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Chapter 051 Waiting Forever

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    Su Xiaolan actually prepared a gift for this meeting.  She carefully selected an hourglass, but felt that the hourglass is inseparable from time and eternity.

    When she handed the hourglass to Ji Fan, he smiled and asked her: "Is there any meaning?" This warm smile made Su Xiaolan almost forget the people and things between them.  If she is brave enough and willful enough, this is definitely a good opportunity to confess.

    But she didn't.  She lowered her head and said embarrassedly: "I don't know what it means." Let this eternal hourglass interpret the passing time, and then stay with Ji Fan in the long years!  Maybe this is the meaning of the hourglass - waiting.

    After they separated, she still missed Ji Fan non-stop.  She never knew that missing someone would lead to tears.  Although I have seen it in the book, I think it is a bit exaggerated.  She didn't really recognize it until she experienced it herself.

    It turns out that missing someone makes you cry so sadly, for so long!  Insomnia, I don't know how many nights I have been with her.

    Soon after the Spring Festival is the Valentine's Day that couples look forward to.  However, Su Xiaolan couldn't even remember any dates.

    All she knew was that it was time to go to school in one day.  Today is her last day at home.  Almost every time I stay at home, something unpleasant happens.

    Parents quarreled again. On days like this, Su Xiaolan not only had to suffer psychologically, but also expended a lot of physical energy to help them work.

    Although it was just washing clothes and cooking, for Su Xiaolan who was in pain, so many clothes were still heavy physical work.

    She literally knelt on the floor to wash clothes.  It happened to be her period, and her stomach was cramping.  With arthritis, she is suffering from painful licks on joints and muscles all over her body.

    But she had to touch the cold water!  Feeling the sticky water full of washing powder and some mud sticking to her hands, she gagged.  She really can't stand it anymore!

    Her whole body was so painful that she really wanted to act like a baby and tell her mother that she would not wash, but the dark face and cold eyes of the mother who had just come back from the field made her ruthless when she saw her kneeling on the ground and playing in the laundry posture.  He scolded: "Is this how you wash clothes? After washing for so long, you still can't finish washing so many clothes! Why did you raise you so big?"

    Xiao Lan swallowed hard what she wanted to say.  Because she knew that a mother who had quarreled with her father was like a sleeping lion, ignoring her father, but as soon as something went wrong, her buried anger would burst out.

    She wept again.  She really doesn't want to see a home like this!  Why can't Mom and Dad discuss things with He Leledi?  Her tears kept dripping on the clothes on the ground, and warm flowers bloomed among the white foam.  She scrubbed with all her strength, but she didn't want to see the lost flowers.

    Finally finished washing the "so little" in my mother's mouth, but it was actually a big basin of clothes.  Mom went to the field again, and Dad didn't know where he went.  He never tells where he is going when he leaves the house.  But he probably also went to the field, right?

    Su Xiaolan packs up her broken heart, no matter how painful it is, she still has to cook.  She also wanted to use this "last supper" to ease the atmosphere between her parents.

    However, things are not as beautiful as she imagined.  Although both parents returned home, the aura between them no longer allowed them to sit at the same dining table for dinner.  Even, they don't want to eat at all!

    Su Xiaolan cooked a good meal and asked them to eat, but was hit by the south wall and her head was bleeding.  They vented their dissatisfaction with each other unknowingly on their daughter, regardless of whether the daughter's heart could bear it or not.

    Xiao Lan, who was going to school, had to sit silently at the dining table alone.  Looking at the delicious-looking dishes that she prepared with all her heart, she also lost her appetite.  But she still scooped up some rice, put some vegetables into a bowl, and swallowed it down with tears.

    It really has no taste at all!  It's really more uncomfortable than chewing wax!  Why didn't anyone accompany her to eat dinner before she went to school?  She was so tired that she went to tell them to eat and was scolded. Did she do something wrong?

    When she was so sad that she couldn't extricate herself, the mobile phone rang.  She picked it up and saw that it was from the boy who said he didn't want to have rumors with her.  He said: "Valentine's Day is here, I wish you a lover who will finally get married!"

    Only then did she suddenly realize that today is also the holiday that sounds so romantic.  She immediately thought of Ji Fan and sent this simple text message.  Although it is simple, it also requires a lot of courage for her, because it probably means that Ji Fan's family is not her.

    But Ji Fan's reply did not make her happy at all.  Ji Fan said: "LoveIf there is no one yet, where will the dependents come from?  "Maybe she is still immersed in the sadness about her parents, seeing Ji Fan reject her kindness, her heart is even more sad.

    What she thought of was Ji Fan's wish for Zhu Xiaoling.  She silently prayed for Ji Fan in her heart, hoping that Ji Fan could get his happiness as soon as possible!

    If she was more cheerful, she might be able to say: "Let me be your lover! I am willing to be your family member!" Such an answer can not only block Ji Fan's words, but also express her own heart.  But her sadness was creeping up, down her throat, and then up her eyes.

