day when she went back the next day. She originally planned to use her mobile phone to write more things during this period of waiting for the test results, so as not to stop writing because of motion sickness on the day she returned home.
However, she got up early in the morning to take the car, ran around, and got motion sickness. Lying on the bed, she felt dizzy, and she didn't even have the strength to hold the phone.
She leaned the phone against the pillow, and her fingers were too trembling to click the keyboard on the phone. She changed the input method to handwriting. But before writing a few words, she was so tired that she vomited.
She had no choice but to close her eyes and planned to rest for a while. Before long, she began to dream.
She dreamed of grandpa. Grandpa still smiled kindly as before. He was still sitting on the sofa at the back of the living room like that. He still held up that big magnifying glass to read the new newspaper delivered every day
Suddenly, grandpa stood up and said he wanted to go out to play. She immediately stood up and grabbed Grandpa's hand and said, "I want to go too!"
Grandpa smiled and said: "Okay! Let's go together!" As he said, Grandpa held her hand as before, and the palm was warm.
She smiled as happily as ever. With this smile, she woke up. When she found herself in the hotel, she thought about the realistic dream just now, and suddenly thought that her grandfather had passed away for two years, she couldn't help but shed tears.
She doesn't want to stay in the hotel for a moment! She wanted to go out for a walk, to see the scenery that grandpa had seen. She knew that grandpa had been to the provincial capital before. And the lake in the city center, grandpa must have seen it!
She walked out of the hotel, the sky outside was blue and the sun was warm. She imagined whether grandpa once bathed in such sunshine. In a few minutes, she walked to the lake. The white migratory birds in the lake have come to this warm city one after another to prepare for the winter.
The birds in the lake are cheerful and lively, some float leisurely on the turquoise water, some fly chicly in the colorful mid-air, and some walk confidently on the shore.
There are many tourists by the lake, and everyone is watching these white elves. Everyone's pace slowed down again and again because of this group of white elves. Her yearning for her grandpa sometimes soars and sometimes stops with the elves. She felt as if Grandpa was by her side.
The scenery around her was so colorful, she planned to find a place to sit down, and coded for a while with this relaxed mood. Before writing a few words, her thoughts were interrupted by missing her grandfather again, but she suddenly became poetic.
She took some beautiful photos and sent them to the space with her favorite words. It happened that a classmate who was nearby saw it and invited her to play with her. She suddenly had a feeling of encountering a savior, thinking that she finally didn't have to live alone in the hotel at night! However, after asking, she found out that they shared a house, and it was not convenient for her to disturb her
She had no choice but to shirk and said that she was already on her way back to the hotel. In fact, she was already walking back. Although the sun was not strong, it still made her dizzy. She wanted to go back and lie down, and then try to type something.
After lying down, she lay down until eight o'clock in the evening. The night has fallen, and the street lights outside the window are colorful. She suddenly missed grandpa very much again!
Two years ago, she failed to see grandpa for the last time. She always suspected that Grandpa was waiting for her from the night when the doctor on the 4th announced that he was dying until the night of the 7th! And she still couldn't say goodbye to grandpa in the end!
Her mood was getting lower and lower, and tears kept rolling in her eyes. Suddenly, she felt a chill behind her, and a shadow seemed to move past her eyes. Her whole body was hot, and beads of sweat burst out of every pore in an instant. This feeling made her very uneasy, and she was even more afraid to leave this room!
She had no choice but to send a text message to Ji Fan: "Brother, I went to the provincial capital to see a doctor, and now I am staying in a hotel. But this time I am alone, I am very scared!"
Ji Fan replied in a short while: "What's wrong with you? How did you go to the provincial capital to see a doctor? What's so scary about living in a hotel?"
"Not long after I came back here, I went to the xx hospital for re-examination and medicine at least once a month. The last few times when my mother was free, she came with me. But this time she has something to do, so she really can't take it off. Get away. So this time I can only come alone. And today, it happens to be the second anniversary of my grandfather's death! I I'm really scared" Su Xiaolan sent Ji Fan a lot of words of explanation with trembling hands.
Ji Fan didn't reply for a long time. Su Xiaolan's sweat just now started to cool down slowly, and it was so cold that her chest and back ached slightly. She seemed to see a figure flashing past in the room again, and continued to text Ji Fan anxiously: "I really want to see someone in the room! I'm in xx hotel on xx road, can you come and accompany me? I always feel that there is someone Come in!"
"I just have something to do today, so I can't leave. You lock the door, no one will come in! Why don't you take a taxi and come to me! I have two rooms here." Ji Fan quickly replied.
Su Xiaolan was worried that too many demands would make Ji Fan think she had ulterior motives, so she turned on all the lights in the room to the brightest, and wrapped herself tightly in the quilt. Then, trembling, she replied to Ji Fan: "It's fine if you can't leave! I don't dare to go out alone In fact, I feel a lot better if you can talk to me!"
"Well, take good care of yourself! Lock the door, no one will get in!" Ji Fan really couldn't figure out what to be afraid of living in a hotel!
"Well, I see!" Su Xiaolan was very uneasy, and the scene from her dream in the morning came to her mind more and more clearly.
She finally knew why she was afraid! She felt sorry for grandpa! And the voice of the grandfather in the dream readily agreeing to take her to play beat her heart over and over again. Will grandpa blame her for being unfilial? How could she face her grandfather when she was doing nothing and doing nothing?
She covered herself in the quilt and cried loudly Crying to the core! Why does everyone she cares about leave her in such a way that it stings? Ji Fan made her hurt, and grandpa made her hurt too!
Some people say that all suffering is due to deep greed. And is she really greedy? What she has been looking for has always been lost. She knew she couldn't have it all and kept giving in.
Perhaps, what really made her suffer was these reluctant concessions and the heavy consequences after the concessions!
She also knows that there are gains and losses in life, but what did she gain after losing so much? Only endless pain
Perhaps, she should really think about the good! Her dream has just begun! The online league is still going on! Her audition ranking is still improving! And her future will continue to go step by step! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?I can't take it all and give in all the time.
Perhaps, what really made her suffer was these reluctant concessions and the heavy consequences after the concessions!
She also knows that there are gains and losses in life, but what did she gain after losing so much? Only endless pain
Perhaps, she should really think about the good! Her dream has just begun! The online league is still going on! Her audition ranking is still improving! And her future will continue to go step by step! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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