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Even if Su Xiaolan couldn't bear to part with her grandpa, she still had to accept the fact that her grandpa had left this world! She decided to cheer up and do something worthy of her grandfather's love for her!
First of all, she must find a job that suits her. Although the work in the vegetable market does not require exhausting work, the heavy and tiring work of going out early and returning late is still too much for her physically.
But at present, her body is still very weak, so naturally she couldn't find a job right away.
When she was looking at the recruitment information on the Internet, she tried her best not to keep reading news about Ji Fan. But unintentionally, she still saw some more or less.
She was shocked and saddened by the news she saw. When she was in unbearable pain, Ji Fan actually fell in love with another girl!
During the 11th holiday before grandpa passed away, he actually found her ex-boyfriend to fight for that girl!
She saw the chat software account of the girl's ex-boyfriend in Ji Fan's space, and added friends casually, but did not chat. She just silently observed the interaction between the boy and Ji Fan, wondering how far they had developed.
She accidentally discovered the Weibo of the girl's ex-boyfriend. On Weibo, when the girl's ex-boyfriend decided to let Ji Fan and the others be together, his words were filled with pain, and he even said that he cried behind closed doors for several days. She always felt that being able to make a big boy she once liked into a crying girl was not so kind!
She didn't want to hinder Ji Fan's happiness, but seeing what the girl's ex-boyfriend said on her Weibo, she vaguely felt that Ji Fan's love this time would hardly have a happy ending.
However, she has no right to interfere with Ji Fan's own choice. What's more, she is now a married woman! What's more, Ji Fan didn't tell her any news about the relationship!
She didn't dare to rashly ask Ji Fan if he was in love, so she had to secretly inquire under the Weibo of the girl's ex-boyfriend. She asked him: "What's the girl's name?". But the other party was a little wary and only told her: "I call her 'Xiao Nuan'." She asked him: "Is she with someone else now?" He said: "Yes!"
She can finally be sure that Ji Fan is in love! However, she was so far away from Ji Fan after all, she didn't know what happened between them.
She tentatively asked Ji Fan: "Are you in love?"
"Yes, we just got together yesterday." He was a little surprised at how well-informed Su Xiaolan was.
Su Xiaolan hesitated whether to ask the details of how they got together, and hesitated for a long time but still couldn't ask. After all, she has always been someone outside of Ji Fan's heart, so how can she hope to enter his heart? Even as a younger sister, she didn't dare to expect extravagantly.
Her thousand words turned into a faint: "Oh."
Ji Fan went on to say: "She is a junior of mine, born in 1993!"
"Well, I wish you happiness!" Every time she hears about Ji Fan's relationship, she just wants to say that. Although she thinks that it is not a good thing for a girl who is only eighteen years old to have been in a relationship and break up, she still hopes that the girl's love experience is not because she is too mature, but because she is immature.
She hoped that the girl would mature slowly after meeting Ji Fan, so that the relationship would last for a long time. Once again, she hoped that what Ji Fan met this time would be the person who would never be separated again in this life! She hoped that this girl she didn't know was not as scheming as she thought!
But her heart was full of doubts. The same time together, one still can't forget to cry bitterly, but the other has already invested in a new relationship. She didn't dare to think about whether this person who invested in the new relationship had planned to move on for a long time or whether he hadn't invested too much in that relationship at all! No matter what the situation is, it is terrible in the relationship!
If that girl invested a lot in the previous relationship and decided to be with Ji Fan so quickly, it would be even more terrifying! At least it shows that her love for Ji Fan still needs careful consideration. Once she realizes that she doesn't like Ji Fan that much, but just likes the happiness that Ji Fan brings her, Ji Fan will inevitably be abandoned
Su Xiaolan thought a lot involuntarily, but she had no position to tell Ji Fan about it. Besides, Ji Fan has already fallen in love with that girl. She going to say these words to Ji Fan will only let Ji Fan convey these words to that girl, but it will not separate him from that girl. As for her, her name is nothing but infamy.
And if Ji Fan listens to her and separates from that girl, Ji Fan will still feel that that girl is not like what she said in the future, she just added a regret to Ji Fan for no reason! It would be better to let Ji Fan be with that girl, at least he will have a happy memory.
After all, there is another possibility, that is, the girl in the frontThis relationship has been seriously hurt! This is also probably the reason why Ji Fan wanted to protect her. Then, as long as they really love each other, she has nothing to worry about!
What if, is that really a good girl? What if Ji Fan really won't be injured as she feared? What if Ji Fan is always happy like that?
With all the good "what ifs", she only hopes that Ji Fan will be happy!
She added that girl as a friend on the chat software, but she didn't intend to chat with her. She just wants to see them happy! Although sometimes her heart will be sour.