    On February 16, the day of make-up classes has begun.  Looking at the date, she suddenly discovered that it was the day when she and Ji Fan met last year.  I saw Ji Fan only once last year, but twice this year, which may be considered a luxury.  She is always so easy to please!

    Last night I sent a text message to Ji Fan, and Ji Fan said: "I want to treat you as a good friend forever!" Su Xiaolan looked at the "forever", feeling a little sour in her heart.  How much she wants to have this "forever" with Ji Fan!  It doesn't matter if that relationship is best friends or what.

    But she was already afraid of what Ji Fan said "forever".  She was afraid that Ji Fan's "forever" was simply lying to her!  She said to Ji Fan: "What a luxury!" If it could last forever, why wouldn't she be willing?  Just, can she have it?

    Seeing Su Xiaolan's answer like this, Ji Fan thought that Su Xiaolan was saying that his ideas were too domineering, so he seemed extravagant, so he immediately changed his words and said: "It will always be unrealistic, until you don't want it!"

    Yeah?  When she doesn't want to, maybe she will never show up, right?  But that "so far" made her heart ache quietly.  If she will never be unwilling, can Ji Fan have that "forever" with her?

    When Su Xiaolan sends text messages to Ji Fan, she will think of the scene where she sneaked home again and again and was educated by Ji Fan.  That kind of education always makes her want to cry.

    She sent Ji Fan two congratulatory messages written by herself, wanting him to relax while studying.  After reading the text message, Ji Fan replied: "Thank you!" What are you thanking?  In fact, she didn't expect Ji Fan to reply her text messages anymore!

    Seeing Ji Fan's reply, she went on to say, "Don't look too late, go to bed early!" It was early morning, and although she didn't feel sleepy, she didn't want Ji Fan to stay up late.  She wished Ji Fan all the best.

    Ji Fan came over with a smile on his face, and said, "To be honest, I really miss you a little bit!" Did he miss her?  What do you miss her?  Do you want her good or her bad?

    Ten days have passed since we met, and Ji Fan misses her.  He knew that she started to miss him only a minute after we separated!  No!  She was thinking about him from beginning to end, even when they were together.

    Su Xiaolan is happy because Ji Fan said that she misses her. As long as Ji Fan's words are sincere, what complaints does she need?  There will be another exam in two days, but she is so confused and desolate.

    She watched "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji" again.  Because she felt that Ji Fan was like Zhang Wuji, always making her sad for no reason.  After reading it, she was even more annoyed and missed Ji Fan even more!  Does Ji Fan like her or not?

    The exams are over, and school has officially started.  Su Xiaolan still misses Ji Fan constantly.  She wrote to him, but never sent it.  She only sent him text messages when she missed Ji Fan a lot, just not wanting to take up too much of his time.

    When Ji Fan replied to Su Xiaolan's text message, he said: "I am so moved by you! To paraphrase Zhang Wuji's words: How can I, Ji Fan, let you treat me like this?" Su Xiaolan didn't know why Ji Fan said that, his eyes  But it was too late to stop on the text message sent by Ji Fan and could not move away.

    Ji Fan is also paying attention to "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji" like her?  She distinctly remembered "I, Zhang Wuji, what virtue can I have, let you treat me like this!" This sentence was said by Zhang Wuji to Zhao Min.  Did she move Ji Fan so much?

    Zhao Min did not hesitate to break up with his father for Zhang Wuji, let alone in ancient times, how much courage would be needed!  And she was just because Ji Fan did some stupid things, besides, Ji Fan didn't know about it.

    Is moving love?  Is love formed by the accumulation of little touches?  Is it easier to feel touched the more you love someone?

    Zhao Min finally got together with Zhang Wuji.  Is it doomed since Zhang Wuji said this sentence?  Does this mean that she will be able to be with Ji Fan in the end?  She wished so, but felt that she was destined to be unlucky!

    She tried again and again to position herself as a certain woman in "Yi Tian Tu Long Ji", but she still couldn't come up with an answer.  She wished she was the lucky Zhao Min, but she felt that she had nothing to compare with that eccentric princess.

    It's the weekend holiday, everyone went home.  But Su Xiaolan didn't want to go back to the place full of gunpowder smoke.  She stayed in the dormitory alone, but she was inexplicably scared.  The ghost stories I had read and heard kept rushing into my mind.

    How much she wants someone to be by her side, but at the moment she only has a mobile phone by her side, and the only person she can contact on the mobile phone is Ji Fan.

    She sent a text message to Ji Fan, but she didn't tell her about her predicament.  Ji Fan said that he missed her strangely, but he didn't know what he missed her.  Such a short sentence made her heart surge with warmth.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)??The ghost stories I have read and heard kept rushing into my mind.

    How much she wants someone to be by her side, but at the moment she only has a mobile phone by her side, and the only person she can contact on the mobile phone is Ji Fan.

    She sent a text message to Ji Fan, but she didn't tell her about her predicament.  Ji Fan said that he missed her strangely, but he didn't know what he missed her.  Such a short sentence made her heart surge with warmth.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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