Xiao Nuan's ex-boyfriend discovered Su Xiaolan's frequent appearance in Ji Fan and Xiao Nuan's space. He asked her, "Who are you?"
Su Xiaolan thought for a long time and answered: "I am Ji Fan's younger sister."
"Oh, I see." The boy didn't say anything more after answering this sentence.
Su Xiaolan's heart was terrified. She didn't know if saying this would cause trouble for Ji Fan! However, without the slightest malice, she felt that she had a clear conscience.
The one she felt most sorry for was Liu Chen! Although she has tried her best to be nice to Liu Chen, her people can't make money to pay him back, and she can't put all her heart on him!
She is in so much pain that she would rather not think about it. Love doesn't seem to be that important to her anymore!
She tried her best to find a way to get her body better as soon as possible, and thought of exercising outside as soon as she had the energy. But she went out for a casual walk, and when she came back, she had to lie in bed and couldn't wake up all day. Even if it was just a normal walk, she couldn't hold on for an hour, and her whole body hurt so much that she had to go home and lie down on the bed.
However, her pain persisted, and she often lay down in a daze, and she didn't know how long the time had passed.
Have you eaten yet? Have you ever taken medicine? She can't remember at all!
She also knew that she could do nothing to help Liu Chen in this state, but had to pay Liu Chen high medical expenses, and Liu Chen's mother would only dislike her more and more!
These days, Liu Chen always frowns or sighs when she sees "idling" when she comes home. However, when Lu got to this point, she really didn't know what else she could do!
She didn't even know how meaningful it was to live like a rascal! In severe cases, when she reached out to pick up a very light object, she would twist her joints, and her joints would suddenly dislocate while walking on the road. Her situation is more pathetic than a vegetable!
Vegetative people don't feel pain, so they don't suffer unspeakably, but she is often tortured by the pain to the point of crying! A vegetative person can't move, so she won't be harsh, but she can move but can't do anything, even she herself will feel disgusted!
There is nowhere to express her pain, she can only hide it in her heart and ferment more and more bitterly
On this day, Liu Chen frowned and said to her, "You should marry a rich man and not a poor man like me!"
Su Xiaolan knew that Liu Chen had run out of salary for this month again! She blamed herself and said, "Why don't I stop seeing a doctor! Anyway, I haven't seen any improvement after seeing the doctor for so long!"
"I haven't given up on you yet, how can you give up on yourself?" Liu Chen sighed. He only hated himself for not being able to make Su Xiaolan no longer hurt!
"I don't want to give up on myself! I just want to get better with my own strength!" Su Xiaolan said words against her will, not knowing how she could get better! She just wanted to reduce Liu Chen's burden.
That night, she had a dream. She dreamed of Liang Hui.
In the dream, Liang Hui looked at her tenderly. He said: "Honey! I won't be so busy in the future! I will always be with you in the future! Be with you!"
"Can I still believe your words? I begged you so much, even forced you, but you were unmoved! Now what is the purpose of you suddenly telling me that?" She shook her head vigorously. Even though eight years had passed since that terrifying night, she still did not believe that Liang Hui would have such a big change!
"I don't have any purpose! It's just that I found that there are more important things than money worth cherishing!" Liang Hui's tone was earnest, as if he really wanted it that way.
"Who doesn't know sweet words? If I hadn't been deceived by your sweet words at the beginning, I wouldn't have married you either!" She has been deceived enough! I don't want to continue to be cheated again and again!
"I won't lie to you again! I really want to be with you! I know you've had a bad time these years! I'm here to take you back! I want you to know that you married me right!" Liang Hui is still so sincere, so sincere that he can see the shadow of Liu Chen from him.
She woke up suddenly with a fright. After being reborn, she never dreamed of that man named Liang Hui! Why did I suddenly dream of him today? Moreover, in the dream, he also said that he would take her away
Could it be that she really does not belong to this world? Could it be that she couldn't find the feeling that could really be called "love" after all?
The weather was a little colder than the last time she woke up. She didn't know the exact date of the month. She pulled the heavy quilt, and her breathing was so suppressed that she almost stopped. She felt that everything around her was shaking, as if in a dream.
The room was pitch dark, and she couldn't tell whether it was day or night. She stretched out her hand to explore the surroundings, and she was alone on the cold bed. She was in a daze for a while, as if she had returned to the night when she fell into the pond (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)?¡
Could it be that she really does not belong to this world? Could it be that she couldn't find the feeling that could really be called "love" after all?
The weather was a little colder than the last time she woke up. She didn't know the exact date of the month. She pulled the heavy quilt, and her breathing was so suppressed that she almost stopped. She felt that everything around her was shaking, as if in a dream.
The room was pitch dark, and she couldn't tell whether it was day or night. She stretched out her hand to explore the surroundings, and she was alone on the cold bed. She was in a daze for a while, as if she had returned to the night when she fell into the pond (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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